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Showing posts with label Enlightenment. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Enlightenment. Show all posts

Friday, May 27, 2016

Energy Report: May 27 #2016 #EnergyReport

Lag.
Delayed.
Bog.

Energy reversal, vaccuum, pause.

Don't resist it. Learn to speak Energy.
It's not about you forcing your "creation".... It's about you responding to a much bigger game with many players that you cannot control with your positive bullshit, and creating the New World out of utter chaos.
This is not negativity - This is how it happens. 

You struggle still because you are holding on to old old old.....! Familiar old. 
Old desires, visions, dreams..... Ideas of what you want and need to make you happy......
False!
I can tell when you're holding on because you are suffering.
You can go thru tons of shit and not suffer....
You can have a charmed life, and be suffering in the midst of it every day.
Suffering is relative. Relative to the your own personal imbalances.

When you spew all of your enlightenment positivity bullshit, do you ever feel ("empathize") the women of Darfur..... and wonder how this applies to them???
It's just a question, not a guilt trip. 
It's a good way to test the intel you are receiving - Ask the question: What would Jesus do?  
WRONG ANSWER!
Ask: Does this "truth" apply to the women of Darfur as equally as it does to me?
Hmmm......
Good one, huh?
We tend to forget about them as if they are non-human. We ignore them in the Enlightenment Community because they could never afford to pay for a conference or a teaching series or a box set of channeled transmissions from our star family..... What about them? 
Not our responsibility??
But I thought we were all ONE... ???

Perspective.

There is a lag in energy right now. There is no spark. Flow with it. Don't analyze it or judge it, or judge yourself because of it. It is MUCH BIGGER THAN YOU NOW. (It always was but now there's no room to avoid it...) This dead zone could end swiftly and or abruptly. 
Not our concern. Just ride it and pay attention.

Relax.
But don't doze off....
ALWAYS be ready.

True readiness is calm awareness. Not panic or intense efforts.
STAY ready. It's coming. Oh its coming!
Don't let the eery quiet fool you.... Don't start second-guessing yourself now!

It's all about the inner, not the outer.
Don't look out there, FEEL in here.

Peace & Good Apocalypse!



Saturday, March 12, 2016

#Bullshit #Ascension #Enlightenment The #Shift The Great #Awakening and The #Return of #Christ

So much bullshit. Everywhere I look.
I have no one to look up to.
So so so much bullshit!

The Truth About Trump (just Trump.... no one else has a "truth")
Increased Perception Capabilities (what a fucking laugh)
Scientists discover plastic eating bacteria that could save the environment (old news... nothing's changing... "now we can keep making toxic plastic!")
Bashar - (Bashar got lost in Daryl Anka a while back! No evolved, super-enlightened ET being would tell us to follow laws, especial financial laws, that are corrupt as hell itself, and just wait to go thru the proper channels of government and changing of laws in a system that is as corrupt as HELL!!!)
Kryon - (never resonated with this piece! not an evolved ET in my opinion. Telling humans that vaccinations are ok... on ANY level... bullshit... completely against nature, NOT homeopathic! homeopathy uses natural substances, not disease)
Energy forecasts, Energy forecasts, Energy forecasts!!!
Richard Simmons is being controlled - headline news.
Photo of woman doing nazi salute outside Trump rally - now we know exactly all we need to know about Trump!
Splenda could cause serious health problems - knew this ten years ago!
Cloud seeding is real, has been for decades - knowing does not stop it
Conspiracy theories - but wait.... Kim posted a photo of Saint, Kylie opened a Sugar Factory store in Orlando, and Nancy Reagan got buried. cuz she died.
No more teachers.... The secret of forgiving yourself... How to build your own robot... Exposing the NWO
Activation activation activation.....

DRONE DRONE DRONE ! ! ! ! ! ! ! !

Bernie, Hillary, Marco, Ted!!! They are ALL playing for the same team assholes!!!!! You can't trust TRUMP?????! You can't trust ANY OF THEM!
Bandaids!  You're all just playing doctor with bandaids!!! But speak of the Ascension! The Shift! The intense outpouring of energy! Merging timelines... the New World... The Great Awakening.... The return of the christed energies.... God is become us!
WHERE!?

It's all bullshit.

"It's time to be your true self!!!"
Really??
But nobody likes my true self.
The truer I be, the more alone I be.

You all fall prey to so many stories...
I cock my head like a dog at your notion of "enlightenment"... I just don't get it.
I've never been afforded the luxury of staying stupid.
Therefore I resent those that do.
I've not been allowed to employ excuses. Not for very long anyway. So all I see is people lying to themselves and then blaming other people for it.

What am I to do...? Dumb myself down for everyone?
I've tried that most of my life.... And I've lost myself in the process.
It's too painful. No thank you. Not again.
I'll just be alone.  NO ONE gets me.
I am truly so out of place in this world.
And nobody knows.

What am I to do.....
I only hate you all because I care so much and you just don't see it.
I keep my mouth shut so that I don't offend you.
But then I'm not being my true self, am I...?


Friday, August 16, 2013

Money Changers in the Temple

Nobody listens.... That's why I don't write anymore blogs than I do.  I "feel" all kinds of truths and enlightenments and encouragements to share FREELY with any and every body!!! ... that will listen, that is.

Nobody wants to hear.  Its too hard.  Too difficult.  Too impossible.
So what everybody's saying without saying it is - It's too late.
Give up.
There's no point.
It's over.

Are there those who would gladly embrace the journey of enlightenment if someone were there to give a little guidance, a little nudge in the right direction....?  If someone would share their wisdom and experience for them to glean from...?
I say yes, yes there are.  I am one of those who would pursue the company of greater self expansion, but alas...... I CAN'T FUCKING AFFORD IT!

Which may lead an intelligent mind to the conclusion that "there's something wrong with them" because "they don't have any money" with which to buy "the fellowship of the enlightened"....
The argument, hands down, from The Enlightened is that they have to pay their way in this world just like everybody else, so they must charge fees for all their services, as well as all their books, videos, cds, and web membership portals.

If I were serious about my journey of enlightenment, I would have money.  If I don't have money, its my doing and no one else's.
Wow.
This is the message of "crumbs" I get as a "dog" sitting under the masters' tables.  Bits and pieces of video or audio from meetings and gatherings recorded "illegally" by those who could pay to get in, and posted on the internet.  Snippets and excerpts from books - just enough to make you feel like you have to buy it because it seems to be the answer you've been digging for!

I feel that this is BULLSHIT.
I know about evolution.  I know that not everybody is - for lack of a simpler term - on the same level... But I am not stupid.  I know some people who absorb and learn and grow and genuinely appreciate their progress, having  never even realized that they indeed began to be spiritually nourished by someone near them.
There are those of us who are "called" to be teachers, way-showers, light-bearers....  Those who have an obvious impact on the people around them, those who go unnoticed and most definitely UNPAID for the gifts they have.

I am not stupid.  I understand this world's need for money.  I gladly accept it whenever offered!  (OK!!)  But to watch people starve........  Just because they can't pay me....  To watch "my brother" and "my sister" suffer and struggle when I have exactly what they need inside of me.... but they can't pay me for it.....  To withhold a blessing  because someone can't pay you is wrong.

How enlightened are you to hold the truth hostage!?  Only to release your "gift" for the right price...

Here is a list of some of the fees that this generation of Enlightened Ones Charge:
$195 for a single workshop.
This one - not published, must call or email for rates.
Journey Expo - $80 single workshop.
I Can Do It! - Speakers include: Gregg Braden, Wayne Dyer, Doreen Virtue, Bruce Lipton - $175.
Online - $49 workshops.
$250 - personal reading.
One week retreat-like package $2,100.
$101 workshop (in Europe).
$497 private session.
$108 private session.
$80.
$280.
$75.
(private sessions are usually an hour or so)

Now.... I removed the names because that's not what this is about.
And having made this list, I looked up the very people I admire and listen to!
I don't hate them, I hear great truths and encouragements from them!
But in my heart of hearts, in my gut, I do not feel ok with myself, or them, charging for what they do.
The "Business Model" I am leaning toward is like this:  If you have money then pay me - here's the going rate for what I do.  But if you don't have money, here it is for free!!  Because yes, this world demands money from me just like everyone else.  I am slowly working toward self-sufficiency so that everything can be free. Until then, I take what is offered.  And ya know what?  Even with the "free" offer, most people always pay me...!  And the rest don't even realize that my more famous or more successful contemporaries are charging sometimes hundreds for what I just gave them in the course of conversation... Free...

Another thing about many of the "awareness", "consciousness", "enlightenment" teachers is this.... They preach freedom from attachments and yet attach a price tag to everything.  If they were so free of attachments, wouldn't they know that people would give them money anyway??
Most of them refer to the likes of Jesus and Buddha...  I don't think I've ever heard stories of these guys charging anything.  They had no technology and yet somehow, their message not only survived for thousands of years but reached the entire world!!

How can you put a price tag on truth and withhold it from those who can't pay for it..... ?
Not everyone with no money is a loser.  "No money" is the way of the future.

You can have that little "prophesy" for free.....



John 2:13-17
13And the Jews' passover was at hand, and Jesus went up to Jerusalem, 14And found in the temple those that sold oxen and sheep and doves, and the changers of money sitting: 15And when he had made a scourge of small cords, he drove them all out of the temple, and the sheep, and the oxen; and poured out the changers' money, and overthrew the tables;16And said unto them that sold doves, Take these things hence; make not my Father's house an house of merchandise.17And his disciples remembered that it was written, The zeal of thine house hath eaten me up.