Oh How God Screams.....

Oh how god screams and we just don't fucking get it!
So god gave us Autistics to force us to learn to listen differently.
(Do you know how many Autistics are abused because people refuse to listen differently!?)
We hate our jobs so god sends technology.  We cry for freedom so god sends economic instability to the system that enslaves us.  What do we do?
Enjoy our new-found freedom by being creative, and participating in our community, and growing some food, and devoting ourselves to our families (learning our children's birthdays...?).... By appreciating what we have and being grateful for a better way of life!
Right??

NO!!!

We cry that technology is taking all our jobs (that we hate).
We medicate our children because we have (forced) health care, because honestly nobody wants to deal with their ADHD little asses!
We (STUPIDLY) protest in the street for higher minimum wage....... (Hey DUMBSHITS, what happens when they raise minimum wage.....?  The cost of living goes up to compensate what they ("they") had to sacrifice to pay you a living wage!!!  Since the beginning of time!!!
Do you idiots realize that bread used to be like a nickel a loaf?  And gasoline ¢25 a gallon?  And cars $3,000?  And houses $10,000?
GEE WALLY, WHAT HAPPENED???

If you cannot figure this out, you deserve your slavery.

Oh how god screams to us.......
But what do we do?  Cry that god doesn't answer, that god doesn't care.... Then FIGHT over god's existence....  And still you dumbshits don't get it......

"RATTLE RATTLE"

God is answering.
You are getting what you wanted.
But you're too un-evolved to freely receive the gift that's freely given.

Put that in your manger and smoke it.
Merry Christmas Losers...... 

Next Big Thing...

Next Big Thing - virtual reality camps for criminals!!!!!! "Practice" their way to rehabilitation / a better life!!!

If they fuck up, doesn't matter, it wasn't real anyway.....

They get to "suffer the consequences" of their actions and live to change their ways.

Will be interesting to see the percentages on this one.

Letting Go of the Rope

It's like.....
Grabbing hold of the rope in plenty of time as it speeds past you, being hauled on the front end by a mighty, massive bull.... In PLENTY of time, to help the speeding bull stop...
You see the fear in his eyes.... you see that he does not want to smash into the wall, to lose control, to crash & burn... You yell out to him, you've got the rope, you've got leverage... all he has to do is stop running! But he panics. He tries to stop and then loses focus, gets distracted, gets spooked... and just keeps barreling toward the wall. His girth, his mass, his momentum.... is carrying him way farther than his efforts.... way farther than his efforts will be able to stop him if he doesn't cooperate NOW.
It's like that.
The moment when you feel.... It's too late. He couldn't stop now if he tried, and he's just gonna pull you into the collision if you don't let go....
It's too late.
Let go. Let the bull go.
It's sad..... ! No doubt ! But there are too many mechanisms involved in "stopping" that take too much time to engage and cycle thru.... There's no way to stop him.
This is when you must let go and save yourself.... Allow yourself to be saved.... saved by the fact that you've been paying attention and you know where the wind blows. Don't punish yourself for that.

Let go of the rope and watch him and all the misguided speed past you, like an animated movie.... 

Just let'm go. Let the dust fly......

#Escape

So many people are trying to escape their life.

Whatta concept... No really... A concept that is almost completely foreign to MOST - to live the life that you have rather than struggle to have or get a life that doesn't come natural to you....
Blasphemy!

It's Not About Survival This Time....

It's not about survival this time. It's about evolution! We are more aware and conscious than any generation before us. We're awake this time, watching it all unfold! Peace is within our grasp as a SPECIES, not just a nation or generation... There is a delicate balance between relevant current truth, extremism, and slavery! If you are content to be ”kept”, ”protected” by the government because you feel that they genuinely know best.... then so be it. But you have been informed that soon you will pay for this indifference with your soul. Your evolution will stop.

Layer upon layer...line upon line...precept upon precept.....
All the energies of recent times, all the revelations, all the”new” ideas, all the ”movements”...

Are converging into.... NOW.

I Feel It

I feel it... Its there. Near. Not far. Close.
So simple... Too simple. So obvious, yet... Not.
But its there. I can feel it.
See it, but not.
Things. Simple ways. Familiar ways, my ways... Ways that are for me.
Its right there. But I'm not.

A Confession....

I have a confession....
I was given a very rare and precious resource when I came into this world.
Long story short, I've not used this resource wisely.
I trusted others with it and they just used it up with no love, appreciation or concern about it ever going away.
I squandered it in the name of "right", in the name of "good", in the name of.... love.
I abused it....  I wasted it....  I did not ever think it would change.
But like all resources that are taken for granted, now..... its too late.
It's all gone.  The well has dried up.  I am empty....
I have not one fuck left to give...
Not one.
"I don't give a fuck!"  because I CAN'T.
There are no fucks left to give
Sometimes I try....  I catch myself going thru the motions out of habit...
But there's just nothing there.  Not one fuck.
Every now and then as I stumble thru my days I think I see one!
It turns out to be dust.... from the past.... notta fuck to give.
So let this serve as a warning.
If you still have a fuck left to give, use it wisely!
Eventually, they run out. And you can't give a fuck anymore.......

A Message About Fear

Do Not Fear!

DO.
NOT.
FEAR.

Do NOT be afraid!

Fear NOT.

Worry not, Fret not, Plot & Scheme not.......

Drop it.
Leave it.

You have need of NOTHING that you do not already have.

You wanted TRUST you said?????
Well YOU GOT IT BABY!!!

Trust This!

Fear Nothing.

Be where you're supposed to be no matter where that is and fear for nothing.

Fear is lack of trust.

Fear is doubt. [Fear is doubting yourself!!! Fear is not knowing you! ]

Fear is believing that "someone else" is not doing their job which is making you unreasonably vulnerable.

This assumes that you have given your power over to.... "something or someone" that you do not know and that they are somehow (?!?!?) responsible for you...

Implying that you indeed believe in "something else" whether you realize it or not....

[But the only one responsible for you is you!
So expecting from,
depending on,
relying on,
blaming
someone other than YOU.... is wasted effort and delusional.]

Fear is choosing to believe that there is no love for you. [Fear means you don't love yourself, which probably means you don't know yourself, much less believe in yourself...]

Is there a greater power? (You don't have to define it!!!) Just IS there one!? Anything! Greater than you and your humanity in this whole entire universe?

Where did everything come from?? How did everything get here?? What is Life??

If you're still reading that means you answered yes, or you're curious about the possibility, if only deep in the privy of your secret heart.

NOW define this... "other" power...

What are your terms for its existence? What are its qualities? What do you believe about this..... "other" being, this presence, this.... energy of power??? What makes it greater than you?

What if you came to realize, after pondering these questions, that..... You couldn't come up with a justifiable answer...? You couldn't identify any other being or power greater than yourself...?

What then?

Then that means YOU'RE IT!

You're "what"?

God?
A victim?
Good?
Evil?
Flesh?
Spirit?
Eternal?
Temporary?
Powerful?
Helpless?
How do you know??
Who told you!?!?

Who is the one who tells you allllll these things..... ?
How do you know.

#Insurance

There is not an insurance company in this country that covers, nor will Obamacare, the medication my baby girl needs.
I cannot afford the medication she needs right now.
How do you think this makes me feel....?
PATRIOTIC?
Proud to be an American?
Thankful to live in a free capitalist country?
Do I give a fuck about paying taxes???
Or national parks?
Or NASA?
This whole thing is a charade... A joke...
And my baby girl is still very sick.
What am I supposed to do....
There are only two options.
Sell my soul.
Or suffer.
.................
I guess I'm just a delusional, crazy, selfish bitch...
Are we done yet...?

Acceptable

Being a bitch is most often necessary.

Being an asshole is no longer acceptable.

Spread the word losers....

If I'm Right...

If I'm right......
Everyone knows.... Infowars, David Icke, hell Michael Moore.... Occupy, uprisings all over the world.....

Natural living movements, awakening, disgust with and willingness to move beyond capitalism....
and yet, the grid of darkness is all encompassing.

If I'm right in what I feel...... What I see... "prophetically"... What I see with my god-given gift that has always been completely accurate...
The darkness cannot be stopped.
It will not be stopped.
It's too late.
We the human race will endure yet another cycle of absolute destruction.
It must happen this way.

Evil cannot be "washed" away, it cannot be "rehabilitated", it cannot be prayed or otherwise energetically swayed away!
CANNOT.

Even in bible stories, god tried to flood evil away, kill evil away, ethnically cleanse evil away, scare evil away..... Obviously none of that worked. He even offered to forgive evil away. Just love everybody!!!! Will ya!?
No.

So now that god's point is proven - that evil is in the hearts of men and that NOTHING can change that except personal evolution, personal choice - On with the plan!
The plan to let these evil motherfuckers have at it. Let'em go! Let'em run it as wild as they can.... All the lies, greed, cruelty and fear-mongering they can whip up!
Let them weeds grow as taaaaaaaaalll as they can, boys. Just let'em grow.
Give it your best shot evil........

Reference the movie "The Lion King" . . . . Make it all a desolate wasteland. Because once the Prince wakes the fuck up.... And realizes who he is.... And MAKES THAT CHOICE....
F I N A L L Y . . . . It will be over.

Don't believe me.
Just watch it happen.

The awakened will survive, because by definition, by being awake, we have evolved beyond the darkness.
We have become immune.
We have become bullet proof.
The darkness must reach its peak.... play itself out.... give us its best shot, in order to collapse in upon itself.
The strength of the awakened is in knowing. Believing what we know. Fearing nothing because of what we know. And what we know is the way....
We know the way to what we all want, the way to peace, freedom, health, abundance for all.
We know the truth.
We know the secret to life.
STAND.

The Most Wonderful Time of the Year

Most Wonderful Time of the Year

(Ok click this link to start the music in a separate Youtube window.... Then sing along! Disregard the incorrect background lyrics.  You may need to play it more than once.... Enjoy!!!  Cuz...    )

It’s the most wonderful time of the year

with the games all compelling

the tickets are selling its now time to cheer

it’s the most wonderful time of the year



it’s the hap-happiest season of all

with those great beer commercials and gay happy meetings

on sundays this fall

it’s the hap-happiest season of all



there'll be parties for hosting

football snacks for toasting

and terry bradshaws football show

there'll be shady call stories

and tales of the glories of

superbowls long long ago



it’s the most wonderful time of the year

there'll be much whistle blowing

and quarterbacks glowing

from DeMarcus Ware

it’s the most wonderful time of the year



there'll be brilliant young mannings

and new superbowl rings

impossible plays in the snow

there'll be blind referees and

some coaches get heated

when its 4th and just goal to go



it’s the most wonderful time of the year

there'll be lots of beer flowing

cussing and flag throwing

as half time draws near

it’s the most wonderful time

it’s the most wonderful time

it’s the most wonderful time

it’s the most wonderful time of the year

Happy Birthday to My Mom....

My Mom's birthday is coming up this Friday.

She was born in Hattiesburg Mississippi (I think) on Saturday, September 13, 1941.  She would be 72.

I didn't get to know her very well but I worshiped her while she was here.

On the one hand I'm glad she didn't have to suffer anymore and on the other hand I'm pissed as hell that she left me here alone.

I still study everything I can think of, everything I find, to help me know more about her.  For instance...  

How Much things cost in 1941: 

Average Cost of new house $4,075.00 

Average wages per year $1,750.00 

Cost of a gallon of Gas 12 cents 

Average Cost for house rent $32.00 per month 

Beautyrest mattress $39.50 

Average Price for a new car $850.00

WWII started in 1939.  Only 3 months after my mother's birth in 1941, Japan bombed Pearl Harbor.  

The decade before saw The Great Depression and the infamous stock market crash.

Popular Films:
Citizen Kane Written and Directed By Orson Wells ( He also acted in the movie )
Dumbo
The Maltese Falcon

Popular Musicians:
"Chattanooga Choo Choo " by Glenn Miller
"Daddy " by Sammy Kaye
"Green Eyes " by Jimmy Dorsey
"I'll Be with You in Apple Blossom Time " Andrews Sisters

It was the time of Hitler, Mussolini, Tojo, Stalin, Churchill, and 
FD Roosevelt (who started his THIRD TERM as prez) - The majority of which, in current times, are considered monsters.

Bugs Bunny is taking shape.

Puerto Ricans are now Americans.

Hitler. Nazis. Germany taking over the world.

The first FM radio station begins broadcasting.

The first box of Cheerios (Cheeri-Oats).

Joe DiMaggio played for the Yankees, and the Dodgers were still in Brooklyn. 

The first television commercial is aired, for Bulova watches.

The Holocaust.

Did I mention Germany was taking over the world?

It was literally a hell of a year!

Everything centered around "The War".  The whole world was fighting with someone....

And in Mississippi, the war of racism raged just as painfully.

My Mom had some really ruff spots in her childhood.
I'm not sure at what age, but while she was still very young her mother "disappeared".
There were all kinds of stories, but to this day, I know of no one who knows the truth.  My mother wanted so, so badly to find her mother!  
I took up that search with the advent of the internet.  All my searches always came up empty. Until this year.  
I found her!!!  
And the funny part is, she was always assumed to be dead, but she outlived most. She didn't pass until 2007.  She was "back home" in Sweetwater, Texas. 

My mother was molested as a young girl, left to live with a stepmother who didn't want her, called a bunch of names because of her black, kinky hair, big brown eyes and thick lips. Her big brother used to tell her she was adopted from Africa.... and she almost believed it.  The only other explanation is that the stories of her grandmother being a full-blooded Native American are true, although when I found her Moms (Cliopal), I also found several others in that lineage and could find no authentication of Native ancestry.
Now all that means is that the blood heritage was not recorded, as often happened with Native Americans.  Natives were treated just as bad if not worse than Africans and Chinese in this country!  The difference is they didn't really resist for very long and just gave in to the white man. In order to live, they became "Americans", or just stayed on reservations to die.
God bless the ones who held on to their history and heritage!
I have no idea about mine other than what I know intuitively... And from my mother's pictures.

Opal Jean Howard Eure

She was troubled.  She was confused.  She was judged and misunderstood.  She was accused of being a hypochondriac until the day she died.  At the age of 40.  And 25 days.  
You showed'em Mom!
She was beautiful!
She was a champion for the underdog.
She got things done.
She had balls!
She was very sick.
And I was her princess.

Thank you Mom. 
I miss you.
Happy Remembrance...  

The Harvest

Let them both grow together until the harvest....

Put in your sickle, and reap, for the hour to reap has come, for the harvest of the earth is fully ripe.

...they do not understand his plan, that he has gathered them as sheaves to the threshing floor.
(Sheaves of grain would be opened up and the stalks spread across the threshing floor. Pairs of donkeys or oxen (or sometimes cattle, or horses) would then be walked round and round, often dragging a heavy threshing board behind them, to tear the ears of grain from the stalks, and loosen the grain itself from the husks.  After this threshing process, the broken stalks and grain were collected and then thrown up into the air with a wooden fork-like tool called a winnowing fan. The chaff would be blown away by the wind; the short torn straw would fall some distance away; while the heavier grain would fall at the winnower's feet. The grain could then be further cleansed by sieving.)

Put in the sickle, for the harvest is ripe. Go in, tread, for the wine press is full. The vats overflow, for their evil is great.

Now is that time. 

A lot of what's written in "the bible" is crap that has been mistranslated and manipulated, and on top of that misinterpreted. It's just a book.  Like any other book.  Truth is everywhere if you choose to see it. I am not a christian. Religion is a death trap.  But truth is truth.  And the bible has some very accurate truths.

Most cannot get past the history and religion of the book and therefore are never able to see the truth for what it is.

But I see it.

The imagery is beautiful if not profound.

You don't have to believe it.  But if you could at least allow, that it is uncanny metaphor.

Alas maybe your sense of "imagery" is not so strong.....
And maybe you cannot allow....

Your loss!

But for those that can see it.....  This is that time.  And what the metaphor means is that the wheat must grow to full maturity right along with the weeds.  This is the time, unlike any other time, that evil will be allowed to fully mature, max out, give it its best shot.  God (or anything else) will not stop it.... till its fully ripe.  Then it will all self destruct under the elementary guise of  "the wrath of god".

The angels....?  What would fall under the same elementary guise as "aliens"?

Who knows.....................!?!

(i do)

Modern Slavery

Don't get mad at me.
Don't hate and curse me.
I never put chains or shackles on you.
I never told you to bow and serve me.
I never put you in prison.
I never drove you down.

You chose to give me your mind.
You chose to give me your soul.
You chose to give me your young.
You dug the hole.

If I am your master, it's because you chose to follow.

If you feel lost now....
If you feel trapped now....
If you feel worthless and helpless now...
If you feel used,
If you feel like the victim....
If you feel tortured and abused...
Lied to and taken advantage of.....

You are.
But don't blame me.
It was your choice.
You are slaves without chains.
You indentured yourselves.
I simply obliged your own stupidity..... I filled a gap.....
Someone had to do it.

Money Changers in the Temple

Nobody listens.... That's why I don't write anymore blogs than I do.  I "feel" all kinds of truths and enlightenments and encouragements to share FREELY with any and every body!!! ... that will listen, that is.

Nobody wants to hear.  Its too hard.  Too difficult.  Too impossible.
So what everybody's saying without saying it is - It's too late.
Give up.
There's no point.
It's over.

Are there those who would gladly embrace the journey of enlightenment if someone were there to give a little guidance, a little nudge in the right direction....?  If someone would share their wisdom and experience for them to glean from...?
I say yes, yes there are.  I am one of those who would pursue the company of greater self expansion, but alas...... I CAN'T FUCKING AFFORD IT!

Which may lead an intelligent mind to the conclusion that "there's something wrong with them" because "they don't have any money" with which to buy "the fellowship of the enlightened"....
The argument, hands down, from The Enlightened is that they have to pay their way in this world just like everybody else, so they must charge fees for all their services, as well as all their books, videos, cds, and web membership portals.

If I were serious about my journey of enlightenment, I would have money.  If I don't have money, its my doing and no one else's.
Wow.
This is the message of "crumbs" I get as a "dog" sitting under the masters' tables.  Bits and pieces of video or audio from meetings and gatherings recorded "illegally" by those who could pay to get in, and posted on the internet.  Snippets and excerpts from books - just enough to make you feel like you have to buy it because it seems to be the answer you've been digging for!

I feel that this is BULLSHIT.
I know about evolution.  I know that not everybody is - for lack of a simpler term - on the same level... But I am not stupid.  I know some people who absorb and learn and grow and genuinely appreciate their progress, having  never even realized that they indeed began to be spiritually nourished by someone near them.
There are those of us who are "called" to be teachers, way-showers, light-bearers....  Those who have an obvious impact on the people around them, those who go unnoticed and most definitely UNPAID for the gifts they have.

I am not stupid.  I understand this world's need for money.  I gladly accept it whenever offered!  (OK!!)  But to watch people starve........  Just because they can't pay me....  To watch "my brother" and "my sister" suffer and struggle when I have exactly what they need inside of me.... but they can't pay me for it.....  To withhold a blessing  because someone can't pay you is wrong.

How enlightened are you to hold the truth hostage!?  Only to release your "gift" for the right price...

Here is a list of some of the fees that this generation of Enlightened Ones Charge:
$195 for a single workshop.
This one - not published, must call or email for rates.
Journey Expo - $80 single workshop.
I Can Do It! - Speakers include: Gregg Braden, Wayne Dyer, Doreen Virtue, Bruce Lipton - $175.
Online - $49 workshops.
$250 - personal reading.
One week retreat-like package $2,100.
$101 workshop (in Europe).
$497 private session.
$108 private session.
$80.
$280.
$75.
(private sessions are usually an hour or so)

Now.... I removed the names because that's not what this is about.
And having made this list, I looked up the very people I admire and listen to!
I don't hate them, I hear great truths and encouragements from them!
But in my heart of hearts, in my gut, I do not feel ok with myself, or them, charging for what they do.
The "Business Model" I am leaning toward is like this:  If you have money then pay me - here's the going rate for what I do.  But if you don't have money, here it is for free!!  Because yes, this world demands money from me just like everyone else.  I am slowly working toward self-sufficiency so that everything can be free. Until then, I take what is offered.  And ya know what?  Even with the "free" offer, most people always pay me...!  And the rest don't even realize that my more famous or more successful contemporaries are charging sometimes hundreds for what I just gave them in the course of conversation... Free...

Another thing about many of the "awareness", "consciousness", "enlightenment" teachers is this.... They preach freedom from attachments and yet attach a price tag to everything.  If they were so free of attachments, wouldn't they know that people would give them money anyway??
Most of them refer to the likes of Jesus and Buddha...  I don't think I've ever heard stories of these guys charging anything.  They had no technology and yet somehow, their message not only survived for thousands of years but reached the entire world!!

How can you put a price tag on truth and withhold it from those who can't pay for it..... ?
Not everyone with no money is a loser.  "No money" is the way of the future.

You can have that little "prophesy" for free.....



John 2:13-17
13And the Jews' passover was at hand, and Jesus went up to Jerusalem, 14And found in the temple those that sold oxen and sheep and doves, and the changers of money sitting: 15And when he had made a scourge of small cords, he drove them all out of the temple, and the sheep, and the oxen; and poured out the changers' money, and overthrew the tables;16And said unto them that sold doves, Take these things hence; make not my Father's house an house of merchandise.17And his disciples remembered that it was written, The zeal of thine house hath eaten me up.

Anger Is Not Lack Of Love

Don't mistake anger for lack of love...

Modern pop, even metaphysical psy will tell you that any adverse emotion is the result of fear and its something inside of YOU.
You get angry at others because you see something in them that you hate about yourself type-o-bullshit.
This is true a lot!
But not always.

Now maybe we/I have a ton to learn about anger.... But right here, right now the end is not visible. Right here right now there's a lot to be angry about.

Rather I perceive, from my current perspective, that the anger is BECAUSE of love.
There is so much love that this incessant pain and suffering from pure stupidity is just over the top... It's more than some of us can take.

And this makes us angry.

Why History?!!

WHY did we ever start writing things down, keeping records....???
How did we know that "one day" it would be important!?!? How did we "know" that long ago that we would someday be "here" and feel the need to look back and know what happened... who we are... how we got here.... what made us do this or that... what caused this or that...???

How did they KNOW!!!?
It seems almost instinctive....! And yet, how could EVERYBODY possibly have known to write everything down!?

The answer is - THEY DIDN'T!!!
And so the conclusion is that.... A LOTTA SHIT DIN'T GIT RIT DOWN!!!!! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! !

And soooooo...........
How much do we NOT KNOW, that is really just plain fuckin obvious... to anyone who knows to look for it. Like oh say, MORE PYRAMIDS in the desert that have been covered by TONS literally of sand for thousands of years....
Or CITIES (with pyramids..... ) hundreds of feet under the seas that have only recently been uncovered by changing climates and storms...??

Or our own history of alien interaction....?

The curse of humanity is fear and a limited, narrow, or downright closed mind. Break free of that, and EVERYTHING CHANGES!

THIS is the Revolution! EVolution!!

Pain In My Throat

Pain in my throat... That has risen up from my heart.
Why is this shitty "world" on this beautiful majestikal planet?
How does pain and joy coexist when pain is all around, pain is free and joy is so very very hard to find?
How can we work as slaves and be enlightened at the same time!?
And yet there are those who are... "successful"... who have no idea what I'm talking about.


This is wrong!
It is fundamentally wrong.
A planet of prisoners.... waiting to be free...
Just waiting........ and waiting and waiting and waiting....



Proverbs 13:12
Hope deferred makes the heart sick,
But desire fulfilled is a tree of life.


Is it any wonder we give up and crave death....
Is it any wonder that we go blind trying to see....
Is there any doubt that we go mad trying to understand...


For some hope never dies.
For others hope dies over and over again yet their life will not let them go.


I feel the inherent evils of Capitalism.
Its premise is freedom but its tools are weapons of pain and suffering, lies and dishonesty. In the Capitalist's head he believes he is free to gather as much wealth as he possibly can. Why? I ask why.... why does a man feel the need to amass as much wealth as he can?
Security.
Security!!!!
Never to worry again.
No worry for food, shelter, safety, clean water.... Never to fret over labors and efforts and ability... Never to be judged again. Never to suffer.... Never to fear...


But fear, the Capitalist does. Constant fear! Fear that someone will take what is his! Fear that someone will steal all that he has gathered, and that he will once again have to struggle for basic needs. Fear that he will once again have to perform, and achieve, and outshine in order to gain wealth.... So that he will never have to worry again....
Such is his fear that he too will steal, cheat and lie.... Because he is a Capitalist and he is FREE to get as much wealth as he can.
No longer the tyranny of rulers!!! No longer can any man tell him that he can only have this much and no more! He can have as much as he wants.... Because he is free.
And in his mind, we are all free. We are all as free as he is to do what he does and have what he has.


And if we are all free.... Then why worry or fear that another man will take what is ours?


Because in the heart of man lies the evil of darkness and demons.... of hell and of Satan.... In the heart of man is fear and distrust.... Because some man will indeed come to steal what is yours! Some man will stop at nothing to take all you have! Some man will lie and cheat and kill you, because he is afraid..... Afraid someone will do the same to him. And on and on this cycle goes. And good men turn corrupt, because of fear.


If I have more power, then I can defend myself from all these lying, cheating, murdering men. If I control everything.... then they cannot control me and take what I have so that I have to struggle for food and water and shelter..... and joy.
Yes. He is free. He is FREE!


He is free.....
He is free to know that he is better than those who have less because he knows that he obviously worked harder and deserves more than they.
He is a Capitalist. And he cannot understand why, in a Capitalist society, everyone doesn't joyfully gather as much as he does. If they don't, it's their own fault! If they want what he has they should work as hard as he does.


But in a Capitalist society, there is no guarantee that some bigger fish will not come and swallow you up. After all, that fish also is free to swallow up all that he can. So you should be afraid.... and defend your wealth, hold onto your wealth, at all costs.... because there is no nice guy in this game. It is cut-throat.


This is financial freedom.
This is the model for the whole world to follow.
This gives all men equality! No king will have more than me! I can gather a l l l l l l l l that I want! Whether I need it or not - no one can judge me, because they are also free to gather as much as they want! If they want what I have, GO GET IT! But don't touch mine... Or I'll kill you.


I am free to be greedy. I am free to be selfish. I am free to give. But if I give too much then I may run out! And why would I give my wealth away to freeloaders who have the same opportunity as me to go get their own?!


This is the American Capitalist. Many think it is un-American to be any other way.
But it is obvious that Capitalism does not work. Look around and see how many happy people you can find.....


Capitalism is not the answer. It is based on fear, not freedom.
If we got rid of all the rules in the world, and there really was freedom, what do you think would happen first?
Someone would try to take control of those who are weaker. Someone would inflict fear and threaten repercussions for not doing what the strongest man said to do. And the strongest man would sit on a throne and demand that allllllll the others work their asses off to support his needs.... so that he would never want and they would struggle to survive. And if one man stood up to this strongest of men and said NO! I am not a slave, I too am free and you need to get off your ass and work like everyone else!
Then that man would be killed and strike fear into the minions... Or that man would be strong as well and some of the people would be brave enough to follow him, and others would stay with the man on the throne.... And there would be two "groups" who had differing ideas..... And in order to protect themselves, they would fight and war....... and ... oh. This is just how it is today....
So what the hell is "freedom"?
???
Can anybody tell me what freedom is...?!
It is not that thing that our troops fight and die for...!!!
Do you see?


Can you see...???


NOTHING will change the hearts of men...!
Nothing.
Because we are
FREE.


We ARE free to have all that we want and this is what we've chosen. This fucked up world that we live in right now. Because of FEAR.


I am a freak.
I can see what's coming.
And it will indeed take something Biblical to stop this mad mad cycle. Something supernatural. Something that has never been seen before....
This time is different.
I see it coming.
I don't always understand it. But I see it. And I know.


Security.
Never to worry again.
No worry for food, shelter, safety, clean water.... Never to fret over labors and efforts and ability... Never to be judged again. Never to suffer.... Never to fear...
Has this ever worked?
No.
Something's gotta give.

Just So Tired . . . .

Oh my god.... I am DRUNK with the desire for freedom from these limitations and LIES.....
I see and feel such a different world.... And I do not see any end to this current madness.... This violence, this butchery of life...
I hurt so deeply and I cannot reason it away.
I have no desire to be medicated.
I have no desire to die.

I want beauty and peace and love.
I want respectfulness.
I want honor and joy and happiness.

And the idea that this is what we ALL want... It's what all of us have always wanted.... Well that's just bullshit. If we all wanted this for so long, we would surely have it by now.

Why don't we?
Why don't we have peace?
Why do people lie and justify murder and torture and hunger and ignorance?
Why!?
Tell me what will make this cycle stop once and for all???
Death is NOT an acceptable answer!
"One day" is NOT an acceptable answer either....! "One day" I won't be here..... and people that I love are already not here!
There's got to be another answer.

And I want it now.
I'm so tired..........

That One Man

I cannot believe that I am destined or doomed to spend a precious life, filled with evolution and ground breaking changes, with a bunch of evil people who, whenever given an opportunity, choose to live in fear, control and violence.
Some may think it "un-zen", "un-christian", "immoral" arrogant... to "judge" people as evil.

Some are not so foolish....

At what point will the fear and selfishness of one man cease to rule the entire world?
Some believe that it will just "change".... fade away, like racism and gender bias and slavery.
Really?
Yes... Some people honestly believe that stuff is in the past.  Why then do so many of us still feel surrounded by it?
Who am I to spend an entire life trying to make a better world that I will never get to live in...?
What are we headed for!?
And who is "we"!?

The pain and suffering of the world continues because of one man.  One man who chooses to live in fear.  One man who chooses to live in the delusion that he must conquer in order to be fulfilled.  One man who will violently take what is yours even tho he does not need it.
Why.......?

When will THIS  stop??  And why do we who are so over this barbaric way of living remain among, and tolerate such rape?

What is this Earth?  Why....  When has there ever been Camelot and why did it go away?

When will people stop "being people" ?  So that we may live in peace....
The answers are right in front of our faces... they always have been... but that one man will not let that happen for fear he will lose control of our misery.
When Will This Stop ? ? ?

This I want to know.

The Revolution of Standing...

The Revolution of Standing.
The Revolution of Peace.
The Revolution of Responsibility.

A recent conversation I was engaged in involved a young man who is very awake to many things.  He has a genuine desire to act upon the knowledge that he has.  Such as eating better for himself, eating real food and not frankenfood. This young man simply wanted a pineapple. Now the options he is aware of are: 1) Compromise and get an affordable one at any grocery store not knowing the truth about where this pineapple came from but assuming it probably came from a typical source using all manner of nastiness to produce it;  2) Go to the local farmers market where the pineapple is really affordable and it is assumed to be wholesome because it comes from a farmers market. But the truth is it is imported like all the rest. Or 3) Go to the local natural foods store where they have a genuine reputation for having good clean products and pay 10 times what one should pay for a pineapple.  

This very aware, very intelligent young man will most likely opt for the farmers market pineapple because by doing so he feels better about not giving his money to a big company who has no real concern for anything but making money... But mostly because its cheaper!  The reason he cannot shop at the reputable natural food store is that it costs too much.  And he'd rather not be homeless for buying good, real food.

THIS is where we must take a stand Americans.

We do not have to "overthrow" the government... We have to take our stand, in our own lives, in our own neighborhoods, in our reality!  This situation I've described is wrong.  This is capitalism.  This is not what the majority want.  But the majority are afraid to stand up and say so.  Because they don't want to be homeless.... or jobless.... or ruin their credit score..... or feel the shame of non-conformity.... They don't want to sacrifice for the truth, for what's right.  

Look at the people of Egypt, Turkey, Brazil... so many common people are rising up, walking off their jobs, abandoning what is normal and taking to the streets to tell those who are controlling their lives ENOUGH! Not one more day of this shit!  

They stand.

They stand in Peace.

They've taken responsibility for their own lives and their own communities.

In America we have some very real remnants of the Occupy movement.... But still so many more who are complacent and afraid.  Afraid to lose the job.... the position in the company.... the scraps that they live on.... Afraid to lose the house like so many have in the past five years....  Afraid their electricity will be turned off, their cable and internet, their water.....

THIS IS CONTROL ! ! ! ! ! !

America is an embarrassment to itself... to its ancestry.... to its flag... to its MILITARY.... to its heritage.

This Independence Day is a mockery of freedom and all who have begun to stand for it around the world.

You don't need guns to start a revolution.

All you need to do is tell the truth.  Stop turning a blind eye to things you KNOW aren't right.... 

STAND.

And if you feel the need to STAND in the streets with others who are tired of being afraid, tired of being a slave and living a lie.... then do it with the same pride and conviction you SAY OUR FOREFATHERS HAD at the time of the FIRST AMERICAN REVOLUTION.... which culminated in the signing of THE DECLARATION OF INDEPENDENCE.... Part of a series of documents that ensure our freedom to life, liberty and the pursuit of happiness.... A freedom we NO LONGER HAVE.

Your employer steals from you, your government steals from you, all the corporations you patronize steal from you, lie to you, and laugh all the way to the bank with your money... SLAVE.

Take America Back.

I wish no one a happy 4th of July...... till everyone's free to truly be happy.

Wake up....... 

Times up.

There's no second chance this time.

Celebrate Revolution Day - July 4th - New Independence Day

Here's a politically charged "no-no" statement for ya this holiday week... :
Americans worship "the troops" who "fight to protect our freedom" in foreign lands because they are spoiled and terrified of having to fight for their freedom themselves!
They're terrified of taking responsibility.
Therefore... Do they really deserve this said freedom?
Because "the troops" are being blasphemed and dishonored daily here in the homeland... by the citizens who continue to allow the formation of a police state government while they're away.

What is beginning to take place in the American homeland is EXACTLY what you believe those kids are being destroyed for as soldiers over there in other countries!

This 4th of July, AKA Independence Day.... should be the start of a new revolution.
The Revolution of Standing.
The Revolution of Peace.
The Revolution of Responsibility.

This era is over.
This is no longer the Land of the Free nor the Home of the Brave.
Everyone is scared to take a stand.
Do you think the pain and the cries and the suffering of the innocent will go unheard by the universe?
Do you honestly think you can continue to live this lie and get away with it.
Do you really believe you'll escape your fears and never have to face them?

Yet you call "terrorists" cowards.
You call them cowards having never discovered the truth of what makes them do such radical things for what they believe.  You only believe what the TV tells you.
You don't know what really goes on, you just go to work, give your money away, suffer from poor health and exhaustion and thank God and the military for your freedom.

What freedom?
Knowledge makes a man unfit to be a slave.  Fredrick Douglas
You don't listen because you don't wanna know.  You love the comfort of your slavery.

Celebrate the Revolution of the Awakened!!!

This Shit Has Got To End!

This shit has to end.
No more 'yeah buts'.
No more compromises, no more meeting half way, no more ass kissing....!
NO! NONE.

No more.
Everything is fucked up and we all know it.
We must face this truth.
The world is waking up!
The slaves are standing up and saying "no more".

ALL corporations are wrong!
ALL OF THEM!!!
And we all know this.
They ALL operate on greed and lies, and we all know this.
We don't need more LAWS!!! We need more FREEDOM!!!

We know! Now stop supporting the very systems that are destroying our planet.
STOP!
It's that simple.
Stop spending money. Stop needing money!
Stop playing the game.
Stop paying taxes, stop paying insurances, stop paying credit card companies, stop paying loans....
Stop voting for people!!
STOP!

Capitalism is based on greed, not rights!
YES I do not want to be limited by government. But capitalists have taken this as an excuse for greed, control, and slavery.
AND WE ALL KNOW THIS. And it is NOT their fault, but OURS. And the power to gain our freedom is OURS to take, not theirs to give.

We have evolved.
WE HAVE EVOLVED!
Our clothes no longer fit!
We need new things!
New ways, new systems, a more complete freedom.

There IS a cure for cancer!
There IS clean, free energy!
There IS plenty of food for the whole planet!
We have all we need.

But we continue to suffer because someone "OWNS THE RIGHTS", OWNS the system, controls the system so that THEY make all the money...
AND WE ALL KNOW THIS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
WE KNOW WHAT'S GOING ON!!! Now more than ever before!
All their hidden agendas, all their secret hierarchies, all the BULLSHIT they've fed us is now in plain sight.

There is only one answer.
ABSOLUTE FREEDOM.
We are all worth it.
None of us deserve anything less.

Evolve or perish.
We're here...!
We've arrived. And this is what it looks like!

We do NOT need money for education, education should be free!
We do NOT need money for hospitals, HEALTH should be free!
Stop regulating the food chain! DON'T BUY from corporations, buy from SMALL local farmers or grow your own!
We don't need medicine and vaccines!!!! We only need health.
We don't need affordable insurance!!! We need the truth about healing - It's all in nature. We don't need laboratories and pharmaceutical companies! It's all a greed based LIE.
And we know this!!!

The age of the bully is OVER.
We no longer tolerate bullies, we stand up to them - TOGETHER.
WE DO NOT TOLERATE BULLIES ANY LONGER.

We don't need new elections, we need a new way to govern! The old system is entirely corrupt, worldwide (with an exception, maybe two). It has played itself out and is obsolete.

WE HAVE EVOLVED.
And one way or another, the old will come down.
We can be part of a brand new evil, or part of a brand new freedom.
Two sides to every coin.

The choice is yours.

Solutions to Every Problem

There is a good, beneficial solution to every problem we face as a species on this planet.
The problem is greed and money.
Damn if that old ass book wasn't right!!!
The love of money is the root of all evil.
Remove money from the equation and the problems start to fade away.
Remove fear and control and the problems completely disappear.

There is a solution to every problem we face in this world today.
But YOU won't act upon them.
You continue to play the money game as if it were real.  It is not.
You think I oversimplify.
Just you wait.

There is already a solution to EVERY problem in the world today.
No more research is needed.
Then why don't they USE these solutions!?
THEY!?!?!?!?
Because you won't stand up to "THEM"

Very soon you will have a very clear choice that makes my simplicity a very obvious solution.

YOU.
You, you, you....
It's all about you.
You control all this.
It got real about a minute ago!
You created this monster, now you either stand up to it, or it devours you.

Have a nice day!

Disinformation

Disinformation is coming from ALL SIDES.

You cannot "pick a side".
There is no "RIGHT" side or "WRONG" side.

There is STILL no escape!!!  No easy out!  No magical solution!

STILL - the only solution is PERSONAL RESPONSIBILITY in each and every single moment of each and every single moment....
This is called  Being Aware .

This message goes out to those who can hear it, because not everybody can.  Not everybody will.

Even some of those who can - will not.  WILL not.  Their choice....

Many of you are having trouble sleeping.
Many of you are mind-racing like never before.
Many of you feel a chaotic energy you can't seem to put your finger on or quench, muchless explain.

The storm is brewing, and like the animals before a hurricane, you can feel the pressure changing in the atmosphere.  There is a sense of weirdness. Yet there is no obvious understanding.

You must be able to stand on your own now.

You know.

You can decide, understand, feel, choose.
You can.

Yes, you are not crazy.  Everything is falling down.  Because it is all a lie.  Why do you fear if you stand in the truth?  Why would you not want all the lies to crumble to make room for the beautiful world we all wish we lived in!?
The collective energy of those who are waking up is beginning to manifest into unity.
The consequence is a firestorm of truth spreading at an unprecedented level.  This truth will devour liars and everything they've built..
This truth will become wings of freedom to those willing to step into it without fear.

Disinformation is coming from all sides.  Trust only yourself.  Your gut.  Your intuition.  You know the truth.  It will always protect you and guide you.  It will always provide for you.

It is not anyone else's responsibility to tell you the truth, it is up to you to recognize it.
NO ONE carries the burden of your own responsibility.  Only you.
Don't judge.
Don't blame.
Don't hate.
Don't hold back.

It is not Monsanto's responsibility to be honest with you.  Monsanto exists to see if you're awake and paying attention.  Because you can ban GMOs all you want.... That does NOT make Monsanto an honest company all of a sudden.  If they operated in the shade before, what makes you think they have had a genuine, personal change of heart???  A protest?  A law?
It is not the pharmaceutical companies' responsibility to be honest with you.  Sorry!!
It is not the doctor's responsibility to be honest with you.
You CANNOT LEGISLATE HONESTY.
It is up to YOU and you alone to know, to be awake, to be responsible.
Licenses mean nothing.
Certificates mean nothing.
Badges mean nothing.
Robes mean nothing.
Degrees mean nothing.
Titles mean nothing.
They've all been caught being dishonest.  Because you gave them the opportunity to do so.

Vaccines are a lie.
Pharmaceuticals are a lie.
Cancer treatment is a lie.
Nutritional Information is a lie.
Elections are a lie.
Heart Disease treatment is a lie.
Diabetes treatment is a lie.
Obesity treatment is a lie.
The automotive industry is a lie.
The energy industry is a lie.
The communications industry is a lie.
The weather is a lie.
The entire government is a lie.
The military is used to support lies, not to ensure your freedom.
The police force is no longer to 'serve and protect' the citizens, but to ensure crowd control against citizens who question authority.

Its over.
There is no white picket fence in the end.
But there ARE  two sides to every coin!  Even this one.
One side is the New World Order.
The other side is The New World.
You are already a citizen of one, or the other.
No more hiding behind someone else's ideas.
No more blaming someone else.
No more hiding behind "the military fighting for our freedom".

YOU have to stand for your freedom now.
Personal freedom.  Or else you're a slave.
Now  YOU   have to pay the price for truth instead of daring others to do it.
The TRUTH will set you free....

So how do we do this?
Don't buy products that make you feel suspicious!
Don't do things because that's what you were told to do - without first desiring above all else, ABOVE ALL ELSE - to know the absolute truth about it!  And THEN do your own research. (i.e. vaccinations for pets and kids....)
Do not go to someone else before going to yourself - the doctor, the priest, the teacher, the lawyer, the police, the manager, the wiki...... Ask yourself first.  And then listen intuitively.  You know the answer!
Stop following and start leading.
Listen to children.... Completely...!
Face your fears.
And if you still need help or understanding, ASK!  Ask the sky... ask your dog.... ask a homeless person... ask a book.......  Just ASK.  And you will receive the answer if you pay attention.  All you need is DESIRE for truth.  You will find it.

There IS no watch dog for you.  Disinformation is EVERYWHERE.
There is also information everywhere.  But only YOU can see it.

Now carry on.

This is how I see Activism...

Activism is GREAT!  It shows that people are waking up, no matter how juvenile.  "Awake" we can work with, indifferent we cannot.

Having used those words, let me take "awakening" further - from my perspective - into maturity.
As the awakened mature, activism may not be the best solution for legitimate, authentic real-time change.
This is not to say one single bad word against activism!
But rather, there is a maturation of the concept - to bring about awareness and ultimately change for the better.
I say do away with all these rules, regulations and laws.  Let freedom truly ring.  Let Monsanto control as much as they can.  But leave me and my co-op and our heirloom organic seeds alone!  Let me feed my own family and share as much as I want with my neighbors and community.
Let Monsanto die a natural death.... with no courts, no jails (all of which cost money...!).... Just no business!  How do you put business out of business?  Don't buy what they're selling!  It's that simple.

Ya see, this is the information age.  Actually, as I write this, the information age has just about passed us by and we are now moving into the responsibility age.  You've been given free information!  You don't have to go to school.  Just read.  Just lift a finger, get off your ass, bust a move....  Be interested in your own self.  You don't need laws and regulations to tell you food is safe to eat if you're growing it yourself or buying it from a neighbor.  I don't need you to pasteurize my milk killing most of its beneficial properties when I can pull up to the dairy any day and see for myself that the cows and goats are happy, healthy and their environment is safe and clean.

I CAN SEE THAT FOR MYSELF.

Here's YOUR problem.... you depend on absolute strangers to tell you what's good and bad, right and wrong.  Stop it!  Decide for yourself.
But I don't have the education that they do!  They're smarter than me!
NO!  They aren't.  They don't know shit actually.  They paid a school, passed all the right tests... (you don't have to know the material, you just have to PASS)  GET IT???  And then someone started referring to them as "qualified", "expert", "professional".....  BULLSHIT.

You know!  You know....
You do not need someone to tell you what to do.  If you want to learn, ask!  Ignorance is deadly.  A mind is still a terrible thing to waste.

Don't you see, the answer is not more legislation.  The answer is awareness.  Paying attention.  Knowing!

If you go to the milk jug, check the expire date and it says you got one more week before its bad, but the smell when you take the lid off almost makes you hurl.....  do you drink it anyway because THE DEPARTMENT OF AGRICULTURE says its still good???  NO!

You don't need someone to think for you.  Don't protest, just educate yourself and STOP BUYING SHIT.


Informed choices.  Personally responsible decisions.  That is the mature awakened approach to change....  BE.... Be the change.
I don't go to McDonalds.  EVER.  I don't go to Walmart.  EVER.  Slowly I am finding that I do have the strength and the resources to live without these corporate drugs that the rest of you think you cannot survive without.  They've got you!  You need to run for your life.

Runaway Slaves......

See... people always wanna attack the Hollywood Elite for being spoiled...  If Korea invaded America how would Paris and Kim survive without lattes, Louis and limos!??
But actually its YOU,  the working class slave that wouldn't be able to survive!!!  What would you do without Walmart ? ? ? ? ? ?  You'd die!  That's what.

We the awakened don't need to protest and make demands for more laws...  We already have laws, people already know right from wrong.... does this stop them??? NO.
More laws aren't the answer.  If people want to remain ignorant I say let them be free to do so.  If that costs them their life.... that is tragic.  But you can't live their life for them.  They have the right and the intelligence to find out  just like I do.
I share as much information and resources as I can.  I'm not greedy.  I'm not hoarding or hiding.  But I nor anyone else can force another person to listen.
If you share a truth with people that will make their life better or even save it from suffering and an untimely death, they don't always like it.  They don't wanna hear.  They are the reason the madness continues.  I say lettem be.  Lettem have it their way.  Lettem supersize it. Lettem get all the rollback prices their poor asses can grab.
How stupid.  They think they're doing so well..... buying bargain priced food.... Well how the hell is it all  bargain priced??  What is that crap that they call food?  Its killing them and their kids!  And they do not care.  They do not believe me.  Does anybody even know about the building collapse in India a couple of weeks ago..... Thousands died!  It was a factory that makes cheap ass crap to sell in America!!!  These people died poor... No safety regulations... No benefits....  And so lets make stricter laws.... right?

WRONG.  Stop buying that shit!!!  Then there will be no need for them to work in deplorable conditions.

Be an activist.  Sign the petitions.  March.  Do whatever you feel you should do and be blessed in your efforts.  God sees your heart.
But consider....  Stop buying all the "shit" and the "shit-makers" will go out of business.  Stop being a chump and a panzy and you won't need all these laws and courts and jails.  Be informed.  Don't believe commercials!  Learn.  Follow your heart, your gut intuition.
If an officer stopped you in public, do you know your rights?  No you don't.
Do you know the Constitution that governs you?  No you don't.
You're nothing but a dumbass slave.  If you want to be treated like a free person, start acting like one.

Why I Post

Ok the reason I post what some of you may consider "so much negative content..." is because most of the world is SO FRIGGING IGNORANT of what is really going on around them.
There are still many people whom, if they knew, they'd wake up and start paying attention.  They'd recognize the world and times they are alive in, and they'd become curious as to who they really are and how they may serve in love.

I am not a fear-mongering protester!  I am not a Bible-thumping YOU'RE ALL GOIN TO HELL preacher. I am not a fear-filled doomsdayer.

I do believe many are "going to hell" because that's what they've created for themselves, that's what they have chosen to believe - whether they really understand it or not.  I have no power to condemn.
But I do have the awareness and the confidence to say what I feel and interpret what I see.  And some are going to a hell all their own.

That's not why I post.

I post so that thru becoming aware of your surroundings, you may indeed begin to awaken to the truth of who YOU are.  Not how bad the world is.... but how important you are in creating a new world.
(NOT THE NEW WORLD ORDER... but a New World.)
I post just as much positive content as I do "negative".
I feel along with many others that we should not focus on tearing down the bad but instead -being aware of the bad - we focus on building the good, the true, the pure, the peaceful, the genuine, the sincere, the authentic.

There are those out there that simply do not see things the same way.  That's their choice.  I am not here to convince them otherwise or enter into combat with them about who's right and who's wrong.  But if they ever begin to question.... what's going on, the system, reality, God..... I can offer them food, I can offer them clean water... maybe even some good wine.

I'm not worried for the future.  I'm not afraid of the apocalypse. I've said it before and it seems appropriate to say again now:  You think nothing happened on 12.21.12 ???  If you can't feel the difference, then yes - you should be afraid of the times you live in!  Something did happen.  There was a shift.  We have entered a time like no other.  Just remember - for every action, there is an equal and opposite re-action.  For all the glory that comes with the Golden Age... Darkness will match it.  This is the time that will prove whether or not Light & Love really do triumph over Darkness & Fear.

Wake up.  Participate.  The darkness is indeed getting darker.  Quickly!
So find the light within you.

Nothing is as it appears to be out there.  Its all a fabricated lie.  Don't continue to buy into it.  Wake up from your stupor.  Think for yourself.  Feel the truth in your gut.  Stop being afraid to be completely self sufficient and responsible!

THAT'S why I post what I do.  If you get it, good.  If not.... then don't look.

Peace.

I would NEVER tell!

Ok so there's this age-old concept that goes like this:

I would NEVER tell so&so what I really did last night . . . BECAUSE IT WOULD HURT THEM,  And I would NEVER DO ANYTHING TO HURT THEM.  

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What you would 'never do' is look at yourself in the mirror.  This scenario isn't about hurting the other person, its about YOU.  You can't face who you are, what you really want...  You have no faith in the other person's ability to love you.  And hey!  Maybe they don't!  But don't blame them for what you can't face.
Its called a LIE.  And you're living it.
You've ALREADY hurt that other person!  And you know it!  So you really drag them thru the sewer by lying about it.  Nothing says "I care" more than a LIE.

No..... No its YOU you care about.  You don't want to take responsibility for your decisions or your actions.  So you hide.... and you live a lie....  And you believe a lie - that you've done good by sparing the other persons feelings of hurt when you tell them the truth.

LOSER.

JMO

The Revolution.. A Fictitious Serial Experiment

The Revolution is coming...
I know its scary to contemplate.  But you now have to choose.  You will soon have to realize that its not the military thats defending our freedom in some foreign land...  Rather it is our freedom right here in our own home, our own land, America that has to be defended.  It is your very own personal rights that need to be defended and fought for.  And our enemy has become what is now know as "our own government".
People must now make the choice whether or not to see America as "our government" or as "us"!  The people... The people who really do believe in the honor, valor, and heritage that we as a people stand for.  Freedom.
People must now make the choice whether or not to realize that we've been duped.  We've been hogswoggled.  We've been led astray.  America once was a beacon to the entire planet of what free people could do and be.
But we do not have those freedoms anymore.  The rift is so painfully obvious now that die-hard patriotic Americans, elderly Americans, Veterans, people who would not hesitate to die for this country... are in serious doubt.  They don't feel that they can vote anymore.... They are afraid to speak their minds because they feel guilty, or treasonous.

They are not treasonous.  WE are not treasonous for calling our "government" into account.
I began saying this five years ago with ancient blogs to prove it:  Things are NOT as they appear to be!

The Revolution is coming...
When these golden-hearted American patriots must decide to follow their hearts and resist, or give in to fear thus reinforcing and establishing the police state that is already taking shape all around us.

Things are not as they appear to be.

We no longer live in a land where we are free to produce our own food.  We cannot rear our own children.  We cannot keep the money we earn.  Education is not a right, it is a corporation now.  Medicine is an industry and healing is nowhere to be found.  And we are all trapped in the cycle of greed-mongerous lies.

AND WE ALL KNOW THIS!

This is NOT treasonous.  This is not anti-American.  We are NOT sheep.  We are intelligent and intuitive and we know something is not right and we know it cannot continue.  We all know, each and every single one of us, that a choice is on our plates right now.

Everyone knows LOL and OMG... TTYL and ILY...  But how many of you know WTSHTF??

Find out what it means.... because it will.  And you will have to choose.  You won't be able to hide behind a flag or the soldiers who are defending our freedom over seas...!!!  There will be no vote.  There will be no reform.  There will be no savior.  No one will come and rescue you.
For this is the time for YOU to be who you say you are.... An American... A Patriot.... A freedom lover... A believer...

THE REVOLUTION is coming....  Things are not as they appear to be.  Those who have been painted by the mainstream media as your enemies... most likely aren't.  They are pigeons... They are scapegoats... They are distractions and deterrents to keep YOU from taking a stand.
Be very careful who and how you judge.  A new day has come upon us such has never been before...  And according to some, never shall be again.
Those who forget history are doomed to repeat it.
So what of the generations who were never taught the truth about history in the first place...?
They're really screwed, huh!?
Well, hello neighbor!  Looks like this is where we all are!

Be very careful.  Things are not as they appear to be.  The Revolution is  coming.
There is no need to fear retribution for speaking out.  Because nobody listens anyway.  They are all well conditioned and obedient.  No one will believe the truth.  There is no threat to the New Order. There is no resistance.  Scream it on the mountain tops!!!!  You are only accountable to your own conscience.

The wise one knows... There are two sides to every coin.  Every coin.....

What Did School Teach You?

I recently heard a story of how a certain young rock god tweeted a comment along the lines of... 'if you have work or school today, DITCH IT and have some fun!  Live life!'
This of course.... OF COOOOURSE  was met with the reply of a mature adult saying 'don't say that! encourage them to stay in school!!!'
And hearing this story inspired me to blog...

Why must we encourage children to stay in school?
Why.........?

education
1. the act or process of acquiring general knowledge, developing the powers of reasoning and judgment, and generally of preparing oneself or others intellectually for mature life. 2. the act or process of imparting or acquiring particular knowledge or skills, as for a profession.

Parenting (or child rearing)
1. the process of promoting and supporting the physical, emotional, social, and intellectual development of a child from infancy to adulthood. Parenting refers to the aspects of raising a child aside from the biological relationship. Davies, Martin (2000). 
The Blackwell encyclopedia of social work. Wiley-Blackwell. p. 245. ISBN 978-0-631-21451-9.]

school
1. an institution where instruction is given, especially to persons under college age.


Well there are very pristine places in the world where the "ideal" of education thru the school system is intact.  But those places are very few and far between and completely inaccessible to most.
For the masses, there's "school".
For example, looking down my fb friends list.... only a very literal few may  have had the privilege of a genuinely great academic education.  Alllllll the rest.... are average, "normal" people who are surviving now like they survived school.  Surviving meaning you just need to make it thru, because you don't really care what you do or don't learn - you have to be there or you wouldn't be!  So just make it thru....
Maybe school was great for some.  Some (myself included) may have made exceptional grades.
But that is by no means an indication that we learned any of the things everyone believes school is intended to teach the population of youth that pours thru the hallways.
The real lesson children are taught in "school" is how to conform.  How to evaluate themselves based on test scores and peer popularity.
I'm not saying they didn't learn anything!
I'm saying they didn't learn academically what "society" professes "school" to be responsible for teaching them...
These young people don't know shit as far as the basic skills previous generations gained from basic primary school.  They have no grasp of geography.  Math is a cryptic practical joke.  Language has no meaning whatsoever, hence no sense of grammar, phonetics or spelling. Science.... second only to math.  Health - joke.  PE - traumatizing.  History.....  Ahhh history!  The one thing that sticks like glue!  Convoluted stories of bullshit that are used to program each generation into more conformity.  The truth of history is not taught in schools!  The truth about most subjects is not taught in school....

Intellects are not being enriched by schools.
School is to be "survived".... It is not an academically educational experience.

Socially, YES, there is a lot being learned!!!  How to judge, how to criticize, how to compare, how to get ahead, how to hide, how to conform, how to rebel because no one sees you or hears you, how to conform, how to lie, cheat, accuse.... how to manipulate.... how to belittle others... how to conform...
Camaraderie.  Class systems.  Cliques...
that adults are just like me only legal!!!
Drugs anyone???
Sex...?  Love...?  Acceptance?  Performance...  Rejection...  Humiliation.  How to conform.

Get real.  School is NOT what it's made out to be by the few.
Yes, certain people excel no matter where they are or what conditions they're in.  But "the system", the public school system, the current "acceptable" educational model is critically flawed!  And it always has been.  It has done much more harm than good from my perspective.

Yes, there are good families with good parents and Yes there are a few good schools in a few good areas and Yes there are a few brave communities who have taken their children's education into their own hands and created their own model and are insanely successful...
BUT..... these are the exceptions, not the norm, not the majority, not the reality.

Real education starts at home.  This is obvious and any real public school teacher will tell you this.  They can't teach a kid who didn't sleep the night before because of what was happening at home.  They can't teach a kid who's hungry, or malnourished from eating nothing but crap food.  They can't teach a kid who's afraid.  They can't teach a kid who's abused, or has to take care of their brothers and sisters because the "parent" is unavailable and they have other shit on their minds.
And most teachers feel they can't help these kids because its against the law to "love" and "care" about them in the way that a good teacher knows they need.  It would most likely incur a law suit.
There are too many generations that have been neglected, skipped over, abandoned, judged and misjudged.... and these became parents..... and had no foundation from which to teach their kids.... who became parents too.... and they had even less to give.... and so on and so on and here we are.
I pledge allegiance... to the flag.... of the United States of America... and to the Republic for which it stands............
Take into account evolution - poor nutrition, pesticides, hormones, antibiotics and genetically altered food sources, pollution, synthetic materials including plastic, toxic waste, fluoride in the water system....  ADD, ADHD, Autism, PDD, PTSD, etc, etc - hence meds.... lots and lots of meds....  Equals altered states of mind, body and spirit.....  VACCINATIONS! And no parents.  I'm not talking about no adults that gave birth to you, no adult supervision, no other people living in your house....  No, I mean no one is parenting.  The very people who decided to bring you into this world don't give you the time of day.  Because they're busy "being responsible".  Or worse.  They just aren't there.  So there is no act of parenting going on.  And this is almost every kid in the Westernized world.......  That's a lot.  But Stay in school.....!

Deny it.

This may not be your dot in the world, but it is the majority.
Perpetuate negativity?  Absolutely not!
So what started this conversation?
A popular celebrity encouraging (positivity!) people, all people, to stop and smell the frikken roses.

He did NOT say Be a loser!  Don't learn anything!  Waste your life!  Hate everything! Give up! Run away from home! Be dumb!

He did not say any of those things....
So again....  Why encourage children to stay "in school"?
Why not just encourage them?
Why not just teach them?
Why "school".... schools are deadly places and they've been that way almost since inception - qualifying that I'm referring to the standardized modern mandatory school "system".   No child should be forced to spend the majority of their day, the majority of their week, the majority of a month, the majority of a year, the majority of their childhood..... away from their parents.

PARENTS are the primary teachers.
Parents are what's missing from the equation.
Parents.  And today the thought of most parents teaching their kids anything is horrifying to them!
We've actually been programmed to believe that we (parents) aren't qualified to teach our children...!!!
??? But I went to the same school my kids did, and passed.  How am I not qualified...???
Think back on all your teachers.... What special qualifications did you see in them that your parents didn't have...?

I'll tell you what special qualifications they had.... They got paid to babysit your ass... your parents don't.

WTH!?

A lotta parents don't even like their children, much less do they know what to do with them.
I'd say the "school system" has worked like a charm.  Mission accomplished.
A house divided against itself.........
Parents don't like children, children don't like parents, their's no family, no unity, no "like" much less love, no loyalty, no legacy to pass down, no bond.
There is no bond between parents and children....
Parents don't look into their kids' eyes....
They don't feel their heartbeat... they don't see their soul....
They have no idea who these people are.
The school system has destroyed the family.  Parents have to work now in order to survive, work at jobs that they cannot take their children to, jobs that their children cannot participate in and maybe LEARN TO DO THEMSELVES so that when they grow up they will actually know what they're doing and be good at something.... no.  No... keep them as separate as possible!  They can learn all they need to know in school!
Divide and conquer.
Mission accomplished.
Now with this perfect disarray of the minions, control is a piece of cake.
They no longer have to "enforce" control... we beg for it.

Yes.
Stay in school.
You'll grow up to be an irresponsible idiot if you don't.
You don't want to be ignorant all your life, do ya?

And if they don't want to stay in school.... why do you think that is??
Because they don't want to conform?
Because they crave that family bond and its missing?
For some reason, "adults" think there is something wrong when a child won't conform, or when they want to cling to their mother.
Why?  Why is that wrong?  Is conformity what you want?  Is that what you want instilled in your child?
What is the alternative to conformity?
Originality?  Genuincity? Authenticity?

Are these wrong?  Then why the demand to conform...?
YOU were programmed to believe that if you do not conform that you're being irresponsible and lazy.  That you are making yourself a burden on others.  That you are bad.

Question:  Just how long can any one person actually sit and do nothing.....?  Days, weeks, months.... years...?  Name the person who "sat" and did nothing their entire life without contributing anything to the world whatsoever.  Immediately you have an image in your mind!
An image of a fat lazy unshowered slob who cares about nothing but TV, playing video games, eating, sleeping and complaining about other people....  A high school drop out!
An image created by Hollywood...
Name one that you actually know.
One.
Just one.
If "school" is so great and necessary, then why don't the people around you know anything!?
What did YOU learn in school?

Here's a better one....  What did you want to learn in school???
What do you feel you should have learned in school but you didn't?  And why didn't you?

And yes, to you "very few" who are insane (amazing) parents!  Yes, you got it!  And your kids reflect that.  But you are a minority.  What about everybody else.....?

When I was 14 I actively expressed my desire to quit school (because it was stupid...! and yes I made A's...!!!!!!!) and become a writer.  (I was good.  Really!)
I was met with ridicule and anger.  I was met with the "programmed" notion that if I really wanted to be a writer the thing I needed to do was "stay in school", go to college and learn how to be a writer.  Obviously he never read anything I wrote... now did he? (I'm being completely serious, not sarcastic.) Out of 10 years of schooling - mostly public, some private - there were only 2.... TWO teachers who recognized my writing skills with more than a "Hm!", a head nod and an A.  One in the third grade, one in ninth.  And so what became of that?  Of me?   Of my writing career?
Well.... Here it is.  I've learned notta damn thing else about writing.  I spell creatively by choice, not by ignorance. (I won every spelling bee they could throw at me in school.)
Can I still write.... Of course.  And I have the entire world as my audience.
I hated school.  I missed my parents.  I'm still really smart.  I still don't socialize much.  I still miss my parents.  And I still hate the concept of the modern model of the mandatory school system.

My opinion.  My perspective.  Be open for dialogue.  Because communication is our vehicle with which to navigate this world.

This is not a movie.....

This is not a movie.
This is not a movie!!!
This is real life. Your real life.  And my real life.
Every day.

Most reading this post do not make a livable wage from the job you work at.  A job that you most likely spend as much time at as they will allow you, so that you can "earn" more money to make ends meet in your life outside that job.

Do you have a life outside that job???

Not really.  If you think about it all the things you do outside of work are mostly obligatory - buy groceries, pay bills, do laundry, clean, doctors appointments....
When do you ever stop all that and live??  When do you ever just stop and breathe and enjoy what's around you...?  Your life....?

You do not make a livable wage at your job.  You could not survive on your own, you must have some other income just to have the basics of life.  A parent or child with a job, a spouse who works, a bf or gf who works, a 'roommate'.....  The average citizen cannot survive, much less thrive, without a multiple income "family" or living arrangement.
This means you do not make a livable wage.

And at your job.....  They ask more and more of you, give you more unreasonable demands, set you up to fail, dangle "rewards" in front of you like a treat in front of a dog that's about to be castrated...  They push you, guilt you, intimidate you... All so that "good" people will choooooooose of their own free will to "do the right thing" and be a "team player".....

BULL     SHIT    !   !   !

How do they get away with that in America?
Well that's very simple children.  You let them.  When they say jump, you say how high.  Because you're afraid of losing your job and they know this.

So... OMG what happens if you lose your job?

Your life changes.  That's what happens.  And change terrifies you.  Therefore you spend your pathetic "lives" in fearful servitude (slavery) to a hierarchy that gets wealthier and wealthier because its so fucking easy for them to control you, they don't even have to put chains on you anymore!

YOU ARE A SLAVE.
You do NOT own your own life.
And what's most pathetic/disgusting... is that you all KNOW THIS !!!  MAN !

You whine and bitch and complain like spoiled fat children but will not do anything to better the world you live in.

We are all one.  And your actions - AND INACTIONS - affect the whole world.

Here's a silly suggestion but.... make yourself a playlist on iheart or pandora or spotify or youtube or what-ever-the-hell-you-listen-to....
Make a playlist of songs...  Here's a starter kit...  Inspirational Music .  Add to it and share!
This will help you stay focused on the fact that YOU'RE A SLAVE,  and nothing changes unless you do.

Peace and Love

Adventures in Smileage 1

So.... Last night me & my crew went over the Courtney Campbell to Pinkberry.  It was about 7ish in the evening.  Well, we've done this before and shoulda nowne, that weekend evenings are NOT a good time to try to go to PB!!!
It was so comical..... I must say.
There were so many angry people... LMAO!!!
Why??

PARKING!
dun dun DUUUUUUH!!!!!!!

LMAO!!!!!!!
I actually had fun in the face of parking carnage.  :P

Round and round we went.... waiting.... stalking.... competing....
Watching the looks on people's faces....
Dodging the (obviously) wealthy, greedy assholes as they dart and dive and move out of turn....
Obviously afraid that if they're kind enuff to be patient and play fairly, that YOU will get the last steak instead of them!
LMFAO...... Ohhhh..... Stupid fuckers..... I'm just here for the yogurt....!

HAAAAA!!!!!

For those not in the Tampa Bay area, Westshore Plaza has several very upscale restaurants on one side of the mall, and hiding inconspicuously behind them all..... is Pinkberry.  :)

So to get the best non-homemade yogurt ever made, you have to prepare for parking lot war.  That is unless you're smart enuff to go during the day.... Then its a little better.

I got some serious smileage... laffing and grinning ear to ear at the horn-honking, hand throwing, and the all around inconsideration of fellow human beings.....
AND we actually got to park and get yogurt!
I got a "pina colada" style with coconut yogurt, coconut flakes, mango, pineapple and mochi.
YUM!