Connection To Destruction

I love the chaos.

I have a connection to the destruction.

When I hear about "natural" disasters I get excited.

Yes I have darkness.

It is part of me.

It's getting clearer as I get older that I am from another realm.

I am here and now for many reasons and not all of them are for me but for you.

I do dirty work.

I am a sin eater.

I go places that you will not allow yourself to believe in.

I do things that you have forbidden yourself to do.

I bring you gifts that you're not grateful for.

I am not the only one, but I am alone.

You do not understand me.

And tho there's really no reason for it, you just can't accept me.

I have memories of wars, and pains, and events that no one has ever heard of. 

I am a shadow warrior.

I fight battles that most don't know exist.

I serve my purpose.

I am one of the endless number of facets of love, whether you like it or not!

I just may laugh at your demise...

That's ok, because I understand it.

And you don't...... 

LMFAO!!!