#Energy #Report: #June 14 #2016

I feel a huge huge ending of some sort.....
I've been feeling it on and off for weeks.
A 'Goodbye'.
As absolute as death.
And when it's "on", it is strong!
It does NOT feel like death for me.
Just an epic ending. Goodbye.

The heat is weird. Eighty nine degrees today is much more suffocating than eighty nine degrees was 10 years ago!

Oxygen is thin... my lungs struggle to keep up sometimes.
I am a heavy Earth person.... I feel incredible density/magnetism in my body.

Pain is concentrated in my hips now. When I walk or stand I feel about 14 months pregnant - in my hips/lower back. I'm not sure what this is saying......

There is again a lull in my creative energy.

Last night - Monday June 13 2016 - was very very very restless!!!
I reached out to all my kids and my network. (They do not feel like "tribe").
No one person place or thing stood out to me.
Just chaotic electricity.
I even felt a strong jolt in my left finger tips at one point. (I thought of Ashley - LOL)

I know a lot of that energy is from the incident in Orlando and the raging debate among the children of this world. (NOT MINE!) They have come down to a brash yet law abiding ring master who represents the very best of the old dying system, and a criminal who is pure evil and completely deceptive.

I believe this chaos we feel is two negative ends of a magnet being forced together!!! With a third negative end trying to force his way in as if that would be correct and make things better!
This will not work! There will be an implosion! Because none of them offer a future of love and peace, neither will allow humanity to evolve to its next level. So "those" children are FUCKED.

I felt nothing over the Orlando incident.
I acknowledge how painful it is for so many, but honestly I feel that none of it is what it appears to be. And I feel that there is much more turmoil to come.

We are not here to stop it!
We are here to hold the light so that the evolutionary process and period of this cycle of the galaxy can make a successful journey into another generation of expanded souls! We are here to work with Mother Earth and all of the other planetary and galactic members of our galaxy - we are not here to manipulate it into our own version of what should happen.
I did not come to bring peace, but a sword.

My heart speaks of grace and mercy as we all GO THRU!
We WILL go thru. My heart is filled with an offer of grace to those who will receive it so that they may endure this time. My heart is also filled with an offer of mercy to assist any who will accept it.
Not pity.
Not sorrow.
Not fear.
Not regret.
No excuses.
No apologies.

This is the Apocalypse.

#Energy #Report #May 31 #2016

Well there is shit flyin today folks....!
It's TENSE up in h'ya!
Not just bog, but obstacles.... broken roads..... rumbling underneath our feet...
The Truth of the Revelation.
The Dim.
The Fade.
The Distant Wah of a sound that can no longer reach your ears....
The complete idiocy of our primitive 3rd dimensional selves has become UNBEARABLE!
The IRS, The Corporate Anti-Christ, The Corel, The Business that Just Won't Fly, The Heat, The Lies, The Desperate Efforts to Rattle, Scare, & Control.....
And NOW is the moment: What will you believe?
WHAT WILL YOU BELIEVE???

The Frequency changes.... Different realities are coming in.... Like... Unimaginably different! Cosmic, Dreamy, Impossible realities..... Are here. "Here" being where you are supposed to be.... NOT back in the 3rd dimension! These new realities WILL NOT be seen there!

I don't read other people's messages to get this information....
I read other people's messages to see what vibes.... To see who else is getting the same messages as me.... How bout you? Are you Sovereign yet??
Not "perfect". You don't have to be "perfect" by anyone's standards at all ever period the end.

I'm asking are you Sovereign. Intuned - Intuited - Christed. ???

Flux.
Nothing is certain.
Except what you've become certain of.

Flux.
Chaos.

3D is SO HEAVY in my body this year! So heavy....!

Don't flinch. There is not one single reason from this 3rd dimensional plane that may have a place, a hold, a factor in my journey. Believe that!
The lessons have been over since 2014! What...? Was your "graduation ceremony" so fucking lackluster that you didn't even notice you had one...? LOL!!!!!!!!
That's because your ass got sent STRAIGHT to the front lines soldier! LMFAO!!!!

If you don't allow your life to become unreal.... unrecognizable..... 'not your own'.... And if you don't grasp what that means at this juncture...... Then you are probably gonna miss it this time.

Die and go to hell!!!! ???
NO. You only die and go to hell if you want to.
But the Glory..... the New World.... That is only accessible by a completed journey. There is no teaching it. There is no explaining it. It is ONLY an experience, for those who have it.

You're being watched.

By who!?

By those who are watching you.

The "rest of the world" will change.
But WE....... We will transition.

#Energy #Report: #April 18 and A Little More... #2016

I feel such a need to write this and yet... Such... struggle??

It's like it's there... but it's not. Like it's trying real hard to come thru the veil, but doesn't have the strength to do so...

Mystikal...! To say the least!

It's more intense than any of you realize, because you're so "engaged", "entangled", in the intensity of the symptoms right now.
There is SO much more in motion, right now, than you want to know about. And this is such truth!
I'm trying really hard not to use exclamations and multiple exclamations after every sentence... !

The Earth, Gaia, is twisting in and out of  shapes and magnetics and polarities... If you had been taught anything of value in school you'd be terrified! Or at least aware and prepared and excited...!
The reason you're not scared is because you're really stupid, dumbed down, and well trained to be that way... You were never taught truth or how to search for it.... And because the changes are so gargantuan that they are almost unnoticeable on our small, 5 to 6 foot scale of walking humans.
And by gargantuan I mean galactic... The WHOLE GALAXY is changing!!! Dramatically!

It's just plain weird to walk around these days... All I see are people running on programs!
It's like they aren't even real anymore.
Genuine kindness is rare and profound from my perspective. The slightest degree of human authenticity brings me to tears.
TEARS!

The intel is so fast I cannot put it all into words, and quite frankly, I have little belief in the fact that anyone is paying attention anyway. Maybe that's part of the struggle for this message to come thru... No one's listening.
I write it anyway as a means of putting the seed into the ground. It is an ancient spiritual practice.
It is all very alive inside of me!

Still, the energies are focused on "me", self.
I cringe at those who are out there still trying so hard to change the world and make it a better place! Especially "the awakened"... Not so awake from my perspective......!
But I guess that's the limit of their capacity for now.

I on the other hand, feel and see and hear and just all around know, a different vibration all together!
It feels very other-worldly to me. And just what does THAT mean???
It means I really really really feel like a foreigner in a place where all the customs and cultures are vastly different from where I come from. Literally.
I don't understand how selfish and unkind humans are.
I don't understand how complicated they make everything, and how blind they are to the severity of the damage all this causes.
I don't understand how afraid of love humans are, and how corrupted their definition of it is.
These things come natural to me and always have. And so I assume it is a "gift" I have to bring these notions, these truths, these enlightenments to the world.... at least to those around me.
But no one wants what I have, therefore no one understands me, and therefore I feel alienated - Alien. From another world.

I feel the energy of this world trying desperately to transition into a higher dimension. A place where the five biological human senses are set free and connected energetically into an open system, no longer limited by barriers of beliefs and old stories of what someone else wanted reality to be.
A place where humans can see, believe in, and actually participate in SOVEREIGNTY... which is true freedom, which is of a higher dimension than this current world system or matrix exists in.

And I also feel that the "struggle" has much to do with MERCY and GRACE. It could all be coming down MUCH MUCH harder and faster than it is!
And so there's a struggle in the air..... A tension, and energy.... The back and forth waves of "This has GOT to happen NOW!" and "Oh God I can't take this anymore!!! It's too much!!!"  but it must happen.... but its too much.... but like birth, you can only calm yourself, relax, and compassionately let it happen......

I don't know what else.....


4.23.16
And this is how long it took to get this out....!
Ya know I read a lotta astrological bullshit about this Full Moon in Scorpio! Most of it just did not rez... (resonate).
So here's the message I recieved... Undercover. Underground. It's busy as hell in places you cannot see! You can know... but you can't see it.
Deep. Deep deep deep deep deep.........
And this is the very shit you NEED to be "knowing"!
There is big big big shit brewing children.
Now is not the time to allow old-skool complacency to lull you to sleep....
The " Yeah we've heard that a million times before!!!" "Nothing ever happens. Nothing's gonna happen!"
Something's gonna happen.
The Earthquakes were just symptoms.

Two sides to every coin.....
One side is pretty fucking scary.
The other.... PRETTY FUCKING GLORIOUS!
Am I  the only one who finds it hilarious/odd how we have suddenly begun to find and actually report countless discoveries of CITIES being found UNDER the Oceans?!?!?!?!?
As in.... They got BURIED.
BURIED.
Completely..... BURIED.

Get it???

#Energy Report: April 9 #2016

Holding space for the Fringe.....

Anywhere the wind blows..... Nothing really matters..... to meeeeeeeeeeeeee.........

(Maybe its all just for me now.... Everytime I receive a message and open a page to write it down.... It vanishes!)

The Other Side. I feel an almost total disconnect. I am a wild animal perched high and safe in a tree watching them all... Scattering like ants around a bed that's just been stepped in...

Perspective is King! And SKEWED drastically and dramatically from one person to the next!!!
Have you noticed??

I feel the Warrior.
Lone.
Outcast.
Not what you think.

Bat-Shit crazy but still sane... (wow)

The WAVES!!! They indeed keep coming. Extreme highs, extreme lows, noticeable calms.... But count on their soon return!!!
It's all about.... All in how you interpret them, ride them, respond to them....
Take it easy..... Don't let them overwhelm you, even if you have to just surrender and melt into them. "Overwhelm" is a state of mind. And nothing more.

9 The coming of the lawless one is according to the working of Satan, with all power, signs, and lying wonders, 10 and with all unrighteous deception among those who perish, because they did not receive the love of the truth, that they might be saved. 11 And for this reason God will send them strong delusion, that they should believe the lie, 12 that they all may be condemned who did not believe the truth but had pleasure in unrighteousness. You may think you know what this means...... But you're more likely to be the ones its talking about.

Money, Politics, Vaccines, Panama Papers,
Bernie, Donnie, Hillie......
Truth

Which word does not fit with all the others in the group above?

Amazingly I bet you all answered correctly.
And you still play the game without flinching.

"Well what'r we supposed t'do!!!?"

The answer to that question decides your fate in this game you've created.

Is this the real life?
Is this just fantasy?
Caught in a landslide
No escape from reality
Open your eyes
Look up to the skies and see
I'm just a poor boy, I need no sympathy
Because I'm easy come, easy go
A little high, little low
Anyway the wind blows, doesn't really matter to me, to me
Goodbye everybody I've got to go
Gotta leave you all behind and face the truth