#Money #Energy #Video Game Reality

There are "money doors" and there are "energy doors".....
"Money" is just part of the current game board. A token. A gamepiece.
I have none but bare necessity because I do not deem it as precious as others in this current quest do. Something in me...... feels differently..... for a reason.

What will I carry into the next life? What have I built?
True accomplishment is only done in the soul, not "the world".
Heaven and Earth shall pass away, but my words shall not.
Why do we work so hard to build a lasting legacy in the wrong world?
Or is it? - It is only the wrong world in that it is being built thru AI, Ego, not spirit - backwards, horse-before-cart.
The "wrong world" means "you can't take it with you"..... so why bother? - This is not a false feeling! This is correct! It is completely illogical and impractical to spend SPEND your precious life only to die, knowing your accomplishments will be destroyed by those with less honor and integrity!

We all want a world that will last forever, do we not?? Immortality is WITHIN!!! It is real, we are not selfish and crazy for wanting it or believing in it or aspiring to it. We ARE however,
wrong in the methods we currently employ to get there, to be that.

Spirit. It is done thru the soul, by energy, we are eternal energy beings, and we DO carry an eternal, immortal, never-dying legacy INSIDE OF US. The code is called DNA.
Can you grasp this right now......? You ARE immortal! Right now, you're in it, in the midst of eternity, right now!!!!
You are eternity - right here and now.
The "next life" can only be as real to you as the acknowledgement of "previous lives".... If you can't believe that, then you can't believe anything bigger......

What will you take with you into the next life......
What have you brought into this current one??
What treasure have you accumulated? What stature? What mastery? What skill and purpose do you carry as the result of your lifetimes evolving thru so many facets of this world?

Does this sound like a video game?
Where do you think video games come from....?
The codes on the DNA "know", contain memories, carry inspirations.....

I've seen what "money" can do.
And I've seen what "money" can't do.
And something in me needs desperately to live Victoriously, without money......
This is not something I need to positively confess my way out of! It's much bigger than that!
And it may be for others too....

#Energy #Report: #June 14 #2016

I feel a huge huge ending of some sort.....
I've been feeling it on and off for weeks.
A 'Goodbye'.
As absolute as death.
And when it's "on", it is strong!
It does NOT feel like death for me.
Just an epic ending. Goodbye.

The heat is weird. Eighty nine degrees today is much more suffocating than eighty nine degrees was 10 years ago!

Oxygen is thin... my lungs struggle to keep up sometimes.
I am a heavy Earth person.... I feel incredible density/magnetism in my body.

Pain is concentrated in my hips now. When I walk or stand I feel about 14 months pregnant - in my hips/lower back. I'm not sure what this is saying......

There is again a lull in my creative energy.

Last night - Monday June 13 2016 - was very very very restless!!!
I reached out to all my kids and my network. (They do not feel like "tribe").
No one person place or thing stood out to me.
Just chaotic electricity.
I even felt a strong jolt in my left finger tips at one point. (I thought of Ashley - LOL)

I know a lot of that energy is from the incident in Orlando and the raging debate among the children of this world. (NOT MINE!) They have come down to a brash yet law abiding ring master who represents the very best of the old dying system, and a criminal who is pure evil and completely deceptive.

I believe this chaos we feel is two negative ends of a magnet being forced together!!! With a third negative end trying to force his way in as if that would be correct and make things better!
This will not work! There will be an implosion! Because none of them offer a future of love and peace, neither will allow humanity to evolve to its next level. So "those" children are FUCKED.

I felt nothing over the Orlando incident.
I acknowledge how painful it is for so many, but honestly I feel that none of it is what it appears to be. And I feel that there is much more turmoil to come.

We are not here to stop it!
We are here to hold the light so that the evolutionary process and period of this cycle of the galaxy can make a successful journey into another generation of expanded souls! We are here to work with Mother Earth and all of the other planetary and galactic members of our galaxy - we are not here to manipulate it into our own version of what should happen.
I did not come to bring peace, but a sword.

My heart speaks of grace and mercy as we all GO THRU!
We WILL go thru. My heart is filled with an offer of grace to those who will receive it so that they may endure this time. My heart is also filled with an offer of mercy to assist any who will accept it.
Not pity.
Not sorrow.
Not fear.
Not regret.
No excuses.
No apologies.

This is the Apocalypse.

#Energy #Report #May 31 #2016

Well there is shit flyin today folks....!
It's TENSE up in h'ya!
Not just bog, but obstacles.... broken roads..... rumbling underneath our feet...
The Truth of the Revelation.
The Dim.
The Fade.
The Distant Wah of a sound that can no longer reach your ears....
The complete idiocy of our primitive 3rd dimensional selves has become UNBEARABLE!
The IRS, The Corporate Anti-Christ, The Corel, The Business that Just Won't Fly, The Heat, The Lies, The Desperate Efforts to Rattle, Scare, & Control.....
And NOW is the moment: What will you believe?
WHAT WILL YOU BELIEVE???

The Frequency changes.... Different realities are coming in.... Like... Unimaginably different! Cosmic, Dreamy, Impossible realities..... Are here. "Here" being where you are supposed to be.... NOT back in the 3rd dimension! These new realities WILL NOT be seen there!

I don't read other people's messages to get this information....
I read other people's messages to see what vibes.... To see who else is getting the same messages as me.... How bout you? Are you Sovereign yet??
Not "perfect". You don't have to be "perfect" by anyone's standards at all ever period the end.

I'm asking are you Sovereign. Intuned - Intuited - Christed. ???

Flux.
Nothing is certain.
Except what you've become certain of.

Flux.
Chaos.

3D is SO HEAVY in my body this year! So heavy....!

Don't flinch. There is not one single reason from this 3rd dimensional plane that may have a place, a hold, a factor in my journey. Believe that!
The lessons have been over since 2014! What...? Was your "graduation ceremony" so fucking lackluster that you didn't even notice you had one...? LOL!!!!!!!!
That's because your ass got sent STRAIGHT to the front lines soldier! LMFAO!!!!

If you don't allow your life to become unreal.... unrecognizable..... 'not your own'.... And if you don't grasp what that means at this juncture...... Then you are probably gonna miss it this time.

Die and go to hell!!!! ???
NO. You only die and go to hell if you want to.
But the Glory..... the New World.... That is only accessible by a completed journey. There is no teaching it. There is no explaining it. It is ONLY an experience, for those who have it.

You're being watched.

By who!?

By those who are watching you.

The "rest of the world" will change.
But WE....... We will transition.

Energy Report: May 27 #2016 #EnergyReport

Lag.

Delayed.

Bog.

Energy reversal, vaccuum, pause.

Don't resist it. Learn to speak Energy.

It's not about you forcing your "creation".... It's about you responding to a much bigger game with many players that you cannot control with your positive bullshit, and creating the New World out of utter chaos.

This is not negativity - This is how it happens. 

You struggle still because you are holding on to old old old.....! Familiar old. 

Old desires, visions, dreams..... Ideas of what you want and need to make you happy......

False!

I can tell when you're holding on because you are suffering.

You can go thru tons of shit and not suffer....

You can have a charmed life, and be suffering in the midst of it every day.

Suffering is relative. Relative to the your own personal imbalances.

When you spew all of your enlightenment positivity bullshit, do you ever feel ("empathize") the women of Darfur..... and wonder how this applies to them???

It's just a question, not a guilt trip. 

It's a good way to test the intel you are receiving - Ask the question: What would Jesus do?  

WRONG ANSWER!

Ask: Does this "truth" apply to the women of Darfur as equally as it does to me?

Hmmm......

Good one, huh?

We tend to forget about them as if they are non-human. We ignore them in the Enlightenment Community because they could never afford to pay for a conference or a teaching series or a box set of channeled transmissions from our star family..... What about them? 

Not our responsibility??

But I thought we were all ONE... ???

Perspective.

There is a lag in energy right now. There is no spark. Flow with it. Don't analyze it or judge it, or judge yourself because of it. It is MUCH BIGGER THAN YOU NOW. (It always was but now there's no room to avoid it...) This dead zone could end swiftly and or abruptly. 

Not our concern. Just ride it and pay attention.

Relax.

But don't doze off....

ALWAYS be ready.

True readiness is calm awareness. Not panic or intense efforts.

STAY ready. It's coming. Oh its coming!

Don't let the eery quiet fool you.... Don't start second-guessing yourself now!

It's all about the inner, not the outer.

Don't look out there, FEEL in here.

Peace & Good Apocalypse!

Breaking Down The #Shift, The #Awakening, The #Ascension (In Crude Terms)

For all of the bad shit pouring into our world.... chem trails, vaccines, prescription drugs, industrial waste, plastic, petro, pesticides, genetically modified life..... All the wifi, microwave, satellite, HAARP, CERN, man-made frequencies grid-locking all life on the planet.....

Please understand - or begin to realize, at least - that there is an EQUAL amount of organic, cosmic "shit" pouring in from space, from the galaxy, from the effing UNIVERSE, that you are not being told about!!!
A counter-balancing energy available to live in and drive toward...
There is energy from GOD people!!!!
There is energy bigger than you know about!
It's REAL!
Scientists know about it!
It is measurable!
They just don't know what it is..... Or how to explain it CORRECTLY.... Or what it's purpose is.....

All you spiritual "guru" idiots..... who talk so much shit about the shift and how "other-worldly" all this energy makes you feel.... Did you ever make CONTACT???
Have you yet TOUCHED this energy and WALKED in it in a practical way???
Have you in all your prophetic babblings bothered to inform your clients of HOW this energy is actually benefiting them and the world??

These energy influxes into our planet are LITERALLY changing us!!!
Changing our DNA...
Changing our atmosphere....
Changing our biology!!!

Do you ever break it down and explain to them that we are changing physically into beings that will NOT be harmed by what appear to be building catastrophic events - be those magnetic pole shifts, sudden lose of oxygen on the planet, explosions from earthquakes and volcanoes such as Yellowstone.... We are changing into higher frequency beings that will not be harmed by all the shit being pumped into this world by an evil cabal to control it and deform humanity!!!

THIS is the shift!!! To realize THIS truth.... What is ACTUALLY happening in a very real physical sense....
It's not just visions and out of body experiences....
It's not just channeled messages from extra terrestrials or ascended masters.... Messages that for the most part, are philosophical bullshit and have no practical application as we all continue to walk around on a poisoned prison planet.

There is energy pouring into Earth, Gaia, to bring balance to those who are willing and able to recognize it for what it is and flow with it.
This is why so many are suffering SO intensely the past few years, in ways that they never imagined, for no apparent reasons.... This is why "healthy" people are in pain and profoundly sleepy and experiencing weird or persistent "illnesses"....
YOUR BIOLOGY IS CHANGING!!!
You are MORPHING!!!
And this process is INTENSE!!!!!!!!!!!!!
It is just as intense as all the bad shit that is building in our world.

Yes! It really is that bad!!!
But there is an equal and opposite force of energy that is part of the eternal spin of the Universe, a consistent force that one might equate with "god".....
It is BALANCE.

For all the bad shit happening and pouring out like a fire hydrant into our world.....
There is also very real energy pouring in.
That energy is NOT here to stop the bad.... but to lift those willing and courageous enough to expand, evolve into the next level of humanity, and remember who they are - a path to follow, or more like a wave to ride  - into a NEW world.....
One that has been thoroughly purged......

Just believe it.

#Energy #Report: #April 18 and A Little More... #2016

I feel such a need to write this and yet... Such... struggle??

It's like it's there... but it's not. Like it's trying real hard to come thru the veil, but doesn't have the strength to do so...

Mystikal...! To say the least!

It's more intense than any of you realize, because you're so "engaged", "entangled", in the intensity of the symptoms right now.
There is SO much more in motion, right now, than you want to know about. And this is such truth!
I'm trying really hard not to use exclamations and multiple exclamations after every sentence... !

The Earth, Gaia, is twisting in and out of  shapes and magnetics and polarities... If you had been taught anything of value in school you'd be terrified! Or at least aware and prepared and excited...!
The reason you're not scared is because you're really stupid, dumbed down, and well trained to be that way... You were never taught truth or how to search for it.... And because the changes are so gargantuan that they are almost unnoticeable on our small, 5 to 6 foot scale of walking humans.
And by gargantuan I mean galactic... The WHOLE GALAXY is changing!!! Dramatically!

It's just plain weird to walk around these days... All I see are people running on programs!
It's like they aren't even real anymore.
Genuine kindness is rare and profound from my perspective. The slightest degree of human authenticity brings me to tears.
TEARS!

The intel is so fast I cannot put it all into words, and quite frankly, I have little belief in the fact that anyone is paying attention anyway. Maybe that's part of the struggle for this message to come thru... No one's listening.
I write it anyway as a means of putting the seed into the ground. It is an ancient spiritual practice.
It is all very alive inside of me!

Still, the energies are focused on "me", self.
I cringe at those who are out there still trying so hard to change the world and make it a better place! Especially "the awakened"... Not so awake from my perspective......!
But I guess that's the limit of their capacity for now.

I on the other hand, feel and see and hear and just all around know, a different vibration all together!
It feels very other-worldly to me. And just what does THAT mean???
It means I really really really feel like a foreigner in a place where all the customs and cultures are vastly different from where I come from. Literally.
I don't understand how selfish and unkind humans are.
I don't understand how complicated they make everything, and how blind they are to the severity of the damage all this causes.
I don't understand how afraid of love humans are, and how corrupted their definition of it is.
These things come natural to me and always have. And so I assume it is a "gift" I have to bring these notions, these truths, these enlightenments to the world.... at least to those around me.
But no one wants what I have, therefore no one understands me, and therefore I feel alienated - Alien. From another world.

I feel the energy of this world trying desperately to transition into a higher dimension. A place where the five biological human senses are set free and connected energetically into an open system, no longer limited by barriers of beliefs and old stories of what someone else wanted reality to be.
A place where humans can see, believe in, and actually participate in SOVEREIGNTY... which is true freedom, which is of a higher dimension than this current world system or matrix exists in.

And I also feel that the "struggle" has much to do with MERCY and GRACE. It could all be coming down MUCH MUCH harder and faster than it is!
And so there's a struggle in the air..... A tension, and energy.... The back and forth waves of "This has GOT to happen NOW!" and "Oh God I can't take this anymore!!! It's too much!!!"  but it must happen.... but its too much.... but like birth, you can only calm yourself, relax, and compassionately let it happen......

I don't know what else.....


4.23.16
And this is how long it took to get this out....!
Ya know I read a lotta astrological bullshit about this Full Moon in Scorpio! Most of it just did not rez... (resonate).
So here's the message I recieved... Undercover. Underground. It's busy as hell in places you cannot see! You can know... but you can't see it.
Deep. Deep deep deep deep deep.........
And this is the very shit you NEED to be "knowing"!
There is big big big shit brewing children.
Now is not the time to allow old-skool complacency to lull you to sleep....
The " Yeah we've heard that a million times before!!!" "Nothing ever happens. Nothing's gonna happen!"
Something's gonna happen.
The Earthquakes were just symptoms.

Two sides to every coin.....
One side is pretty fucking scary.
The other.... PRETTY FUCKING GLORIOUS!
Am I  the only one who finds it hilarious/odd how we have suddenly begun to find and actually report countless discoveries of CITIES being found UNDER the Oceans?!?!?!?!?
As in.... They got BURIED.
BURIED.
Completely..... BURIED.

Get it???

#Energy Report: April 9 #2016

Holding space for the Fringe.....

Anywhere the wind blows..... Nothing really matters..... to meeeeeeeeeeeeee.........

(Maybe its all just for me now.... Everytime I receive a message and open a page to write it down.... It vanishes!)

The Other Side. I feel an almost total disconnect. I am a wild animal perched high and safe in a tree watching them all... Scattering like ants around a bed that's just been stepped in...

Perspective is King! And SKEWED drastically and dramatically from one person to the next!!!
Have you noticed??

I feel the Warrior.
Lone.
Outcast.
Not what you think.

Bat-Shit crazy but still sane... (wow)

The WAVES!!! They indeed keep coming. Extreme highs, extreme lows, noticeable calms.... But count on their soon return!!!
It's all about.... All in how you interpret them, ride them, respond to them....
Take it easy..... Don't let them overwhelm you, even if you have to just surrender and melt into them. "Overwhelm" is a state of mind. And nothing more.

9 The coming of the lawless one is according to the working of Satan, with all power, signs, and lying wonders, 10 and with all unrighteous deception among those who perish, because they did not receive the love of the truth, that they might be saved. 11 And for this reason God will send them strong delusion, that they should believe the lie, 12 that they all may be condemned who did not believe the truth but had pleasure in unrighteousness. You may think you know what this means...... But you're more likely to be the ones its talking about.

Money, Politics, Vaccines, Panama Papers,
Bernie, Donnie, Hillie......
Truth

Which word does not fit with all the others in the group above?

Amazingly I bet you all answered correctly.
And you still play the game without flinching.

"Well what'r we supposed t'do!!!?"

The answer to that question decides your fate in this game you've created.

Is this the real life?
Is this just fantasy?
Caught in a landslide
No escape from reality
Open your eyes
Look up to the skies and see
I'm just a poor boy, I need no sympathy
Because I'm easy come, easy go
A little high, little low
Anyway the wind blows, doesn't really matter to me, to me
Goodbye everybody I've got to go
Gotta leave you all behind and face the truth

#Energy Report: March 17 #2016

3 o'cock........
4 o'clock.......
4:19 am........
Woke up with the head/neck ache.
Medicine - Coffee.
No worries. It'll put me right back to sleep.

Leaks.
Tub. Kitchen sink. Drip. Drip. Drip. Drip........
Can't turn them off.
Bathroom door - off the hinges. Screws came out. LOL

It's all falling apart. Literally! LMAO!

I'm so far out of the loop of normal everyday humanity.... Even those that would call me "friend" just don't understand me.
The weird lung feeling.... The joint pains.... I'm crazy for not going to a doctor. LMAO
And I think you're crazy for taking all those pills and being no better off than me....
Ya see, what I realize about my "ills" is that they are messages.
These are manifestations of the energy that is swarming into our planet lately.
You think you are "sick".
I think I'm receiving a message.
You live in fear of being able to maintain medical insurance and having enough money to buy your meds....
I Know I'm not sick and have no such worries. My aches and pains and weird sensations always serve their purpose, and then move on. Always.

People say they believe in GOD.
In what way???

Of course I have weaknesses. Two of them. And I feel quite helpless in regards to their needs.
The "normal" world mocks and shouts obscenities at me, even if only in my own mind...
This is not the truth.
I will not walk in it.
I will not bow to it.
I will be ridiculed and misunderstood.
I will eagerly seek out open doors and opportunities.
But I will not compromise the truth that I've fought so hard to find.
I will not live my life by fear and human clichés.

Where is the purpose and point of this "new" energy ourpouring they speak of??? Is it not to bring resolution and remedy to the broken.... Of mind, spirit, AND body? To build a whole new level of evolution where pain and decay are no longer necessary?
I don't simply sit here and wait..... I sit here and anticipate. I watch. I pay attention. I ask.... How the hell can we fix this?

#2014 Extremes. Master Level.

Ok.... Here it is.... HARDCORE.
Welcome to 2014.

The day of the pussy is over & gone!

What once was a pussy, is now a betrayer.  Do you recognize them?

Its all going faster than you can keep up with.... So hopefully you've learned how to "let go".
You should be COSMIC by now........

2014 will NOT be better than 2013 - IF you thought 2013 was bad.
I repeat - 2014 will NOT be better than 2013!!!!
It WILL BE worse!!!

2014 is the year of the Rough Riders.
The Year of The Horse.

It will be INTENSE!
And INTENSE is just what many of us are craving!  Whether we realize it or not.  We've wanted it, we've asked for it.  Here it is!
(Speak to the ADD, ADHD BiPolar Enegry!)

Perspective.
Everything Energy.
Let go, settle back into yourself, close off the 5... and FEEL inwardly.

Extremes.
The words "trend", "pattern" and "normal" will erode before your eyes.

Master level games will abound.
Your reality will TOTALLY be based on the perspective you choose.

Broken patterns, broken records, broken..... ?  ?  ?  


The United States will see a mass exodus.............

Disinformation

Disinformation is coming from ALL SIDES.

You cannot "pick a side".
There is no "RIGHT" side or "WRONG" side.

There is STILL no escape!!!  No easy out!  No magical solution!

STILL - the only solution is PERSONAL RESPONSIBILITY in each and every single moment of each and every single moment....
This is called  Being Aware .

This message goes out to those who can hear it, because not everybody can.  Not everybody will.

Even some of those who can - will not.  WILL not.  Their choice....

Many of you are having trouble sleeping.
Many of you are mind-racing like never before.
Many of you feel a chaotic energy you can't seem to put your finger on or quench, muchless explain.

The storm is brewing, and like the animals before a hurricane, you can feel the pressure changing in the atmosphere.  There is a sense of weirdness. Yet there is no obvious understanding.

You must be able to stand on your own now.

You know.

You can decide, understand, feel, choose.
You can.

Yes, you are not crazy.  Everything is falling down.  Because it is all a lie.  Why do you fear if you stand in the truth?  Why would you not want all the lies to crumble to make room for the beautiful world we all wish we lived in!?
The collective energy of those who are waking up is beginning to manifest into unity.
The consequence is a firestorm of truth spreading at an unprecedented level.  This truth will devour liars and everything they've built..
This truth will become wings of freedom to those willing to step into it without fear.

Disinformation is coming from all sides.  Trust only yourself.  Your gut.  Your intuition.  You know the truth.  It will always protect you and guide you.  It will always provide for you.

It is not anyone else's responsibility to tell you the truth, it is up to you to recognize it.
NO ONE carries the burden of your own responsibility.  Only you.
Don't judge.
Don't blame.
Don't hate.
Don't hold back.

It is not Monsanto's responsibility to be honest with you.  Monsanto exists to see if you're awake and paying attention.  Because you can ban GMOs all you want.... That does NOT make Monsanto an honest company all of a sudden.  If they operated in the shade before, what makes you think they have had a genuine, personal change of heart???  A protest?  A law?
It is not the pharmaceutical companies' responsibility to be honest with you.  Sorry!!
It is not the doctor's responsibility to be honest with you.
You CANNOT LEGISLATE HONESTY.
It is up to YOU and you alone to know, to be awake, to be responsible.
Licenses mean nothing.
Certificates mean nothing.
Badges mean nothing.
Robes mean nothing.
Degrees mean nothing.
Titles mean nothing.
They've all been caught being dishonest.  Because you gave them the opportunity to do so.

Vaccines are a lie.
Pharmaceuticals are a lie.
Cancer treatment is a lie.
Nutritional Information is a lie.
Elections are a lie.
Heart Disease treatment is a lie.
Diabetes treatment is a lie.
Obesity treatment is a lie.
The automotive industry is a lie.
The energy industry is a lie.
The communications industry is a lie.
The weather is a lie.
The entire government is a lie.
The military is used to support lies, not to ensure your freedom.
The police force is no longer to 'serve and protect' the citizens, but to ensure crowd control against citizens who question authority.

Its over.
There is no white picket fence in the end.
But there ARE  two sides to every coin!  Even this one.
One side is the New World Order.
The other side is The New World.
You are already a citizen of one, or the other.
No more hiding behind someone else's ideas.
No more blaming someone else.
No more hiding behind "the military fighting for our freedom".

YOU have to stand for your freedom now.
Personal freedom.  Or else you're a slave.
Now  YOU   have to pay the price for truth instead of daring others to do it.
The TRUTH will set you free....

So how do we do this?
Don't buy products that make you feel suspicious!
Don't do things because that's what you were told to do - without first desiring above all else, ABOVE ALL ELSE - to know the absolute truth about it!  And THEN do your own research. (i.e. vaccinations for pets and kids....)
Do not go to someone else before going to yourself - the doctor, the priest, the teacher, the lawyer, the police, the manager, the wiki...... Ask yourself first.  And then listen intuitively.  You know the answer!
Stop following and start leading.
Listen to children.... Completely...!
Face your fears.
And if you still need help or understanding, ASK!  Ask the sky... ask your dog.... ask a homeless person... ask a book.......  Just ASK.  And you will receive the answer if you pay attention.  All you need is DESIRE for truth.  You will find it.

There IS no watch dog for you.  Disinformation is EVERYWHERE.
There is also information everywhere.  But only YOU can see it.

Now carry on.