Pay For Blame

Your're all so terrified of who you really are that you PAY people to take the blame for you!!!

You deceive them by "honoring" them with high titles such as "Doctor" or "Attorney at Law" or "Judge" or "Professor" or "Reverend" or "Father" or "Mayor" or "Captain" or "Senator"........................

If things don't work out, IT'S THEIR FAULT! THEY'RE THE PROFESSIONALS!!!!

That shit is not gonna work anymore humans.

Yes.
We each have special gifts, talents, predispositions, preponderances, passions.... Things we excel at beyond our peers.... Things we really should be doing because we're awesome at it and it blesses the socks off others!
So yes.
Leave some things to those born to do it.
But that never means for us to become complacent and indifferent to our own self responsibility as living beings!
You have faith in anyone with a certificate!! That is NOT the same as being amazingly awesome at what you do!
We ALL know from first hand experience or at least first hand stories of those in our lives, of "Doctors" who should NOT have as much power over life and death as they do!!!!
YOU KNOW THIS!!!
It doesn't matter what school they graduated from, THEY ARE NOT DOCTORS!!!
But because of that damned piece of paper, you grovel and cowl as if an inferior being who does not dare question their deity!

You stupid bastards. Wake up. Stop being afraid!!!
Stop being afraid.
Stop... being.... afraid.

A Profound Notion to End #2015

I don't know that the human race is supposed to evolve completely out of duality... At least not anytime soon!
Not on Earth/Gaia anyway.
I mean, its becoming obvious at this point (2015) that this shit has gone on FOREVER! The rise and fall of "civilizations".... They just keep going thru cycles, The only thing that ever changes are the gadgets, and SOULS! 

Isn't it about the evolution of the SOUL?
Will the SOUL not be evolving forever??

Sure!
Of course!
There ARE other dimensions and realities!
But Earth..... No one on Earth ever evolves to the extent of "getting it right this time"!
It is the same cycle over and over.
The only thing that evolves are SOULS.
And in true Karmic notion, as SOULS evolve there comes a point where they don't have to "cycle" thru this plane anymore.... This dimension..... Earth.

Some key points:

• Earth is Gaia, and she is an entity, she is alive, she is the Mother of humanity.
• Humans are NOT causing Global Warming and Mother Gaia is NOT in danger of being killed off by her offspring, or the human virus! "Climate Change" is a natural, galactic phenomena that is part of a Grand cycle that none of us has been alive to see, nor has anyone in our immediate history. Therefore "humanity" does not see or believe it..... 
• Every time humanity gets to this point in "evolution" it gets buried. Literally. So the only thing left are legends, myths, and a few artifacts that surface over time for the next gen (cycle) to try to puzzle together and figure it all out again. But "figuring it out" is never the point, so they never put it ALL together... And the cycle continues....
• There IS such thing as right and wrong, good and evil! As with all things human, the Buddhist teachings have been taken too far, blown out of proportion and misinterpreted AND not allowed to expand in the SOUL, but instead have been held stagnant and captive by the ego - Turned into rules, laws, and religion.
• Time & space IS the game here on Earth... It IS the matrix.... It IS the very structure of this reality. 

We are all exactly where we should be, need to be, are...
It is all an evolutionary process and NO we are not all in the same place in our evolution.
STOP New Agers, forcing us to all "be one" and the same on all levels!
We are one on a cosmic level that you obviously only "mimic" and do not truly, authentically, experientially understand!
We MUST be allowed the individualization of personal evolvement - THAT is what makes GOD.
Some souls are on level one stage ten.... Meaning they're dense, 3D, dumb as dirt HUMAN and are about to experience "The End" of an age WITHOUT ever "awakening"!!! And THIS is part of their evolution...! They are perfectly placed, perfectly timed, exactly where they are on this evolutionary process..... They are just energy...! (Like eeeeeeeeeevery thing else...!) And this "energy" is finding its way into consciousness on its own pace for its own purpose. It will develop into an identity or it will not - All energy serves a purpose. Let it be.

This LACK of evolvement of any part or level of humanity DOES NOT DOES NOT DOES NOT hinder or change the course of the "graduation" or "leveling up" of other identities or other SOULS!!!!! Their lack of capacity DOES NOT restrict my journey! And yet, we are still all connected, all ONE.
We have had it all wrong (been shortsighted) until now.... This is not the END of all ENDS!!! It will cycle thru again! It is such a Grand cycling that NO ONE in human form grasps it to the extent of passing it down into the DNA so as to become an evolutionary stepping stone.
The "CYCLE" will never phase out.... Because there is so much energy out there trying to become CONSCIOUS and this is (at least one place) where that happens - EARTH.
This is why memories change, fade, erase, resurface in proper time....
This is why people "die"....
This is why we don't carry all our experiences consciously with us all the time...!
We have to EXPERIENCE things raw sometimes.
"Knowing" would defeat the purpose.  Wax on, wax off..... (The Original "Karate Kid" with Ralph Macchio referenced).

2016 Opener

See ya blowin' me a kiss, it doesn't take a scientist
To understand what's going on, baby
If you see something in my eye, let's not over analyze
Don't go too deep with it, baby

So let it be what it'll be
Don't make a fuss and get crazy over you and me
Here's what I do, I play it loose
Not like we have a date with destiny

It's just a little crush
Not like I faint every time we touch
It's just some little thing
Not like everything I do depends on you
Sha la la la, sha la la la
Sha la la la, sha la la la

It's raising my adrenaline
You're bangin' on a heart of tin
Please don't make too much of it, baby
Say the word forevermore
That's not what I'm looking for
All I can commit to is maybe

So let it be what it'll be
Don't make a fuss and get crazy over you and me
Here's what I do, I play it loose
Not like we have a date with destiny

It's just a little crush
Not like I faint every time we touch
It's just some little thing
Not like everything I do depends on you
Sha la la la, sha la la la
Sha la la la, sha la la la

Vanilla skies, white picket fences in your eyes
A vision of you and me

It's just a little crush
Not like I faint every time we touch
It's just some little thing
Not like everything I do depends on you
Sha la la la, sha la la la
Sha la la la, sha la la la

Jennifer Paige Crush 1998

The Test

I'm not "an average idiot".
The average idiot has no clue they're an idiot and they blame everything on someone or something else. They are not conscious of themselves - they are not self-aware. They don't see what they do or what they don't do. They take responsibility for NOTHING. They are mindless drones mimicking society around them. They truly are dumb as dirt for the most part, even tho they may "function" at some sophisticated level conducive to their environment. Like being a manager at PetSmart... Sounds impressive but any awareness level above average idiot will struggle in agony with this position! Only idiots qualify. People who will not or cannot think for themselves. People who are unaware. People who are perpetual victims of society, childhood, or any other "unfortunate" circumstance.

I on the other hand am completely aware of my position in life.
I may not like it, I may not understand it fully. But I am VERY very aware of it.

I know that I confound people. I know that I challenge people to love and care about me.
I know I am a pain in the ass and difficult to be around.

I have struggled with these... "perceptions" of my life, all my life.
I have tried to fit in, be normal, conform.... I have admitted to faults to a fault.... I have embraced my shortcomings... I have listened to those around me in an effort to learn and be humble and grow into a better person. I've tried it "your way" for most of my life in an effort to be good, be submissive, beHAVE.

All that these exercises in futility did... was make me grow into who I am today.
Very conscious.
Very aware.
Of who I am NOT.

I know you struggle to understand me and why I do the things I do, and why I won't do the things you think I should, in order for YOU to think I'm a better person.
I know you think I don't try hard enough, if at all.
I know at least one of you thinks that I think I'm so different that I'm privileged. You think I'm "spoiled".
You think I need to be taken down a few notches....
I know you think I'm lazy. Unrealistic.
I am aware.
I know.
I know all of this!
I know what you think, what you say behind my back, how you talk about me to others....
I know you think very bad things about me and very good things about yourself.
I know you think you love me.

But you don't know who I am.
You do not recognize me.

I, unlike most, am fully aware of my position in life.
I know that I make you cringe.
I know that you think you are better than me, even tho you'd NEVER think you're better than someone else, because its just not a Christian thing to do.
I know you judge me, even tho you don't judge anyone because its against your rule book - "Judge not, lest ye be judged". But you do.....

I don't behave the way you believe people should behave.
You don't think I'm worthy.
You think I don't deserve help because I won't help myself.
You think you've got it all figured out.... because you are normal.

I am not your responsibility.
You should not have to take care of me.
And you resent me for not being like you.

Well............
I'm not like you.
I was BORN not like you.
And your kind are becoming obsolete.
If you really wanted to know, you'd know.
But you don't.
You love your position in life, because you are "GOOD", and I am not.
That makes you feel very satisfied.
Enjoy it while you can. Because that's all you get. That's as far as your heart can stretch.
God will not give you any more than you can bare..... Right??

You can't handle the truth.
So we won't burden you with it.

I will go beyond the shame and confusion...
Beyond poverty....
Beyond ridicule and blame....
Beyond all your limits of what life is....
And I will be free.

Keep your life. Your self righteousness. Your god. Your pride, dedication, and honor.


But in your last moment, remember me.
I was your test.
And you failed.

Beyond the Test

Dark & Heavy - #Rock & #Metal #Music Has a Holy Purpose

You think because we scream and cuss that we're not evolved, not awake or aware.... Just angry and violent and controlled by ego...
You are wrong.
You think hard loud rock metal music is dark, lacking love, life or spirituality... Just angry and violent and birthed by ego out of control...
You are wrong.
You who are afraid of the dark, the shadows, what some call evil and hell... SIN... You do not know what the hell you're talking about.

Metal artist care more passionately about truth, Earth, animals, and humanity than "proper" assholes filled with the light... who never get angry, who think love is pastel and gentle, who are too good to associate with rage.

We are the light who dare to scream out,
Who dare to wield the truth like a dull, dirty sword that's been buried from your eyes for way too long,
We are the prophets...
The teachers...
The deliverers...

We are the preachers of the real gospel.
If we hurt your ears or offend you mind....
GOOD!

Quiet is beautiful, when its time to be quiet.
Solice... Meditation... Peaceful and still....

But in this dimension of reality we must experience contrast.
So we do not apologize for our FOUL VULGAR BRUTISH language and ear-splitting sounds of noise and music.
You need it.
They need it.
It is a holy sacrament whether YOU see it or not!

An Unpopular Truth about #Poverty

"You should be grateful for what you have! Some people don't have anything!!"

"I guess I can't complain.... Some people are worse off than me..." 

"No matter how bad you've got it, somebody else always has it worse."

No.

This is all wrong.

This age-old axiom is bullshit.

Let me rephrase that..... We've outgrown these notions. We've evolved. It's time to see this energy for what it is and move past it.
Because it is perpetuating poverty.

Remember kids, everything is energy.

EVERYTHING.

Thoughts, notions, words, trends and traditions.... All energy.
And energy forms our 3-Dimensional world. Literally.
Energy causes our reality to take shape.

As bad as things are, somebody else is always worse off than you.... Suggesting that some poor schlep in Africa (we always think of African people because of all those "Feed the Children" commercials from the 70s!) lives in filth, squalor and starvation, while you complain about a flat tire here in America.
You ungrateful bastard! 

NO!!!!!

This is NOT the energy we should be using to create the future!
Flat tires SUCK!!! There is no glory in suffering thru a flat tire incident!
We need to deal with the flat tires and broken fingernails the same way we would deal with starving children in war torn places....
That's right! The same way. With the same energy of "Damn! This is not kosher! I must fix it now!"
"This IS important, and I CAN help bring it back to balance!"
You can't move forward with a flat tire and so you complain.
And then you get it fixed.
Use the same energy to fix starvation... Poverty... War... Corruption....
Yes you may bitch about it but then - like it or not - you get that flat tire fixed!!! You DO NOT ever just resign yourself to staying on the side of the road!

Rather than have that same "this must be fixed" importance level, you just tuck your tail when you encounter adversity and hope to piss yourself into a corner quietly like a whipped puppy so that you don't have to take any responsibility for STARVATION OF NATIONS, POVERTY, WAR, ABUSE, NEGLECT, CORRUPTION.
You feign humility because if you face the real truth, you would be overwhelmed with shame, and a sense of helplessness... So you just duck and cover under "I shouldn't complain! Somebody out there has it worse that me...!" "Thank Jesus that my problems are small and petty!"

NOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!
Stop bringing Jesus into this you lazy morons!!!
Get off your ass and BE THE CHANGE.
Change your energy output!
Change your tune!
Change your intention!
PRAY!!!
MEDITATE!!!
USE THE FORCE LUKE!!!!!!

But STOP whining about how grateful you are to be a little less fucked than others.....
Get it...?

#Convergence - The Perfect Storm

This whole bullshit pervasive DOGMA that says humans must be flawed and bad and selfish and liars.....
The whole "this is why we can't have nice things".... Because someone ("someone"!) will come along and abuse the rights, privileges, order, system.... Someone will "be human" and fuck it up for everybody....
The whole "this is why we have laws!" bullshit.....

For those of you who do not believe in humanity as it is supposed to be... You are doomed to live in the world in which you believe. It is a completely unsustainable world filled with evil and it will therefore implode upon itself violently, since that's all you believe humans are capable of.

This is of course a lie, but you cannot accept that, therefore you are going to live with the deadly reality that you do believe in and are convinced of.
You cannot believe in a world where humans make the right choices for the highest good of all because they genuinely want to, instead of being told to.
You cannot see a world where everyone is free to excel and enjoy the objects of their curiosity and creativity, without exponential costs and forced labor and..... some human factor to fuck it all up for somebody!
You cannot conceive a world where I am just as concerned about, interested in, and excited for YOUR life as I am mine.

This - your utter disbelief - is why you will not live in a world like that.
But I will.
And your beliefs will not keep me from it.

There is a convergence.
A convergence of belief systems that will mutually benefit one another. Your darkness will propel my light and my light will propel your darkness.
I will be propelled into a grander, more expanded reality, and you will be propelled into a smaller, more restrictive reality.
I do not have to wait for you to "see things my way...." or "wake up" before I can live in my beautiful world!!!
Oh HELL NO!
That too, is a lie.

It is the time of the convergence!
A convergence is a meeting of two powers going in opposite directions!
They will soon collide because there is no place left to go now, and there will be "sparks"!
But its time!!!
The perfect storm has been brewed up, and here we are!

#Autism and #Autistic Tee Shirts

So my youngest daughter is an Autistic.
Yes, that's right, I meant to say it like that - An Autistic.

She does not HAVE Autism!
She IS Autistic.

She is 30ish (god knows when you may be reading this!) and she looks about 12. Nothing to do with Autism, just fucking amazing DNA.
She is semi-verbal. Very happy. Very wise. Very spiritual. And she's an artist.

So obviously art is her profession.
No.
Profession suggests you fill a highly specified skill set as a functional "cog" in society.
No, she just draws. And draws, and draws and draws.... She does not "do" society.

If anyone would like to pay her for a print of her art, she will gladly accept your money. Money is what this world wants from all of us, so money is what Abi wants from you.

So I'm always looking for ways to share her art and allow her the opportunity to have an income from her gifts, skill, and talent.
She has a web site - http://kerismatic.wix.com/abiartphotography
And a facebook page - www.facebook.com/Abis-art
And I have made a facebook page on which I display her art and mine and other things that offer the same energy about Autism that we feel - www.facebook.com/weareautistic
Because as I always say, If I had been born in 1994 instead of 1964, I would have definitely been diagnosed as Autistic!

It is a paradigm. It is not a disease. It does not need a cure. It has risen to prominence in our time because we need it and we need them! We need their message. They offer us the opportunity to form CONNECTIONS again with our children.
If we will look into their souls, with our souls - because you most often are not allowed to look into their eyes - then we will hear, and understand.
That nothing is more important to humanity than connection.
With the gift of Autism, we are forced to stop everything, and reconsider everything that we've come to know as normal.

So my latest venture for my daughter Abi is Teespring.
I have some skills with graphics programs and so I take her art and make it look awesome on t-shirts. I also throw some of my own in the mix.

You can find a growing collection here -
teespring.com/we-are-autistic

This is about empowerment.
This is about a new paradigm.
This is about awareness and consciousness.
This is the message of Autism.

WE ARE AUTISTIC
WE ARE MANY
WE WILL NOT CHANGE
ACCEPT US

Red Panther Free Shipping!

Basic Rights

No being on this planet should feel like their mere existence is an imposition on the world and society around them!
Everyone is entitled to basic rights of existence!
Everyone!!!
Everyone has the right to be clean and have fresh clothing.
Everyone has the right to stand, walk, and rest in a safe, comfortable place.
Everyone has the right to as much fresh, clean water as they desire.
Everyone has the right to as much healthy, natural food as they desire.
Everyone has the right to safe and sufficient shelter.
With no cost, no tax, no price tag whatsoever!!!
These are basics to existing in this world.
There should be no laws, rules or regulations to basic existence.
No one should feel that they are imposing on the world simply because they were born.
No one should feel that they are a bother to the society that they live within.

Everything will shift.
Everything will flip on it's axis.
Everything will be set right.

This is one of the many things that will change now.
Make it so.

The Reason It's So Difficult For Empaths & Awares

The reason it's so difficult for empaths and awares to be "in public", around other people, in crowds... is because we end up having to think for everybody around us!!!
It wears us out! We see it, we feel it, we know! And its just so so obvious! But when nobody else around you is able to flow in awareness, its taxing!!!
It is energetically draining.
And NO, we can't just "bubble up" these days. The intensity of this age has increased beyond all the old remedies. And again, people who don't "get" this are taxing.
So the wisest thing many of us can do at this time is stay away from crowded situations.
It's ok to do that!!!

Blame Is In The Air

You know how people like to judge those who are "poor", those on public assistance, those "who can't afford to pay their own way"...?

Homeless people who don't have jobs or homes or even clean clothes...?

People like to say 'get a job!' and 'finish school!' and 'stop livin off my hard earned tax dollars!'...

Hard working white Christian whatever Republican motherfucker people... Always blame poor people for being lazy and all that shit...

These same people who love to blame the poor are the very ones costing ME!!!

Because your dumb ass won't take care of YOUR damn self, you're costing ME my freedom to stay well and care for myself and stay healthy. YOUR the reason for Obamacare, because YOU're too god damn lazy to be responsible for your health, to take care of yourself the right way and stop getting sick, stop believing lies and supporting slave labor... 

How about that!?!?

How about I blame you??? How about I blame you just like you blame everybody else because you're guilty! You're dumb asses drive up my car insurance rates, you drive up the price of groceries, you drive up the price of everything because you're stupid and you believe lies and you trust people - not because they're good - but because you're lazy!!! You're too lazy to research and learn the truth for yourself, you're too lazy to believe in yourself, to better yourself and to know when somebody is lying to you to extort money from you!  But that's ok for YOU isn't it!? Because YOU have a job... That justifies all your stupidity, doesn't it...?

I'M the one who cries over your pets because they're so god damn miserable because of your stupidity.... You believe lies upon lies upon lies..... And just keep shoveling money at people....

You're privileged. You have the right to be stupid and make my world sick and depressing and sad... When there are simple solutions called..... (wait for it........................................)

BEING RESPONSIBLE FOR YOURSELF!

Having a fucking job does NOT NOT NOT mean you're a responsible person! 

NO, you don't treat all people equally just because it looks good on paper! 

Some people are liars and users whether you can prove it on paper or not, and even YOU know this!!! But you keep on like nothings wrong.... and blame the poor.

I blame YOU dumb ass motherfuckers! 

How about that!?

YOU're fucking up MY life!

Oh I don't have a right to talk because I don't have a job. Right... Fuck you... Fuck you.

My Life

My life is not gonna work out like you want me to. Its not gonna work out like EYE want me to! You think you don't give a fuck... till you're stripped and nailed helpless for all to see.... Then you find those lost fucks..... And like boils, you can't do a damn thing about them but let them boil... let them judge... let them assume, mock, and shake their heads at you....
Pop quiz asshole - It was me. You failed again.

The Story of Lunazul

So.... There is a full moon tonight... (7.31.15) A "Blue Moon".... These only occur every two to three years. Usually.
The last being 2012 and the next being 2018.
So, cool! A Blue Moon tonight.
Also a payday, for us....
It being a payday we stock up on needs and supportive supplements.... Like alcohol.

So...
We're in a dead zone right now. A place where.... Well it's very backward.
No Chase banks... At all...
No Whole Foods, Trader Joe's, Fresh Market...
No farmers markets... Well....... No.... Occasionally some tomatoes, watermelon or peaches on the side of the road, but.... No, not a farmers market...
No Publix, Vonns, Ralphs, Gelsons... Not even a Kroger!
No Cheesecake Factory...
No Dominos...
Barely even any vegetarian food brands in the grocery stores!
And what you do find is outrageously expensive!
No Total Wine & More.
Just none of the big chain stores or brands we shop at. Just WALMART! (X) (we don't shop there!!!)

So deep within the jungle of this dead zone... Is where we've been for the past month. In a secret garden, a temple, a holy place. A place of rest and refuge. A place of great majik and angels.

Our campervan bus was born from this place.
And while she has grown stronger and stronger with each passing week, we still had no name for her.
Until today.

So we took her shopping to gather dog food, cat food, and people food, and a bottle of tequila.
I went into the small (small!) local liquor store and quickly see the Cuervo. But we don't drink Cuervo anymore. I really didn't think I'd find a real tequila made from 100% Agave. But there was this one bottle. And only one bottle. It was reasonably priced considering it was real tequila and where I was.
So we get back to our spot... unload our treasures... put things away and settle in for a snack of buffalo cheddar popcorn and a soda... But first...!
I crack open the tequila and pour just a baby shot in a couple of glasses for me and Ab to celebrate and bless our future in the spirit of the Full Blue Moon tonight!
I noticed a wolf's head on the top of the lid and thought it was cool!  I said, "Abi, its a sign!"
And THEN I noticed the name of the tequila.....
Lunazul !

It means Blue Moon!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Our campervan bus's name is now Lunazul. The van is white and blue!


now that's some STRANGE MAJIK!

Lunazul, The Blue Moon Beast (Zulee Beast)

Outside of the Box

If you play outside the box, don't expect it to be pretty all the time!
The reason you get out of the box is to really experience real life.
The box that most can't seem to get out of represents safety, security, protection, normalcy.
If you want more than that, you have to realize "there's a price", or you could also say, there are RESULTS!
Why do most people stay in the box??
BECAUSE SOMETHING MIGHT HAPPEN if you get out!!!
And most people take that as a very scary thing! Most people take that as - What if something BAD happens!?
And they're right!
Something bad may indeed happen if you get out of the box!
If you step out of the lines...
If you don't play by the rules of conformity...
There are no guarantees that things will be as you thought they would be.
THAT is the adventure of getting out of the box!

You are no longer  protected by the borders and walls of a containment, nor are you any longer controlled by them! You are free!  And this freedom is not what conformers have been taught freedom is.

Some people jump outta the box and expect to have their cake and eat it too, as the old saying goes.
No rules and no risk.
It does not work that way.
Somebody somewhere is always going to create and cause a balance. The GOD field or energy field that creates the manifested world we live in demands balance. For every action there is an equal and opposite REaction - energetic balance. You can't have a thousand watts of electricity flowing thru a cable without it having a comparable ground wire, else you'd have all that energy flying and sparking dangerously around serving no purpose and causing harm. Balance.

So why get outta the box if its so dangerous!?
To LIVE!
We are gods and we have the capacity to find balance in all things.
When "something bad" happens, our ability to KNOW what's going on at the roots, and our free will to CHOOSE to proceed with knowing and positive intention (or faith) is what makes LIVING outside the box a great advantage. We grow and expand every time we encounter a challenge and sort it out.
When we encounter a challenge and begin to panic - whine, blame, regret, doubt, fear - we often retreat to the box and swear off ever, EVER getting out again! We may become convinced that "they were right!" and we were never meant to get out of the box. And thus we remain slaves to the mind rather than realize our divinity.

The story of Jesus is one of walking outside the box, encountering challenge and resistance, and walking thru it all, even into the depths of hell, and coming out the other side.
Its that simple!!! It is not, nor ever was, about religious obeyance!!! THAT'S the box!!!
Jesus left ONE RULE - love. ,
Go thru resistance and hell fire, KNOWING what's going on, KNOWING that this isn't personal, FEELING every second of the fear and doubt and anguish and pain, FEELING the abandonment and the loneliness - not escaping it, SURRENDERING to the process KNOWING KNOWING KNOWING, that when you become as broken as you can break, you will realize your divinity - you are immortal, indestructible, and you will always rise from the ashes - if you choose to believe that.

God and Jesus and faith have not a goddamn thing to do with following rules!!!!!!!!!!!!
Cussing drinking smoking sexing gendering racing..... Mean NOTHING!!!
Thou shalt not steal.... Well ok, STEAL!  But there will be balance! Because you are god and do not need to steal! What is going on inside you to make you feel the need to steal?
THAT is what god is concerned about - NOT FOLLOWING RULES! Even Paul in the new testament bible book wrote that the rules were only there to let us know that something was out of balance inside of us! (But they didn't translate it that way so now you're all fucked up, still trying to follow RULES to make yourselves right!)
Thou shalt not lie.... Well we all do, and for various reasons, in varying degrees.... The point is YOU ARE GOD so why do you need to lie? A lie only means you are not willing to deal with the truth. And god is about truth - therefore lying will cause a "balancing" effect. Deal with it!
You won't be sent to hell and eternal punishment  for breaking rules!!!  That's bullshit! You will deal with the balancing effect - or Karma.

Out of the box life.... Only for those with the ovaries to do it.

At Some Goddamn Point....

At some point, we've got to start acknowledging the difference between people with dogs, and people who are responsible...

Because she has dogs....

A sucessful TEACHER, with degrees, all the right documentation,

citizenship, everything responsible people are supposed to have....

But when she is down on her luck she is denied housing....

Because she has dogs....

At some goddamn point... we have got to acknowledge that we can tell the difference between
People with guns, and people who are responsible... not all people with guns are irresponsible...
People with medical degrees, and people who are responsible... not all people with a medical license are responsible...

People with robes, and people who are responsible... not all people wearing robes are responsible...

People with badges, and people who are responsible... not all people with badges are responsible...

People who smoke, and people who are responsible... not all people who smoke are irresponsible...

People who party, and people who are responsible... not all people who party are irresponsible...

People who make mistakes, and people who are responsible... not all people who make mistakes are irresponsible...

People who have kids, and people who are responsible... not all people who have kids are responsible...

People who are freakin weird, and people who are responsible... not all people who are weird are irresponsible...

People who are assholes, and people who are responsible... not all people who are assholes are irresponsible...

People who have a gift, and people who are responsible... not all gifted people are responsible...

People with money, and people who are responsible... not all people with money are responsible...

People who are poor, and people who are responsible.... not all people who are poor are irresponsible...

People who are ill, and people who give a shit....... not all sick people are irresponsible...
GET IT????????!
No.
You don't.

There are at least one of every kind of person imaginable out there! They are free to fly their own freak flag every second of their lives, as long as............

The difference between you and me is not guns, drugs, degrees, money, history, race, temper, marital status, parenthood, neighborhood, faith........

Guns are not dangerous.
Fire and 5,000 pound SUVs are not dangerous.
Pit Bulls are not dangerous.
Books are not dangerous.
History is not dangerous.
Recreational drugs are NOT dangerous.
Cigarettes are not dangerous. YOU HEARD ME!
Wild animals are not dangerous.
Viruses are not dangerous.
Storms, earthquakes, and tidal waves are not dangerous....

The only thing that is truly dangerous... Is human irresponsibility.

The difference between you and me is not guns, drugs, degrees, money, history, race, temper, marital status, parenthood, neighborhood, faith........
The difference between me with a gun and you with a gun is not a badge, or even a safety course.
The difference is I AM RESPONSIBLE. I AM CONSCIOUS AND AWARE. And it is obvious!

The only remedy to anything is inside each and every human being.
Consciousness. Choice. Compassion.
Your Heart!

You pay people who consciously and intentionally abuse and lie to you but you can't give $5 to a broken human soul on the street.......

YOU are the problem.
That is all.

The #Homeless

This is YOUR problem.
This is a direct reflection of where you're at.
Your indifference and your fear of your own sovereign authority is what got them here today.

Your refusal to listen to your intuition and your heart.
The careless abandon with which you succumbed to being controlled and convinced that we are better served by following rules than by feeling, participating in lives and communities, and being genuine human beings.

You allowed this to happen because you did not pay attention to all the warnings.

You never questioned where your food was coming from and now (that its too late) you find out it has been poisoning generations and has been stripped of all its nutritive value....
You never questioned (because you've been taught to be ashamed of trusting your intuition and you've been taught to fear dying) the doctors who seemingly produced miracle cures and remedies for all the disease and discomfort you were told killed thousands upon thousands of your ancestors, when in truth most all of these diseases were new and never seen in massive amounts of the population.
You never put 2 and 2 together and noticed how all these things have coincided....
You never (because of your fear of ridicule and guilt) questioned the use of vaccines and how you've never been told the whole story.... You just assumed you were too stupid to understand and so you trusted blindly...
You found out how toxic the pesticides were that cover all of your food sources, and then proceeded to do nothing about it. Now you mysteriously have generations of damaged people but "they" told you it was because of genetics.... and you believed them..... again.
You never questioned the history they taught you about your country or even your species.... Because that's blasphemy.

So now, you're left with several generations who have been psychologically, emotionally, chemically, and medically mutilated beyond human recognition. They don't have the capacity to "function" in a "normal" way as you want them to..... as you yourself have been trained to do. And so now you blame them.
You continue to carry on as if its 19-fuckin-50 and the world has not turned up-side down! The world most of you grew up in NO LONGER EXISTS!!! Look around!
And yet you blame the poor.......

When actually its YOUR fault that they've ended up like this, hopeless, homeless, nasty, addicted, and incompetent.... and on your streets.

They are malnourished. People think they are doing homeless people a favor by getting them a meal from McDonalds or 7-11.... Their heart is in the right place but this shit is what got them there in the first place.
A lot of these people have seen and experienced things such as war and child abuse that no human should ever have to suffer..... And then they're mind-fucked out of seeking genuine "professional" help. And then YOU blame them...... When you don't even have a fucking clue why they're there.... in front of you..... on your streets.

So you punish them.
Treat them like trash.
Loathe them.

Who you really loathe is yourself...
Something inside of you knows that this is your doing....

They are YOUR children, YOU made them, but its their fault somehow....
I don't mean you physically gave birth to them, I mean your indifference is the cause of their suffering. They are on the streets for you!  To show you that ALL your actions and in-actions have results, consequences... an effect on the entire world.
You cannot separate yourself from your indifference, your neglect, your fears, and the world you have participated in creating.

The reason you praise military members so highly is because you're USING THEM...
If they're fighting that means you don't have to!  That's their job, not yours!
Well that's a delusion that you've created for yourselves because you're afraid to "fight" for your freedom, and the freedom of your countrymen.
Actually, you don't even believe that 'all men are created equal' and that all have the right to 'life, liberty, and the pursuit of happiness'. You only believe that good, obedient slaves have that right.

What you are currently referring to as "freedom" is LAZINESS. It is indifference! You are so grateful that someone else can go play in this bloody war of lies so that you never have to participate in what's really going on.... all over the world, and in your own back yard. Homeless people are not lazy dead-beat losers.... YOU are.
Because you are not willing to see how things got to this point, and you are not willing to accept your responsibility for it.
Our "enemies" are NOT people of different nations or religions!!!
Our "enemies" are ourselves.
Our "war" is not to be fought with guns and bombs.... Our war is with our own consciences. Our war is between our mind and our heart, individually. Our war within is now demanding that we choose - obedience to rules, or intuitive, heart-felt doing what we know is right and taking responsibility for our own lives and our communities. Our war is between faith and fear.
And YOU are losing.

How long will you suppress your beating heart in lieu of rules and laws, and government and money.... How long will you allow human beings to be sacrificed for your indifference.... Not just the ones over seas who are prey for greedy war mongerers... But the ones living in your streets... In your town... How long will you judge them without seeing that YOU did this, and YOU are the only one that can change it?
For god sake just love them. Stop judging them. Stop demanding that they be normal by your standard of normal because they can't all do that!!! 
The ones that can, will.
The rest are the ones that you must care for... because they cannot care for themselves. They do not belong in shelters or institutions and certainly not jails.... They deserve the right to have a place that they can call home, a refuge, good food, and simple kindness. People are building Tiny Homes for these people, they don't all need big apartments and all the responsibilities that go with that!!! Utilities and cleaning and maintenance..... That's too much for them to handle.
They just need a spot, a place of refuge.
And they really really really need to be free of the constant fear of being harassed by their own kind.
Love them, help them, and leave them alone. Allow them to have opportunities without forcing them to conform! You don't know why they are where they are..... So stop forcing them to be something they are not.

If you don't want them on your corners or in unsightly cardboard boxes, let them have cart-shelters, and let them eat well.... Because they are YOU.
And until you see that, nothing will get better.

Compassion.
The End.

Get A Job!

Ya know, those of you who say that people who crowdfund, or ask for donations, or try to "raise money" when they are not conventionally employed, or ask for donated supplies to do the things they wanna do should 'work for it, get a job and earn it, just like we did' are right.
People should be self-responsible.

But your shitty, resentful, bitter, selfish goddamn attitude with which you all say this has gah-tta go!!!

FUCK YOU!

You are not offering anything wise or beneficial just because the words you speak are the beginning of a truth.
You hurt and offend tender consciences by being such rude assholes.
Guide them, Mentor them, Offer alternatives that have worked great for you when YOU had that experience. Recommend a fucking book on the subject. But keep your douchebagga attitude for your damn reflection in the mirror!

Self righteous assholes.
You hurt.

Be the change, not the stain.

That is FUCKING all.

Meet the Gypsetters

Where do I begin....???
Well... I guess some backstory....
I have moved around since the day I was born... Never lived under the same roof more than 4 years at a time, except for one time in Arleta California... That was real close to five years - give or take a couple o' months.
The proverbial Wandering Jew (yes, I have a drop or two).
Have wheels, will travel.
I've put as much rubber on I-10 as a trucker!
Lived in 10 different states, and no - my Daddy was not military! Been thru twice as many, just getting from one place to the other.
In my adult life, I've tried to put down roots and the roots just won't take. After 51 trips around the sun, I think I'm detecting a pattern..... (?)  Why fight it.... I've chosen to embrace it.
I've dreamed of just having an RV for most of my life - I mean, how much more perfect could it get!? I'm always home, no leases, no deposits, no rules, yes I DO own my own home, and my animals could not be taxed or discriminated against.
In the past 4/5 years, I've explored Tiny Houses, campers, tents, eco communities, sustainable communities, and of course RVs. I've discovered and joined a bunch of camping, RV & TH groups on facebook. I've learned SO MUCH! People around me are probably sick of hearing me talk about living in an RV! LOL
One of the greatest things I've learned is what an amazing community RVers are! It feels like home.....
So..... One Saturday/Sunday(?) morning I'm going back and forth between Craigslist (looking for my RV) and fb (catching up on the feeds), I actually "ran into" a lady in one of the groups who was the owner of one of the RVs I'd been looking at on Craigslist! When all of a sudden, as I was bouncing between group conversations, "this guy" posts this long-ass advertisement-type post about a nomadic community of RVs traveling the countryside helping people start sustainable communities and a TV show and a hearty 'come on out and join us!'
My first thought was SPAM! Somebody get this guy outta here....
But there was more to it than that. I read the post several times to make sure I wasn't imagining things that weren't actually written. I mean, it was as if this guy had been reading my journals! Too good to be true..... But there was something more to it than that. I was intrigued. I was captivated! Could there really be other real people who had this idea!?
So I commented on the post. Something about how amazing or how I'd be there in a heartbeat.... except I didn't have an RV. Much less a vintage RV as he mentioned in the post that these Gypsies will be traveling in.
He told me to send him my email in a private message and that he'd have someone contact me to see if they might be able to help me out with that. Done!
I guess it was a couple or few days later I get an email from Mike.
Long story short, Mike said they'd probably be able to work something out but that they'd like to meet me. They were having an intro rally in Titusville Florida - about 2 hours from where I live now. AWESOME! I can do that! The catch was.... This happened the first week in February. The rally wasn't until the third week in APRIL!!!!
So I waited. . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . .
Almost time! About a week or so before the date of the Rally, the guy who posted the original post I had seen in the group (David) finally started the countdown posts! Along with all events and contact info and address........... The address.............
Was NOT in Titusville.
It had been changed to Mary Esther Florida. SEVEN hours from where I live now. Wow. Oh no...
My daughter had gotten (luckily!) one additional day off from work in order to go to this event. That was plenty since it was only 2 hours away! Hell we could've gone back and forth each day if it was that close! But now..... What the hell were we gonna do now?
Well, David apologized and I said I've not waited this long to let this get in my way! We wouldn't be able to stay but one day, but this had to happen! So we drove.... Seven + hours, went straight to day one of the three day rally to meet these magical people, stayed one night in a hotel (at seasonal rates!), went back the next day (day 2) to discuss a possible plan for getting me and family into one of their RVs, and then drove back that day - another seven + hours.
Some things I will not elaborate on in this blog:

• The unexpected expenses
• Getting someone to care for our special-needs dog
• The "less-than-perfect" condition of my 4Runner for such a long trip
• My Autistic daughter who doesn't deal well with unplanned situations [Another reason having an RV will be so so so beneficial for us!]
• My self-diagnosed (yet dangerously obvious) "Vehicular Narcolepsy"
• The absolute perfection of almost every aspect of this trip

So how'd it go...???

Well let me just say WOW for starters.

David's family (the Pikes) are so.... genuine, they're almost surreal. (guess that's an oxymoron... *wink*) 

And polite. 

And friendly. 

Even writing this I shake my head in amazement. No, it wasn't just 'Southern hospitality'. I'm FROM the South!  Actually about 3 hours from Mary Esther! And it ain't like that there! Everybody in Mary Esther/Ft Walton Beach was SO FRIGGIN POLITE!!! 

At that point, my girls & I realized we had been in Clearwater way too long without a road trip!

These people really were magical. 

I met "email Mike", and he is so kind and so wise.

I met David and he has such amazing energy!

I met Becky, David's wife, who greeted me with a warm hug just like I was family. We had spoken on the phone and she gave me some info about hotels. Such a genuine, beautiful soul.

I met Dave (jr) and his wife Ana - whom I had also spoken with on the phone.

I didn't get to meet the other daughters as they got in really late from other states where they live.

And of course several others who were friends and extended family.

There were lots of children there... And it was so amazing! They were well behaved!!! Their parents were attentive!!! There was no yelling or threatening. No disgruntled fit-throwers. One little fella loved the Jazz band. One little fella didn't feel well and was kinda fussy, but still did what his Mama asked him to do with no back-talk. These kids were happy, not harshly disciplined. (We were amazed!)

I learned how to change a rear tire on a coach without a jack, (and YES, I remember most of it!).

I learned how to correctly set the steering on a GMC coach, although the last part of that one I'd have to see again as it was a little more complicated.
I learned that motorhomes have bogies and airbags, and unless you know about motorhomes - they're not what you think!
I learned that a coach doesn't move without the airbags.

I learned the significance of the GMC brand of motorhome.

We walked thru a mock nomadic city consisting of GMC motorhomes of various sizes, shapes and colors. One for schooling the kids, one for growing food, one for retail goods and many more...  A literal self contained mobile city! That travels from place to place educating, and developing and building communities with sustainable practices and methods.

I learned that I share David's awareness of the importance of passing real mastery and genuine wisdom down to the next generation so that it will not be lost. Schools cannot do this!

I heard a lot about family, and how family is more than blood. Family is divine synchronicity. I heard more than once that you recognize some people that come into your life as special from the moment you meet them.
So much to learn.  So many questions I didn't get to ask.
We missed a lotta live music!!!

We missed meeting a lotta people who weren't able to be there until after it was time for us to leave, and a potluck dinner that I'm sure will be amazing.

We didn't get to meet any of the dogs... (Dogs & Cats are our people!)

Ab did speak with a couple of beautiful chickens and a rooster though.

No, we did not come home with a coach. This meeting, this touching bases, was not about that. This was about meeting friends and having conversations. This was about feeling the energy to see if we were really what we seemed to be and really on the same frequency. And I believe we are! Turns out they are gonna help us get into an RV, because that's what these people do - help others. There just wasn't time for us to do more on this trip. So it continues via long distance for now.

Me nor my girls wanted to leave! But Jessi had to be back to work at 830am the day after that seven hour return trip and getting in at 11pm. And Ab wasn't feeling well.

But.... I came away so excited about the potential. I feel their dream of going out there and making the world a better place! THAT'S what attracted me to David's post that day.

I know that I am destined to travel in an RV and help people. Just so happens this group of very knowledgeable and experienced people have offered to help get me into a good, sound vehicle that I won't have to wonder and worry about. These guys tear these things apart and rebuild them! Some of these guys wrote the book on these RVs! You don't find people like this - the Universe sets appointments for shit like this!
SO glad I made it to my appointment!

I can't wait to roll with these Gypsetters. 

#TRIBE

People want to do good, people want to give, and give back.

But most people are so lost in programming and fear....

If we who are able will just go out there and start doing it.... Others WILL be inspired and encouraged and will join in. 

They don't need any more sermons, seminars or self help books.

They don't need money making schemes, because money is not the answer.

They need demonstrations! 

The need to see that it's real and not just stories people talk about on facebook.

For reference, please see my entry on the day after my birthday here:  Now - This Is Where I'm Going

#Ally

I have a HUGE ally on my team. She's called #Gaia.
And she is a very conscious player in this game!!!
She seems weak and helpless by current human standards. But she is not.
She is simply presumed upon.
Her image has been exploited by the media as yet another tool for human manipulation.
But rest easy......
She will have the last word.
She is not who you think she is.

#Blame #GOD

People say "How could a loving god allow such horrible things to happen in the world!?"

Two things:  First, these people are actually referring to a "fairy godmother" type, not understanding "god" at all. And second, they certainly don't understand who THEY are!

People are plagued with the delusion that they are not responsible for themselves or the world we live in.  People are convinced that only "god" is responsible and that human beings are mere helpless victims/servants.

SUCH A LOAD OF BULLSHIT!!!!

Only a fucking idiot would disbelieve in "god" on the basis of human cruelty to one another!
Only a fucking idiot would blame this same god for human cruelty to one another!!!!
And only a fucking religious idiot would blame THE DEVIL! Or another idiot-fucking religion, or SIN....
Rather than truly understand "god" and "themselves"...

Stop blaming a god YOU DON'T KNOW, you dumbass!

Sorry...... But It's Not About Ending #Poverty!

It is not about "ending poverty", or rich people giving 25% of their wealth to change the world and put us all on equal ground...!!!
If rich people DID do that, the "equality" wouldn't last long.... Because the reason the poor are poor would still be there.... It's not all about greedy people taking more than their share. Greedy people can only take more of YOUR stuff if you LET them.
Well why do the poor continue to let the rich rape and steal from them???
THAT is the question whose answer will end poverty.
Poverty mentality is all poor people know! And filling that GAP is what will dissolve the whole concept of poverty. There will be no more conscious space for it to exist!

What's the difference between a six month old infant and an adult who are riding on a bus and both have to urinate REALLY BADLY! The six month old just does it. The adult COULD DO THE SAME THING! But CAN THEY!? It is extremely difficult for an adult to pee on themselves of their own intention! Once you've been "potty trained" you just can't go back! There is no longer any space in your consciousness for such an act... That gap has been filled with a plausible, well functioning solution... A better way!

It's the same with poverty.  Until the gap is filled properly in the consciences of the poor, the cycle will continue to repeat. I mean, a six month old doesn't pee itself because there is no toilet! They pee themselves at home just as readily as they do on the bus! A toilet is not the solution! A conscious knowledge of the toilet AND hygiene, a sense of purpose, a sense of collective functionality.....
Apply this concept to poverty.

Giving free money will not fix poverty. Filling personal gaps with solutions, not OTHER PEOPLE'S MONEY, is the only thing that will produce forward progress!!!

Teaching people to THINK for themselves, teaching people to create ourside the box, teaching people how to rise above their circumstances without money! Teaching people about being human again instead of the program of poverty that consumes their consciousness and therefore all the free space in their lives. Teaching people to believe in themselves!!! Encouraging fellow human beings to explore, excel and be authentic OUTSIDE the confines of  "someone else's money"!
THIS alone will END poverty. Resolve "poverty mentality".
If you can think for yourself instead of only thinking what you've been programmed to think, and if you can believe in yourself.... You can become open to possibilities of what it means to be ALIVE, not "be poor" and not "be rich"!!!! But be ALIVE!
Human potential... an AUTHENTIC sense of self worth and purpose will unleash the energy of "prosperity" to the poor. Someone with an open mind, and open heart, and the confidence and curiosity to learn and grow will no longer bend over upon command and take it up the ass.... Because only the POOR of spirit, the ignorant, the helpless.... only a slave will allow that to happen to themselves or to those they love.

Those in poverty are impoverished in their SPIRIT!!! They have given in to fear and helplessness and therefore ignorant patterns of servitude. They can no longer see anything but money.... the drug... the one thing that separates them from their pain.... But like any drug, it doesn't last long and so it becomes an obsession.
Not until we remove MONEY from the equation will we begin to see the truth of the situation and find grounded, foundational, unshakable solutions.
Those in poverty need to see someone leading them who is not corrupted with the power of money.
They need to see in action the meaning of "success" and "accomplishment" and "empowerment" WITHOUT MONEY.
They need to see that money is nothing without them - not the other way around!!! And this cannot be done within the current system where money is god.

Who has the balls to follow the new path??
There is a new way, and it will end poverty, and it is NOT money!

Welcome to a new level of the power of love.
Love in action like you've never seen before.
LIKE YOU'VE NEVER SEEN BEFORE.
Don't look for it because you won't recognize it!
You've NEVER SEEN THIS LOVE BEFORE!!!

It is NOT weak.
It does NOT kiss ass.
It does NOT take any prisoners.
It sets people free!

Words

If you are looking for words with which to secure me.... I will challenge your efforts.
It is my job.
It is unforgiving.
It will break you.

If you are looking for words....

With which to tame me, calm me, make me easy to swallow... I will dual to the death of your pathetic insecurities.

Words....

To comfort yourself.

Words....

To explain me.

Words....

To justify your fear of free persons... 

A free You is terrifying.

A free Me is a threat.

Keep looking for words to secure me so that I don't blow wildly thru your heart and mind, upsetting order and daring you to breathe what you do not believe.

March 2015 Vibe Line: Still Missing It!

Here's whats trending on the VIBE line....
You're all still trying to do it the OLD way!
And your success at it is your worst enemy.

Its not change we need.
That's over.
It's gone. GONE GIRL!!!

Its an entirely new reality that we're working in at this point.... and all your "admirable" (PUKE!!!) attempts at changing the world and making things better is an affront and a stinging insult to the TRUE better way that some of us see, know, and hold, and are grounding into the Earth.

You're still trying to find new, eco-friendly, green, sustainable, community friendly ways to MAKE MONEY. But the TRUE new way says YOU DON'T NEED MONEY!
You're still (spending money!!!) demanding that companies (who've used you and lied to you and manipulated you for years!!!) label GMOs. But the TRUE new way says ARE YOU FUCKERS COMPLETELY BRAIN DEAD?!?!?!? DON'T BUY THEIR SHIT AT ALLLLLL!!!!!!! THEY LIED TO YOU!!!! BUY small and local. (dumbshits!)
You're still trying to get medical marijuana legalized. The TRUE new way says DROP THE "MEDICAL" and just legalize this plant! Period! "MEDICAL" people will know what to do with it!
You're still fighting to legalize "gay marriage" everywhere. The TRUE new way says MARRIAGE???? Is just a legal contract for which THE GOVERNMENT is charging you MONEY! Return to ceremony and integrity, and get the government completely OUT of our personal affairs!
You're still trying to get affordable healthcare. The TRUE new ways says JUST DIE STUPID! You'd rather worry and fret over health care and spend all your money on fear-mongering "health care companies" than educate yourselves, be responsible, and BE HEALTHY!!! Please, do us all a favor and just DIE.
You're still trying to get a degree, a license, a certification (to prove you know what you're doing? to appease the IRS?), and spending more money than you'll ever be able to repay and then ENJOY the fruits of. The TRUE new way says you don't need papers! You need passion and mentors, life teachers, Mothers and Grandmothers, Fathers and Grandfathers, Aunts and Uncles, NEIGHBORS who learned from Masters of their craft before them and are now ready to pass it on to you FOR NO MONEY! You all need "Mr. Miyagi".

There are more...... Just look around.

The New way is to the core, purist, "you're made in the image of GOD you dumbass, now start living like it!!!"  REALITY.  People been using the term "Real"  for a minute now.... BUT THEY AIN'T SEEN REAL YET!  This new way is the REAL real. It's authentic. Unshakable. Invincible. Indestructible. It is love like you never knew before. Yes its kind and compassionate! For those who need it, but it does not take any prisoners and has flawless bullshit detection!!!

We DO know what to do and how to do it.
Some of you are still afraid to take it beyond the limitations of illusion and make it the way it should be.... So you try to "do new", the old way.
It won't fly.
No more.

Be real.
Or its gonna sting........

A #Fallacy of the #Intentional #Community

One fallacy of the Intentional Community movement for some is this communistic feel of  "everyone has to do their fair share or else", "everybody has to work!" to earn their place in the community... Emphasis on WORK and EARN.
This is at best a misconception, and actually total bullshit.

This concept of the Intentional Community is indeed an alternative to the modern current social structure that most people on the entire planet are done with....... but it is not better!!!
It is not what we're looking for...
It is not evolved.

It is still, by and large, based on the very basic human fear of lack and being taken advantage of if you let your guard down and act compassionately, generously, and authentically.
This is as much a part of the "old system", old paradigm as capitalism, money, credit cards!
This is third dimensional, limited, programmed FEAR of our potential.
It is still a system based on the control of those who will not volunteer self responsibility!

It offers no personal freedom and is not founded beyond third dimension concepts of the old system that we have obviously outgrown.
SOS, different calendar.

Until we realize how profoundly things have changed on a COSMIC level, including human consciousness, and until we realize that we are entering an age where intuition and trust and COMPLETE authenticity will be our operating system.... we will continue the same vicious cycle of defeat.
There is new energy at our disposal!
Magik at its grandest interpretation!
WE ARE capable of being self responsible, generous, compassionate and yet firm in our truths and wisdom. WE CAN be open and yet know how to discern, how to say no, how to guide and redirect energy that produces unfavorable and unacceptable outcomes!!!
THIS is what the famous presidential catchphrase REALLY  meant!!!
YES WE CAN.
Not "we can change the world" but we can discern  and be responsible and peaceful without being judgmental and abusive and unfair to our fellows.
YES   WE   C A N ! ! ! !

So NO, I do not have to work to EARN my place in this world or your community or anywhere else. I have to be authentic. And you have to deal with it. And it will all begin to roll, to flow, to produce desired results when we just let go and let it happen!!!
We will ALL be happy and fulfilled when we are able to do this.
It will not be a status quo, cookie-cutter happiness based on performance!
It will be the no limits, no fear, endless, inexhaustible source of dreams coming true!

It is not 1969 any longer. We have to let what they birthed in that era come to maturity! Turn it loose, let it be free.... Stop trying to control it..... Let it be free... Just like they wanted it to be.
Intuit.
Trust.
Know.

#Moneyless #Economy

We as a global society, a species, are headed for a moneyless economy.
This is not big news to most economists.
Nor to hard-core Christians.
Each prepare in their own way... Some engage in alternative currencies such as real gold or BitCoin, while others stockpile essential survival items and build fortresses.

But I get this information from none of these sources.
As with everything, there are two sides to this coin, and as with all things, there are two polarities to the axis around which this coin spins.
No one seems to be getting this.


The Coin
Side one - The Biblical "Mark of the Beast" is implemented globally. A microchip or nano ink tattoo is embedded into everything on Earth! Everything is a commodity, everything has a price on it, everything is monetized!  Everything!!! But rather than shock the world with this Biblically evil system... First everything will be converted to plastic (cards), and then digitized, (you can EMAIL money now!), and THEN for practical reasons and safety against fraud and theft.... Why not just personalize everything!  That way we can keep up with all the dishonest people, and the honest people won't mind at all because no one can steal their stuff anymore. Honest people are happy and grateful for this new system! But NO ONE has privacy anymore and NO ONE is free.

Side two -Love one another. That is all. No money needed. No system needed. Everybody's dreams are just as important as the others'... Everyone's skill or talent or gift is given freely.
Love. Trust based on natural intuition. Remembering that you are a living SOUL that cannot be bought or sold, and that you have the capacity to be responsible for yourself. Feeling compassion for others, helping your neighbors with genuine wisdom and love.

Both sides operate with no money.

The Polarities
Side one - Control. The misguided concept that human beings cannot and will not ever "behave" and be self sufficient in a responsible way and therefore must be "controlled" for the greater good of all existence. Only a select group have the capacity to know what's best. Truth has been overwritten with logic. This leans toward an elitists system, that seems to have a greater design and end-game than most people can imagine.

Side two - Freedom. Every individual with the courage to do so begins to choose for themselves, think for themselves, make sovereign decisions on their own. They don't wait for grants or funding, they don't pass the buck or point the finger, they get in there - into their communities, into their families and with total disregard for all they've ever been told - they make things right! They help the homeless, begin to educate their own children, freely give to those in need - not because its a tax write-off, but because that's who they are!!!  They genuinely feel love, feel their own power, lose all the fear they've been taught.... and begin to change the world.

We do not need money!!!
We need to remember who we are.

There is a battle between good and evil going on all around us, building to its critical mass and about to explode any moment now... and we are all in the midst of it regardless of what we believe or have been taught.

Sovereignty is when you have your very own unique thoughts and feelings and inspirations without being told... Without being told what to do, or what NOT to do. THIS is the true freedom we are all really seeking deep inside our souls!
This is "god" in us!
This is "Christ" in us!
THIS is the true dominion of human consciousness!
NOT slavery and control, but a righteousness all our own that does not need to be taught or enforced.

Right now,even those who kinda sorta believe this are afraid to let go and trust god, or the universe, or fate, or destiny..... or whatever you want to call it. They are afraid that something bad will happen and they will suffer, or their loved ones will suffer and that they will not be strong enough to face the consequences of all the "what if's"...

Those who FEAR NOT......
Those who believe to the end....
Those who have faith and believe without flinching in what is good and right and rings loud and clear in their souls...... These are the future. They will have no money. They will need no money.
And these are NOT some future race of humans that will evolve after you're dead and gone.
Oh no! You don't get out that easy!
This generation is NOW.  It is US.  I am one.
And if you are too..... You're not alone!

I Am Worthless

Ya see.... Here's the thing - Because I don't have a degree in anything, or a license to practice anything, or an ordination by a HUGE mega-religion (one recognized by the IRS).... no certification, no insurance bond, no endorsement from any prestigious institution - I am nothing.

All my wisdom and skill.... worthless.
All my experience and ability, all my desire to contribute and participate.... completely invalid.

There is a huge wave.... a movement... of people who see the need for change. Many people have stepped out to begin to do things differently and make things better than the old system. But most - yes MOST - of these same people who seem to be awake, are simply falling into a new way to do the same old thing... which will keep them in the same old system.

Many people realize the need for change, but can't see out of the damn box.
Mission accomplished.
Slavery established.
Confirmed.
Secured.

What very, very few can see is that the WHOLE SYSTEM  is what must go!
Completely!
Disintegrate!

What very, very few can grasp is that there is at our fingertips (!!!) a way that is so good and perfect that it is divine!
People cannot see what is right in front of their faces.

What has become contemporarily known as capitalism, has no better version of itself! Stop trying to fix it.
There IS a system where everybody gets everything they want and need. And it involves no money whatsoever. None.

A highly intelligent, creative, compassionate, awake and aware person such as myself... has no place in this current society. Because I have no papers. I am not to be trusted with the obvious knowledge, skill, and talent that I have.

Do you not realize that every little every..... everything.... everyone, every place, even thoughts..... have become monetized!  Life is a commodity... birth and death and every little every in between - All commodities! There is a price on everything and the only ones that are served by this system are the cold, heartless, or at best indifferent and oblivious, wealthy.

Gravity is not a choice. The economic system is.
Oxygen is not a choice. Believing in an illusion is.

Because I don't have "paper credentials" that signify my worth, I am therefore worthless.
And speaking of "worth", at this point, all those papers represent is debt or the price you paid for your legitimacy. The paper does NOT signify that you are gifted, skilled or in any way know what you're doing, or that you should be doing it! Yet people think "education" signified by "papers" is in some way magical and guarantees legitimacy, comfort, safety, assurance.
These same "people" are the ones who file lawsuits against the ones with "papers".... How dumb is that?
How obvious is it that papers from a school or any other institution do NOT signify that someone knows what they are doing?
From my perspective it is absolutely mortifying how blind people are!

So here I am.
Worthless.
No price on my head.
Lots of debt from trying to be what I'm supposed to be.
But the truth that I am left with after all this time is this...
I don't want a price on my head... on my life.
I am not for sale. I am not a commodity and I don't want to be.
My value does not lie in someone else's opinion of me.... or in papers or institutions.
Because even a degree is just a paper that reflects someone else's opinion of me. It reflects that a conglomerate of people that have become known as an institution have given me their "OK" to do what they are supposedly proficient at. Did I pass all their courses and tests because I too have become proficient? Or because I cheated, paid someone to do my work just so I'd pass, crammed rote information into my head to pass a test, never to remember it - much less actually understand it - again...?
My grandfather did not even attend high school... and he built a small empire. No papers required. Papers had no impact on his abilities.
Academic papers are just a gangster-ass front to get money!
Seriously! I mean, what changed between the time people did things because of their abilities and a need to know how to do somethng, and the time that people did things because of their academic papers!?
NOTHING!
Except someone realized that that they could have control by monetizing education...
If it were only about insuring that one had the genuine and proper knowledge and skill to serve their community, it would have remained "an apprenticeship"... like it was before "colleges" were invented.
There was no price on my grandfather's education. Nor the education he passed down to me and my cousins! There is no school on the planet that can teach me what I learned from watching my grandmother in the kitchen. I would ask her for the recipe for some of my favorite dishes that she would make.... And she always said... "I don't know....!? I just kinda put it together..."

I don't have a degree.
I'm not licensed or certified.
I'm not bonded or insured.
Yet I'm really good at some stuff.... Better than the average person. I have more knowledge than most people do about certain things. But I'm not allowed to share it with you. Because I didn't pay for an education which produces a piece of paper which is required to get a license that I have to pay for, and have to pay to renew year after year, so that you can rest easy knowing that I had the money.... I mean knowledge required to pass a test that shows that I'm qualified to do whatever it is you want me to do..... 
Money money money money money money money.... Money does not qualify me to do shit.

Your challenge is to see my true value!
Your challenge is to believe that you can indeed do that... all by yourself.

It's Over #Two

You missed the boat!!!!!!
You missed the friggin boat......

You "developed" things to help society in times of need and then because of greed, allowed yourselves to become convinced that you had arrived!

What you were supposed to do....!!!  Was continue to evolve!!!!!  But you stopped!
You did NOT evolve anymore. Someone.... Something..... figured out how to manipulate you into being slaves without chains for their own gain!
Who??  Who is this.... "entity"!?
Social Security was not supposed to become a retirement plan!
Food stamps, welfare, insurance, taxes.....

Did you know!!!!?????
That at one time in our recent American history that taxes were only engaged when there was a specific need???  And then when the need was met they were discontinued.

SO WHAT THE FUCK HAPPENED?!?!?!?
Who do YOU blame?!?!?

You were supposed to continue to evolve.... Into ever greater awareness... Into responsible, loving beings.
You freed yourselves from the king because you were evolving into beings who did not need a dictatorship, beings who did not need taxes or eventually even government.
Beings who did not need to be looked after and told what to do by some "wiser" more "qualified" human.

But now you are convinced that humans are SO bad that you need more laws and more law enforcers just to be safe!
This is a lie.
They have taught you to be that way!  They program you from the moment you're born to fear LIFE!
You don't need vaccines anymore.
You don't need antibiotics anymore.
You know how to heal yourselves based on the wisdom of the ancients and your current more aware, more enlightened consciousness.
You know now that the Earth is round.
You don't have to fear dinosaurs eating you as you stroll thru the park.
You've come a long way!
And yet still refuse to deal with the root of your remaining human ailments.

Who told you that you were naked!!??
Who told you!

I will not apologize.... 
Listen to my theme song.......
http://www.fox.com/watch/370569283620/
#NoApologies

It's Over! #One

Saying it's a good thing for some multi-million dollar corporation to come to your town BECAUSE IT BRINGS JOBS is like saying, "Well its good to stay sick. I mean, what would happen to all those health care jobs if me and my kids were WELL all the time!?" "It's good to get into an auto accident every now and then. I mean, what would the Insurance INDUSTRY do if we all paid attention and drove safely!?" "
Lawyers
Creditors
Prisons
Pharmacies
Social Workers
The ENTIRE Government
Military
Police
The Oil Industry.....
All these "jobs" based on the darkness of human hearts... All this shoved up our asses and simultaneously down our throats from birth to death.... 
(OH! Those are industries too! Birth and death!)
You do not for one minute believe that "humanity" could ever evolve into beings of maturity, responsibility and love for one another.
You don't for one minute believe that it can ever be any better.
Oh you'll chime into the chorus of "Maybe someday....!  But not in our lifetimes...."

If not now.... Then when?
What has to happen to change things???

Think about it...
Think of all the "jobs"  that exist only to deal with our irresponsibilities, fears and loathing of one another.

These "INDUSTRIES" count  on us screwing up!  They teach us to assume the worst about one another and life! They encourage it!  They insist that we're complete idiots if we don't play along and CONSTANTLY DOUBT OURSELVES, and especially one another!!!

Like a young child, what if we all GREW UP and became super competent and responsible, like we tell children they are supposed to do....?!?!?

Is this to JUDGE people for making "mistakes"...?
Abso-fucking-lutely NOT.
But IT IS OK to encourage people to excel at being human!  Our capacity far exceeds anything we've yet realized! Why? Because you don't believe you're any good!!!!!  You are convinced that you will die a horrible suffering guilt-ridden death if you are happy or free or competent at being yourselves.

How many people believe..... Are completely convinced.... that they could not survive without public assistance? These people are judged and ridiculed!
But how many people are JUST as convinced that they cannot survive without WALMART!?!?!? 

I WILL NOT  APOLOGIZE any longer for calling stupid STUPID!!!

It's slipping away.....  Our humanity is slipping away. All the movies were actually PROPHESIES! And they're all coming true. 
The love of many has grown cold. It's illegal to feed and otherwise assist homeless people now...?!
Incompetence is overwhelming and true wisdom no longer exists.... Like ancient tribes in the dense forests and remote islands.... We who are awake in this   world have become obsolete.
Humanity is being de-humanized.  Humanity cannot behave therefore they must be controlled. That's what you've been forced to believe.  But it is not true!

It is over. 
I am not like you.
And all you ASCENSION loving idiots can hate me for saying it but NO, all of humanity is NOT ascending to higher frequencies and greater enlightenment!
Most will be recycled (destroyed by their worst fears) and their energy dispersed somewhere else into the universe for other useful purposes.  
Yes..... We are all connected. 
Yes.... We are god.
Yes.... We are one.
Yes..... YOU DON'T FULLY REALIZE ALL THAT THIS CAN MEAN!!!
There is still MORE... and you can't realize it just yet, and therefore don't understand how some can NOT MAKE IT in this time of awakening. Hell no that doesn't mean I have to wait. 

NO! I am not like you idiots.
NO I am not stupid!

NO we are not the same! 

NO I am not like you.  You are not keeping me from ascending as far as I desire to go. You are not separate from me, but your un-awakened consciousness cannot hinder me or anyone else who is awake and aware.
Keep preaching love and unity!!!  Go right ahead.

I will not apologize.... 
Listen to my theme song.......
http://www.fox.com/watch/370569283620/
#NoApologies