#Energy Report: March 24 #2016 #Lunar #Eclipse

I do not feel sick.
I have had no symptoms of sickness.
And yet my BODY is sick!
I cannot speak well, my throat is scratchy and on the verge of explosive coughing, and my chest rattles when I breathe. Funny, my throat isn't really sore.

Still with the stiff left knee. Other joints seem to be starting to level out - FINALLY. For the most part....

Bewilderment.
Just.... mindboggled.... at the bizarre "common" behavior of people when I have to go out into their world. It's scary. Tho I am not scared, or afraid. It really is just turning into an adventure into a movie.... Into Zombieland! I don't know about other places in the world... Maybe it is a local thing here in Central Florida. But the insanity is just rampant!!! I'm not talking about the headlines you see on TMZ about "another incident in Florida...", no, I'm talking about "normal" people doing "normal" things. All of humanities ills seem to be MAGNIFIED! Stupidity. Selfishness. Carelessness. Oblivion.
[One theory I have is that - what is happening to the planet as a whole, is indeed magnified in certain places - like Florida. Why Florida, because of the quartz crystal beaches.... Because of the vortexes... Because of whatever yet undiscovered/undisclosed energy is in the Gulf of Mexico....]

This is manifested in my world in many ways but one of the most profound is lots and lots of car wrecks.... lots of sirens - cops, firetrucks, ambos..... I've actually seen the aftermath of two pretty gnarly wrecks within the same week - this past week - the most recent one being yesterday. It was amazing how "put out" all the other drivers were.
I know this area hosts a shit-ton of international guests.... but this is not fucking Jeddah! This is America and we have traffic protocol for a reason you rude bastards!!!! I'm not name-calling. They are ALL doing it! Americans mostly!!! But I can only compare it to the stories my Dad and Uncle used to tell of "traffic" in Jeddah. That's the only reason for this reference.
Anyway, these two wrecks were exactly one block apart. They were not fender-benders. But what made me almost lose my cool and get people killed was the complete lack of awareness.... the complete lack of concern and respect for the situation.
No!!! I must get SOMEWHERE and waiting at this light.... Waiting for them to move the body out of the burning car..... THAT JUST WON'T FUCKING DO! Let me see how I can SHOVE  my way thru this before everybody else!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I CANNOT miss this light!!! (I wonder how the crashes are happening????!!!!)
People actually blowing their horns AT ME!
I almost sent very intense, very destructive energy at two people. They WOULD HAVE gotten hurt!!! I felt it! I had to reel that back in, QUICK! I know better! I seriously turned to open my door and jump out at one of them!

Happy Lunar Eclipse!

It is getting more and more difficult for me to bare.... endure... the way this world works and the way that people are not aware... of anything!
I am making my choices in each moment to NOT go to the dark side! I do however feel such anger and resentment toward the human race. And it bubbled up big time yesterday!

Everything is delayed.
It is a theme now.
Everything happens, and then doesn't appear till much later....
There is a wisdom to this. It is happening from a higher source of orchestration. It is a form of help and assistance for the awakened.

Breathing.
Lungs.
A sense of being smothered.
Blocked breathing passages that need to be cleared.
I know you think I'm crazy but just DO IT!
This is affecting machinery, not just humans.

Overheating.... That's been ongoing for a year or so. I just never think to mention it since I only started doing these "Energy Reports" this year.

That is all for now.
Signing off

#Raw #Spirituality - You Can't Handle The Truth!!!

I am where I am.
I am not pretty. I am a mess.
I cannot organize a small table with three objects on it!
This is TOTALLY against my nature! I organize, file, arrange, feng shui everything all day every day since I was born! But lately..... That innate ability is just majikally GONE.
I will NOT be fake!
I cuss and bitch and rant and rave... Humans irritate me and I make no apology for that. I HATE them.... But only because I care so so so much that they hurt like hell  to watch and live with!
DO NOT define me.
You do not know me or understand me.
I'm really easy to judge!!! I mean I practically do it for you! I give you lots of ammo and targets!

And STILL, I will not apologize for being where I am.... who I am.... in this moment.

I am where I am.
And I will get to where I go.
I am raw. Improper. People love to see me but hate to see me coming. How can this be "spiritual"!?!?!
Doesn't matter. In ALL THINGS I must be me. Only I can be me!!!! I can't leave it for someone else! I have to process - not suppress - all that I have.
Process - not suppress.
I have to live it out. I have to be this until I can no longer bear it. And then, and only then, I will be something new. No one can start or stop this process.

I will cuss.
I will drink beer and cocktails.
Don't be surprised if you see a cigarette in my hand.
When it's time, and ONLY when it's time.... I will be something else.
But right now, I'm being this.
And if this energy is more than you can be happy and comfortable with, then by all means fuck off. You have my blessing. I understand. I really do. Just like I understand why I can't stand being around people sometimes. I'm not trying to make anyone feel bad.... It's just better if I stay away so that I don't really start to hate you... Or myself for being so ill!

I will watch TV and movies... I will watch stupid things and boring things... for my own damn reasons.

And if all these things that I "do" or say causes you to think or believe something bad about me.... Then you're nothing more than a child. Or a fucking idiot. A child in the sense that you are not an evolved adult human being with an alive a functioning sense of intuition. You're a child in that you still judge a book by its cover, or more accurately by your own sense of "right and wrong", "good and bad", "spiritual and fake"...

I will not play your games the way you want me to. I partake of and admire a handful of  "spiritual" people. They help me.... Feed me.... Encourage me..... Confirm that I'm not crazy for seeing what I see and feeling what I feel, in spite of being so unspiritual!!!

I am the renegade. The rogue. The rebel. (why do all those words start with R???!?)
I do right the wrong way. (OMG AND HOLY SHIT! I've just come up with a hit country song!!!!!!)
And I also do wrong the right way. I'm on the wrong side of heaven, and the righteous side of hell... (FFDP)

I am respectful. Tactful. Polite.
I am non-confrontational.
But then again I've been know to embarrass my kids by opening my mouth when everyone else was afraid to. There've also been times that I made them stand a little taller for having the balls to open my mouth when everyone else was afraid to!

Go ahead.
Judge me.
You really can't say anything true that I don't already very well know about myself.
I AM integrity!!!!
I live for Truth.
I will die for Honesty.

I'm a mess.
I don't have a "job".
I have holes in most of my clothes and shoes. I look like a homeless person. Or a lesbian. Or both.
I have not given up.
I have just let go.
I have not lost my vision. I know exactly where I stand. I make NO excuses. I blame no one. And I also make NO apologies! Where I am is my choice. I chose to be here. I choose to experience this. It serves my purpose for now in spite of the fact that it totally fucks with everyone..... All of you!!!
The REAL point is that it no longer fucks with ME!

HA HA HA HA HA HA HA.

I'm not the only one "practicing" this kind of "spirituality".
You don't know our struggle.
We will not behave. We will not fall in line. We will not knock it off or cut it out.
Being "True to ourselves" is just fucking obnoxious to you.

And I'm learning to love me for it.
I'm getting it.

We are your test.
LMFAO!!!!!!!
And we don't give a fuck that you fail.
You're making us stronger and stronger - more and more aware.
And awareness only leads to love.... god.... truth.....
A Love and a God and a Truth that you just cannot! Wrap your...... head? . . . heart? . . . around...???

We love you...!!!
We are here for you.
We may defy your definition of love and spirit and god....
And that's exactly why we're here!

Every time you think you've got it figured out, we're here to say "Fuck you, try again!" LOL!!!

Peace.

Connection To Destruction

I love the chaos.

I have a connection to the destruction.

When I hear about "natural" disasters I get excited.

Yes I have darkness.

It is part of me.

It's getting clearer as I get older that I am from another realm.

I am here and now for many reasons and not all of them are for me but for you.

I do dirty work.

I am a sin eater.

I go places that you will not allow yourself to believe in.

I do things that you have forbidden yourself to do.

I bring you gifts that you're not grateful for.

I am not the only one, but I am alone.

You do not understand me.

And tho there's really no reason for it, you just can't accept me.

I have memories of wars, and pains, and events that no one has ever heard of. 

I am a shadow warrior.

I fight battles that most don't know exist.

I serve my purpose.

I am one of the endless number of facets of love, whether you like it or not!

I just may laugh at your demise...

That's ok, because I understand it.

And you don't...... 

LMFAO!!!

#Strawberry Salad

And inspired recipe....

Fresh Strawberries, about a pint, stemmed and sliced
Fresh Kale, about 4 or 5 nice sized leaves, stemmed and chopped bite size
Fresh Lime Juice, about half a lime
1 Fresh Avocado, cut into bite size slices
2 or 3 nice sprigs of fresh Basil, chopped

I chopped the Kale and squeezed the limes over it and let it set to break down and tenderize the leaves. I also put the cut up avocado in with this mixture because I happen to have a very firm one.
While this sets, I made the dressing as follows...

Dressing:
1 cup of Pure Cranberry Juice
1/4 cup of raw sugar - I use Turbinado
1 half cup finely chopped Strawberries

Put it all in a small sauce pan and heat it up so that the sugar melts. Then turn it down low to warm just so the Strawberries can break down well and flavor the syrup. Keep on heat about half hour then remove to cool. I put mine in the freezer while I made bizkits ;) About a half hour. It was just about to get slushy when I took it out. Perfect!
Add Poppy Seeds. As many as you like! Then add about a quarter cup of oil. I used Olive. Mix it all up well.

Back to the tenderizing salad. Add the Strawberries and Basil. Pour the dressing over and mix it all up well.

Yumma mificent!!!!!

#CHAOS #Donald #Trump is NOT Your Problem!

And the CHAOS!!!!
Do you feel it???

NOTHING makes sense. From the smallest thing to the grandest.

Two car crashes right in front of my apartment since last night! WHY!? It's just Drew Street!
Sirens all day long . . . . . Every day! (Wednesday 3 16 16 was slow - only heard one!)
Sirens from ambos, EMTs, firetrucks, cops... day and night! You'd think we lived in Chicago! But no, it's just lowly little Clearwater Florida. It's never been like this since we lived here.

Chaos.

Along with the joint pains I forget to mention acid!
Heartburn.
Acid reflux.
Whatever you wanna call it. No matter what I eat. I eat well. I indulge. But I eat better than most.
Occasionally money gets in the way, but unless it does, I and my girls eat organic stuff. Seafood, no meat. No farm-raised shit. No GMOs.
Unless we "indulge" in some corporate crap food. Which we do every now and then!

Chaos.

Everything feels like chaos. There is no rhyme. There is no reasoning. Craziness. Chaos.
If I had not done so much work I would be terrified!!!
But I just shake my head and laugh....

I'm telling everyone, as I have from week one - Donald Trump is NOT your problem!!!!!
He is the medicine!

There are much worse things to be concerned about right now.... Like, CHAOS. And whether or not you feel it.... whether or not you have any freaking clue what I'm talking about right now! If you don't, I'm concerned for you!
Yes YOU!!!
The ones I love.
The ones who don't read my messages.

Whatevs man.......
The babysitter left the building a few months back. Yall on yall own. I'm here. But I no longer beg your attention. It's your journey. It's your choice.
But I hear a different hum.... I feel a different rattle.....
And if that means I leave you behind.....

Well.............

Fear-in-a-Grave-White-T-shirt

#Energy Report: March 17 #2016

3 o'cock........
4 o'clock.......
4:19 am........
Woke up with the head/neck ache.
Medicine - Coffee.
No worries. It'll put me right back to sleep.

Leaks.
Tub. Kitchen sink. Drip. Drip. Drip. Drip........
Can't turn them off.
Bathroom door - off the hinges. Screws came out. LOL

It's all falling apart. Literally! LMAO!

I'm so far out of the loop of normal everyday humanity.... Even those that would call me "friend" just don't understand me.
The weird lung feeling.... The joint pains.... I'm crazy for not going to a doctor. LMAO
And I think you're crazy for taking all those pills and being no better off than me....
Ya see, what I realize about my "ills" is that they are messages.
These are manifestations of the energy that is swarming into our planet lately.
You think you are "sick".
I think I'm receiving a message.
You live in fear of being able to maintain medical insurance and having enough money to buy your meds....
I Know I'm not sick and have no such worries. My aches and pains and weird sensations always serve their purpose, and then move on. Always.

People say they believe in GOD.
In what way???

Of course I have weaknesses. Two of them. And I feel quite helpless in regards to their needs.
The "normal" world mocks and shouts obscenities at me, even if only in my own mind...
This is not the truth.
I will not walk in it.
I will not bow to it.
I will be ridiculed and misunderstood.
I will eagerly seek out open doors and opportunities.
But I will not compromise the truth that I've fought so hard to find.
I will not live my life by fear and human clichés.

Where is the purpose and point of this "new" energy ourpouring they speak of??? Is it not to bring resolution and remedy to the broken.... Of mind, spirit, AND body? To build a whole new level of evolution where pain and decay are no longer necessary?
I don't simply sit here and wait..... I sit here and anticipate. I watch. I pay attention. I ask.... How the hell can we fix this?

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#Energy Report: March 15 2016

Messages come thru intermittently and if I don't write them out quickly I lose them.

Blank.
Such a blank.
I mean its getting really empty in here now!
Not a spark..... No creative gift even tho I've been giftedly creative all my life. I can't draw, I can't cook.... I can't sew, I can't make a video to save my life. It's like "I" am gone.... but I'm still here and obviously alive.

Restless!!!
Urgent!
No where to go with it.
Nothing will work. So I do not engage. Not because I've "given up" but because I know, I can tell, I feel it! I've had enough experience with "work" and "won't work" to know the difference! Yes experience!!! Not books or videos!
The only physical outlet for the past couple of days has been coloring in some scribbles I... well, scribbled.
I used to make beautiful pieces! This.... not so much. Busy work.

Sleep.
Take off.
Meditate into the lucid state.
Sandra Walter's Ascension Path Guided Activation is POWERFUL! (Guided Activation)
But even without it, sleeping will allow me into the spirit state, and that is the safest, most productive place to be for me right now.
This is the work.
That works.

Five major joint structures are painful - hips, shoulders, knees. Mostly left knee, right shoulder.
Have random very strange sensations in my lungs. This one is new.
During my last "activation" listening to Sandra's guided meditation I stopped breathing toward the end and really startled myself!  LMAO
I can't feel food very often lately. Fruit yesterday was like Manna!!! Coffee. Water. Everything else..... bleh.

My dog is having similar symptoms.... Well, weak hips and legs. We share a very strange linkage he and I! I learn much from him.

I am fading away. And I'm really beginning to be ok with that.
Nothing matters. Love matters.
My ego/mind doesn't have near the power of control it did even a year ago.

I've worked my ass off to get here.
It's a strange place, that most really think they want but don't even have the balls to do what it takes to get here, much less do they understand what this place really is!
It's Bizzarro Land!!!

Do not judge another's path.
Comment on it, observe it, critique it! But don't pass judgement... Because you really really really don't know what the fuck you're talking about if you do!!! REALLY! I don't fit in ANYWHERE! And I've had to learn to embrace that. Find the treasures, the wisdom, the purpose, the freedom, and the power in that. Lose the pain, the attitudes, the disappointments, and discouragements.
I've had to learn "to be" . . . nothing. And be not only OK with that, but be in love with that!
That.... is godhood.

Giving up the millenia of ego encoding that insists on what it means to be alive and human and successful..... In exchange for the truth. For god.
There is no "path" to god.
There is only becoming god.
God becoming you.... Integration. Unity. Singularity. One.
It's not what you think. It's not even what you think it is when you KNOW it's not what you think...!

Nothing matters anymore!!!
Love matters.

Here's the deal, here's what you're all "fighting" over...

The Obvious.
You're all whining and screaming like a bunch of toddlers who need naps.
The basic issues are simple....

First off, you're trying to fix the car without ever lifting the hood. You've even resorted to beating the shit out of the car for being broken! But you just won't use common sense and accept the fact that you can't fix the car without fixing the individual parts.
It's too big!
Start small and local and in your own community.
"Mass" production has become obsolete. It is destroying everything from the environment, to the economy, to the family. Yet that's the only choice most people are given. Why??? Corporate slave owners. They wouldn't be caught dead working manual labor, and they wouldn't be caught dead letting you be free and independent. Their empire would crash without you. So they give you the illusion of freedom so that you never wake up and remember who you are, figure it all out, and fight back.

It starts in school.
School is wrong.
Children are not taught what they need to learn in the "school system". It's so painfully obvious yet no one no one no one will change it!!! Look at what the school system produces... Look at what it turns out.... You bitch about how your tax dollars are spent (not about politicians salaries, but about the poor!!!) and yet you allow this to continue!
You honestly believe that you've elected some person - who gets paid enormous amounts of your tax dollars in salary!!! - that is supposed to make everything the way its supposed to be. Yet you don't even know this "person".
How is this ok???
Would you recommend handling the situation this way to your child? Is this the way you would teach them to be a good and responsible American?
The world has changed UNIMAGINABLY in the past ten years!!!!!
The world that existed FIFTY years ago...... GONE!!! And I was alive back then!
So how is it, with all our advances in technology and science and awareness and .... everything! that we have not updated the "school system" accordingly???? This is criminal!!!
We all talk about it in the streets and in our homes..... But politicians NEVER talk about it. No one actually LEADS a community and fights to better it. No one will step up and bring in the changes that are necessary, that are OBVIOUS, that are ridiculously overdue. All the while.... tax dollars are bleeding and bleeding and bleeding all over the streets with no purpose or effect.

You don't see it,
You don't try to understand it,
You just jump on one of the two band-wagons presented to you by the mainstream media.
And if they don't offer you anything, you are completely oblivious.
You simply continue to bitch randomly and blame the poor.


Prescription drugs and Medicine
There are more commercials on prescription drugs than there are about fast food these days!!!
COMMERCIALS ABOUT DRUGS!!!!!!!!!!!!!
It is now.... a choice?? ... for you to pick the drugs you want from a TV commercial?????
"Ask your doctor about ________" ??????
What the hell ever happened to your doctor knowing what the fuck they were doing!?
You bitch about prices and INSURANCE!
But you know absolutely nothing about anything so everything they tell you is gospel. You have no idea what any of them are talking about, you get more information from the damn TV ads, like they were a new flavor of Pringles.... And that's how you deal with your HEALTH!!!!!! Like Pringles!!!!
You don't even know what the word "HEALTH" means!

Vaccinations
This subject is just a loaded gun... The crazy cousin of the above "prescription drug" issue. There's really just no talking about it! No one no one no one has any god-given sense anymore, no one knows a goddamn thing about biology anymore, no one knows how to "know" anymore!!! You make all your choices based on what somebody else says, and fear of being accused of being irresponsible and a crazy wack job for thinking you can take care of your own health.

BRAINWASHED!!! You are all psychopaths! You are all incapable of feeling and of independent thought!

Elected officials
Campaigns
The voting system
Most elected officials make a huge salary!
And most elected officials don't do a damn thing to earn it. This is fact, not bitchery. Who checks in on elected officials to see what they're doing all day every day? No one.
No one even notices them until they "get caught" doing something that they can be shamed or convicted for.
Is this right? Is this democracy? Is this what you want your children to learn in school? Is this the "history" your children are learning about in school? Why not?!?!? It's the truth! NO ONE monitors elected officials. You don't even know who the elected officials in your community are.
NAME ONE...!
But kids aren't really supposed to learn the truth in school now are they?  Did you?

Elected officials earn way too much money! They get paid with tax dollars. Meaning voters should be able to remedy this atrocity... but they don't.
Campaigns for candidates running for an elected office cost millions and millions of dollars. This is insane. This is just wrong to spend this money to fight for a job of SERVICE to one's own community.  Money spent to prove who's the most honest and trustworthy... To prove that the other candidates are LIARS... This is a joke. And you know it is. But you do nothing about it. You keep playing the game of "voting" for the least of the evils as if that's the only way possible to do things.
You are lazy lazy lazy. You do not cherish your freedom. You cherish that you're allowed to avoid responsibility - and you CALL this freedom. The money spent on campaigning could be used in such better ways. But you choose to allow the absurdity.....
The voting system is not accurate. It is HUGE, how could it be fair, honest, accurate and truly representative of the will of the people? The American Idol voting system is probably the best, most secure, and most accurate in existence today. "But it can be manipulated in ways we can't see or know about!!!"  And the system you use now - electronic voting machines - cannot?????? Not only CAN they be manipulated, they ARE manipulated on a regular basis. There is nothing fair about this process. The people in charge are not honest. Money buys everybody. EVERYBODY! And what money cannot buy, fear can destroy.

Guns
War is not the answer. Make love, not war. Peace. Guns don't kill people, people kill people. The Second Amendment to the Constitution of the United States of America ensures that the right of the people to keep and bare arms shall not be infringed upon...
Why would they write this into the Constitution!?
Because they were not so brainwashed back then....
Things were simpler.... There was no mass media streaming 24 hours a day telling people what to think and believe.... And therefore more people were allowed to EXPERIENCE reality! And reality said that people were so so so very tired of CENTURIES of oppression and control and slavery!!!!! And they KNEW that men were evil and greedy and unscrupulous and that power corrupts and the only protection was a written constitution and the power to ensure every person's right to fight back when they saw things getting shady. They KNEW things would eventually get shady! And they were right!!! But the people today are so brainwashed and divided that they can't tell they're ALL being boiled alive...
It's true - laws do not stop criminals.
The Constitution does not make government honest.
And a gun does not make you a killer.
What amazes me is that everybody is  SO FOCUSED ON THE GUNS that NOBODY is asking why guns are such a problem in our era!!! 
There have been guns for centuries but never the problems America faces today about "gun violence".  And here's a recently discovered historical fact - people have ALWAYS been violent!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Even before guns.
Why is nobody asking what is causing the rage and insanity and trying to address that issue??? Removing guns will not fix anything. Killing OBL did NOT stop terrorism! There are more atrocities in Africa than there ever have been in the Middle East yet there are no UN armies fighting for the people there.... Ever wonder about that?? If you take away the guns, the people using them will only find another tool of destruction because they are still the same people with the same problems and pains and dissatisfactions as they were before.
Guns are not the problem but the majority of you just cannot see that!

Wake up! Human beings were never meant to be controlled!! So so so many god-fearing religious people in the world, who believe that their god is THE god, and that their god is all powerful, omnipotent, omniscient, omnipresent and eternal.
These same people believe that this same god IS LOVE. And yet they live in absolute fear!!!
They DON'T believe in their god,
they DON'T trust their god,
they DON'T believe their god is the god of love and they
CERTAINLY DON'T believe that their god is all powerful!!!
These people believe in laws and punishment, not the transformative power of god. They think the "transformative power of god" is obeying a set of rules to prove your loyalty to god... which is actually just an idea! And idea of what a particular group of people interpret as "god". There's no power in that!!! That's not real transformation!!!
The power of religion is GUILT, FEAR, SHAME...!
Nothing screams the LOVE OF GOD like those things!
This is called "behavior modification" not the transformative power of GOD!

Real power would not fear guns or the goons that carry them. A real god of love would not care about guns.... only about a person's troubled heart and how they might be healed and not need to misuse a gun.... or drugs... or children... or ANYTHING.
Church and religious people are BULLSHIT!!! And I cannot emphasize that enough!!!
Bullshit!

If this were truly a democracy this shit would change!
But this is not a democracy.
No one knows shit in this country!!! You don't know your history. You don't know the truth. And you don't know how to find it!
You don't know how to think for yourself.

I find it so difficult not to hate you because you do not cease to run your opinionated mouth, judging and criticizing everybody for everything and you don't even know the real truth, nor do you care to. How do I not hate you for causing so much pain, while prancing so high and mighty? How do I keep myself from desiring your destruction? How do I help you? How do I allow you to help me? How do I connect to you at all?
How do we form a productive, satisfying, functional community?
How...?

How do we live in peace and love each other like all gods teach us to???
These are the things that concern me night and day. These are the things I want to have conversations - not debates or arguments - about. Things that matter. But no one will enter the conversation.

Your solution - Fall in line slave. Do not be different, it only causes trouble. Allow the system to work. If you want things to change VOTE.

These remedies keep getting you further and further into a grave...
Why can't you see it's not working. And doing the same things over and over again cannot and will not EVER fix it.... And why can't you see that IT CAN BE FIXED!? 
PEOPLE can be fixed.  But not the way its been done before.
We're the best there is. The most evolved of our era. Look around. We have outgrown EVERYTHING!!!!!!!
Allow it to get better.

It's easier for you to believe in a magical genie in the sky than it is for you to believe in yourself...

So fuck off.
Until the real you can look me in the eye....

#Bullshit #Ascension #Enlightenment The #Shift The Great #Awakening and The #Return of #Christ

So much bullshit. Everywhere I look.
I have no one to look up to.
So so so much bullshit!

The Truth About Trump (just Trump.... no one else has a "truth")
Increased Perception Capabilities (what a fucking laugh)
Scientists discover plastic eating bacteria that could save the environment (old news... nothing's changing... "now we can keep making toxic plastic!")
Bashar - (Bashar got lost in Daryl Anka a while back! No evolved, super-enlightened ET being would tell us to follow laws, especial financial laws, that are corrupt as hell itself, and just wait to go thru the proper channels of government and changing of laws in a system that is as corrupt as HELL!!!)
Kryon - (never resonated with this piece! not an evolved ET in my opinion. Telling humans that vaccinations are ok... on ANY level... bullshit... completely against nature, NOT homeopathic! homeopathy uses natural substances, not disease)
Energy forecasts, Energy forecasts, Energy forecasts!!!
Richard Simmons is being controlled - headline news.
Photo of woman doing nazi salute outside Trump rally - now we know exactly all we need to know about Trump!
Splenda could cause serious health problems - knew this ten years ago!
Cloud seeding is real, has been for decades - knowing does not stop it
Conspiracy theories - but wait.... Kim posted a photo of Saint, Kylie opened a Sugar Factory store in Orlando, and Nancy Reagan got buried. cuz she died.
No more teachers.... The secret of forgiving yourself... How to build your own robot... Exposing the NWO
Activation activation activation.....

DRONE DRONE DRONE ! ! ! ! ! ! ! !

Bernie, Hillary, Marco, Ted!!! They are ALL playing for the same team assholes!!!!! You can't trust TRUMP?????! You can't trust ANY OF THEM!
Bandaids!  You're all just playing doctor with bandaids!!! But speak of the Ascension! The Shift! The intense outpouring of energy! Merging timelines... the New World... The Great Awakening.... The return of the christed energies.... God is become us!
WHERE!?

It's all bullshit.

"It's time to be your true self!!!"
Really??
But nobody likes my true self.
The truer I be, the more alone I be.

You all fall prey to so many stories...
I cock my head like a dog at your notion of "enlightenment"... I just don't get it.
I've never been afforded the luxury of staying stupid.
Therefore I resent those that do.
I've not been allowed to employ excuses. Not for very long anyway. So all I see is people lying to themselves and then blaming other people for it.

What am I to do...? Dumb myself down for everyone?
I've tried that most of my life.... And I've lost myself in the process.
It's too painful. No thank you. Not again.
I'll just be alone.  NO ONE gets me.
I am truly so out of place in this world.
And nobody knows.

What am I to do.....
I only hate you all because I care so much and you just don't see it.
I keep my mouth shut so that I don't offend you.
But then I'm not being my true self, am I...?

God Daydreaming

So goddamn sick of this prison in paradise.
Mindfuck!

I deal.
I handle
Don't think i'm dead because of it.
I do it well.
I learn.

I resent the hell outta human fucking beings who don't get it.
Those that had it all and walked away because they "thought"!
Because they were afraid.

I'm still here.
I'm still standing.
That's not pride or arrogance.
That's a fucking undeniable unstoppable FACT.

What's YOUR problem?!?!?!

Yes.... As a matter of fact I AM better than you.

Tired of the isolation.
Michael.

I will not looze my mind!
I will not give away my soul.
And NO ONE will take it from me.

Prison of the mind....
Of the matrix...
Of the soul contract....
Everybody's gotta different story.

Aliens used to scare me.... Then I discovered I was one.

You're all chumps.
You all have the same choice as I do.
Here I am.
Where are you???

I'm tired of you.
You bore me.
You disgust me.

I am god.
What am I saying......

All that means is that I'm waiting for you!
My love never dies.
I don't feel sorry for anything.
I don't feel sorry for any of you.
You are horrible in your current state.

See how that works?
Of course you don't.
If you did, I wouldn't be so alone.

#Capricorn Truth

To all astrologers everywhere:
Grow the fuck up and start expressing the full spectrum of each sign!!!
This old, immature, limited perspective shit has no place in our rapidly expanding consciousness!

The fullest expression of Capricorn is NOT Ebeneezer Scrooge!!! That is the old, immature, greedy, patriarchal, controlling, lower level Capricorn.
The higher levels of Capricorn are CHRIST.  The Unicorn. The marriage of the ultimate perfection.
The true essence of Capricorn is not harshness and meanness, it is rather EFFICIENCY!

I guess if your ass is sorry and whiney, you don't know the difference. You think efficiency IS mean and harsh and greedy.

Efficiency.
Google it.
And then get out of the way if you don't understand it.

An Energy Report: March 1, 2016

Money.
Has it not become obvious that every single little thing in existence in this 3d matrix now revolves around money... EVERY    LITTLE    THING ! ! !
In a very black and white, matter of fact, "it's always been this way" kinda way...??
(It has NOT always been this way!!!) (But NO ONE can tell the difference anymore!!!)
The trap is closing.
Money has replaced feeling, caring, and compassion.
Replaced it!!!
Entirely!
I can hear it squeaking like tight leather! It's about to snap!

We have a very flawed and false conception of "Unity" and "Oneness"!!!
Oneness is SUBJECTIVE not objective.
This misconception can cause you to hold onto things, situations, and people that you need to let go of! For your sake AND theirs.
True Unity is effortless.

There is no fear in breaking out of a GRAVE!
So why are you all so afraid of the upheaval??

To let go of an entire world..... and entire concept of being....
An entire TIMELINE in a conscious moment! To consciously step into a very very different way than you've ever known or accepted as possible... like a movie... like another world....
Yeah...
!

I'm tired... weary.... done.... begging you all to wake up. And I speak for many. Good luck.