Connection To Destruction

I love the chaos.

I have a connection to the destruction.

When I hear about "natural" disasters I get excited.

Yes I have darkness.

It is part of me.

It's getting clearer as I get older that I am from another realm.

I am here and now for many reasons and not all of them are for me but for you.

I do dirty work.

I am a sin eater.

I go places that you will not allow yourself to believe in.

I do things that you have forbidden yourself to do.

I bring you gifts that you're not grateful for.

I am not the only one, but I am alone.

You do not understand me.

And tho there's really no reason for it, you just can't accept me.

I have memories of wars, and pains, and events that no one has ever heard of. 

I am a shadow warrior.

I fight battles that most don't know exist.

I serve my purpose.

I am one of the endless number of facets of love, whether you like it or not!

I just may laugh at your demise...

That's ok, because I understand it.

And you don't...... 

LMFAO!!!

#CHAOS #Donald #Trump is NOT Your Problem!

And the CHAOS!!!!
Do you feel it???

NOTHING makes sense. From the smallest thing to the grandest.

Two car crashes right in front of my apartment since last night! WHY!? It's just Drew Street!
Sirens all day long . . . . . Every day! (Wednesday 3 16 16 was slow - only heard one!)
Sirens from ambos, EMTs, firetrucks, cops... day and night! You'd think we lived in Chicago! But no, it's just lowly little Clearwater Florida. It's never been like this since we lived here.

Chaos.

Along with the joint pains I forget to mention acid!
Heartburn.
Acid reflux.
Whatever you wanna call it. No matter what I eat. I eat well. I indulge. But I eat better than most.
Occasionally money gets in the way, but unless it does, I and my girls eat organic stuff. Seafood, no meat. No farm-raised shit. No GMOs.
Unless we "indulge" in some corporate crap food. Which we do every now and then!

Chaos.

Everything feels like chaos. There is no rhyme. There is no reasoning. Craziness. Chaos.
If I had not done so much work I would be terrified!!!
But I just shake my head and laugh....

I'm telling everyone, as I have from week one - Donald Trump is NOT your problem!!!!!
He is the medicine!

There are much worse things to be concerned about right now.... Like, CHAOS. And whether or not you feel it.... whether or not you have any freaking clue what I'm talking about right now! If you don't, I'm concerned for you!
Yes YOU!!!
The ones I love.
The ones who don't read my messages.

Whatevs man.......
The babysitter left the building a few months back. Yall on yall own. I'm here. But I no longer beg your attention. It's your journey. It's your choice.
But I hear a different hum.... I feel a different rattle.....
And if that means I leave you behind.....

Well.............

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