#Homelessness : A Perspective

Homelessness....
Headline news.  If ya ain't seen it, ya ass been under a rock!
Good-hearted people gettin arrested for feedin homeless folks....
Homeless folks gettin run off and kicked out of every little spot they try to rest in...
Their shelters torn down and destroyed by the very ones sworn and paid to protect citizens...
Where has our compassion gone, where is our heart nation, what the hell is wrong with us!?

 Other folks take a backpack and a tent into the woods and live in the wilderness for the weekend!  And they do this on purpose!  And they enjoy the hell out of it!  And they can't wait to go back and do it again!  They actually consider it a VACATION!

"Financially-comfortable" folk givin up "dream jobs", successful careers, years of dedication to a company or business....
Sellin all their shit or giving it away....
Sellin the McMansion, givin up on traditional norms.... And headed for the road!  Off into the woods! Some get RVs and just travel... Some find land and build an off-grid homestead or community where others can come and participate in the same lifestyle on shared land...

What the hell people...!?
Why do they do this...?

What's the difference between being homeless and being homeless???
Why is no one noticing this?
What is the difference between being homeless......  and being homeless???

Come on.... It's obvious!
Perspective.
State of mind.
Perception.

Most of us probably assume that most homeless people are mentally very ill, or complete derelicts too lazy and no good to hold a job down so they just con people in order to live.
Sweetie, there are multi-millionaires in 3-piece designer suits who fit both these descriptions!
So those aren't the reasons for homelessness.

Perspective.
State of mind.
Perception.

NOW its time... to finally realize... the true root and source.... of what ails us.

What's the difference between getting kicked out of your home because you can't pay someone to live there....
And choosing to leave your home, empty, for a weekend or week or longer.... so that you can go enjoy yourself somewhere else...?
You all answered the same thing and I know what it is...
Money is the difference!
Having a job is the difference!
I earned it!!! is the difference!

There is something inherently wrong with this reasoning.
Let's break it down....
Homeless people have "no money", "no job", they've "earned nothing".
The next level of humanity in our current society is "the hood", "the trailer park", "the projects".
These people have "some money" but not enough to be counted as respectable citizens. Most of them don't have jobs, and the ones that do are either "criminal" or minimum wage service jobs that require little to no skill or specialties. But most of them are on public assistance so again, they've "earned" nothing.
Then you have the minimum wage workers who "work", and "earn" and "have money" but still live in poverty. They never take that vacation into the woods for enjoyment because tho they have money, they don't have enough  money.  They only "earn" enough to survive and stay off the streets. They may or may not live in the hood, the trailer park, or the projects. But they certainly don't live in a nice home in a safe neighborhood.
Then you have the skilled workers who get paid higher wages commensurate with their education/skills/experience, or they get paid a salary.  These have "good jobs", "plenty of money", because they've "earned it"  thru higher education and dedication to a business, company or corporation. Somehow tho, this group seems to report struggling to survive all too often, just like those who "earn" less.
Then you have "the owners". The business owner, the company president, the corporate CEO. They earn so much money they don't really have a care in the world.
But how'd they get there.....???
Education? It helps some, but not always.
Pure skill at what they do?  Well what do they actually do, is the first question...!? How much "skill" does their job description actually require? And is it a genuine skill, or crafty manipulation? Or robotic processing of instructions...?  Doing what you're told  is not a skill...
Experience? Worked their way from fry boy to corporate exec..... Yeah no. (rarely).
So this begs the next question.... Did they earn their way  into that paygrade?
Or were they lucky? (married into it, inherited it, won the lottery, know the right people...)
Or were they shady? (!!!!!!!) Dishonest, consciousless, irresponsible, bully...
And if their rise to the top is legit - isn't it obvious that there's something very special going on in their life...? Luck, blessing, skill...... Whatever it is, it is indeed obvious that we don't all have it!

So back to the homeless people.......
Are they a "sub" group of human being?  Are they not just as genetically human as you or I?
Dishonesty, irresponsibility, criminality, illness, consciouslessness, hard work, education, skill....
Which one of these separates the "haves" from the "have-nots"?  The homed from the homeless?
I'll tell you which one...

Perspective.
State of mind.
Perception.

 Two words.... Robin Williams.

There are so many things about the human psyche that we just have not put the effort into understanding as common people - intellectually or emotionally.
We have relied on "professionals" to tell us everything because we're stupid and they're not..... They know and we aren't smart enough to understand it, because its too complicated for our simple minds... Professionals tell us what's wrong and give us prescriptions and its supposed to fix everything. Education is supposed to guarantee good jobs. Going to the doctor is supposed to guarantee good health. Going to church is supposed to guarantee peace of mind and a pure soul. Believing in the FDA, the USDA, the FBI and the CIA.... government agencies, rules and regulations are supposed to protect us from..... What? Supporting the military is supposed to ensure our freedom.... To do what? Feed the homeless??? Voting is suppose to ensure that the country is operated in a fair and democratic way, the way we all want it to operate.
But by and large, NONE of this is true!

So where.... do the homeless on your streets..... fall?  Where are they in this mass of perspective and opinion and freedom?
Those who live in "substandard" housing.... the hood, the trailer park, the projects.... Why don't these areas of humanity ever improve??? Many of them get "free money"! Why don't they use it to improve themselves?  The same reason Robin Williams didn't.
There are things about the human psyche that we have not put the effort into understanding.... Because it's easier to "blame", "accuse", "judge", "pass the buck".....
When oh when oh when humanity, will you realize that it is a human-heart issue and that it has nothing to do with all the shit-reasons you can come up with as to "why" things and people are the way they are?
I'd really like to see those that open their mouths with their almighty opinions and solutions step into the shoes of the ones they criticize.  I'd really like to see how they handle it and what they'd do to improve their situation.

Yes, there are those people in this world who do have that special magical gift that allows them to "find a way" and "succeed" no matter their circumstances. But most don't.  Most are left finding a way to suppress their truths and cope with their disappointments and just follow the ass in front of them and call that "success".  That is a lie.
We need to connect with one another.  We need to look one another in the eye and see one another's soul. We need to realize "why" rather than reasoning things away and blaming things on someone else.

The reason their are homeless people is because of you.  You have disconnected from the heart of being human and just do what you're told, follow the crowd, trust your lives to greedy strangers who are using you and turning you against your own fellow human beings.

Stand in their shoes..... Walk in their shoes.... Feel what they feel, see thru their eyes, make sense of things with the same capacity that they have to work with..... Carry their pain and confusion and hopelessness.... Deal with their sicknesses. Hold their shame. Fight your way out of that and then tell me your story again.

Their perspective.
Their state of mind.
Their perception.

You couldn't last a week in their shoes. They are soldiers in an army you don't even qualify to join. They're doing you a service you cannot see with your eyes, only with your heart. The least you could do is feed them, clothe them and give them shelter. Who knows how they may respond... to real love.

We Are

WARNING! GRAPHIC IMAGES DISPLAYED TO MAKE THE POINT...

It makes it much easier to grasp the reality that "we are god" if we simultaneously realize that "we are satan" too.


You all wanna doubt, question, or blame god...
Or blame satan....
Well at what point are YOU supposed to be responsible!?

Legislation, regulation, rules, fines, penalties, punishment......
Has any of that worked AT ALL?
EVER?

The problem is simple.
The problem is you.
Not the cops, not racism, not starvation, not inflation, not minimum wage, not education, not immigration, not drugs, not sex, not rock & roll.... not religion, or government....
Not god.
Not satan.
Not evil or darkness.

You.

Human suffering, violence, abuse, cruelty, pain..... Worshiping god and hating satan does not make the world a better place and it does not change your heart or anyone else's. You are free to choose, and the price of that freedom is responsibility. 

Stop blaming god for your stupidity!
And stop blaming satan for your irresponsibility!

Racial Injustice in America

I am going to state the obvious, at least from my perspective.
Racial inequality still exists in America.
I was born and raised in Mississippi. As were my parents and grandparents and at least some of my great-grandparents. I am qualified, to say the least, to comment on racial inequality.
I grew up hearing the word nigger used freely and matter-of-factly. Proper white folk said "Niggra" (that's Negro with a Southern accent), but the only reason they said it either way was to point out the difference between white from black. And those aren't the only racial identifiers I grew up hearing. And it wasn't always about black folk and white folk.
Yes, "black lives matter".  But no more than any other life.
Yes, white people have a superiority complex whether they like it, recognize it, accept it, or not.
No, not all black people are the same. Nor are all white people, or Jews, or Indians, or Asians... etc, etc etc...
Yes, police "authority" has gotten out of control. But not all cops are "bad".
The court system, the prison system, the Constitution of The United States of America, government, elected officials, military..... Its all out of control.
It is literally ALL out of our control. It's too big. No one could possibly understand it all. Not even those who are in it professionally!
Laws, rules, regulations..... Taxes, fines, penalties....
There's no where to turn.
The gays fight to be treated right.
The blacks fight to be treated right.
Those with disabilities fight to be treated right.
People fight for animals to be treated right.
Black lives matter... but no more than anyone else's. Racial inequality still exists in America.
But you are all fools to think its "simply" because of race.
Or gender orientation, or religion, or nationality..... Or tax bracket, or political affiliation, or even criminal status.... Feeding the homeless...??? Really???
Why is marijuana illegal?  Raw milk is also illegal!
Why is it illegal to NOT be connected to the power grid?
Why do organic farms get raided and everything they've worked so hard to build get destroyed!?
Is it the same as cops destroying a tent city of homeless people?
You are most likely a pawn in this game.

Why do white people assume that young, black, jobless, males who steal are lazy and stupid?
Why!?
Why do white people feel the way they do about black people?
Why do black people blame everyone but themselves for their problems?
Black lives matter.
If only black people would realize this.

What do you want black people?  Cops to stop shooting your kids?
What do you want white people?  Black people to become a working class white slave like you?
White people are leaving their jobs in droves and returning to self sustaining lifestyles... so what again is it white people want from black people???
Can you see yet that this is not a race issue?

Excuses, excuses, excuses.....
Always somebody else's fault.

INJUSTICE is just as blind as justice, and it is happening to all of us. Some feel it more than others, but this is NOT a race issue, it is a human issue!
And the only solution is to examine your OWN heart and mind.
Plenty of white people are abused by the law daily.
Why?
Because they're doing something that "The Man" will not tolerate. They are doing things independently and responsibly and they don't need The Man anymore.  And The Man don't like this at all.....
So The Man stirs shit, and pits us all against one another. Race against race, religion against religion, gender against gender, rich against poor, and now the homeless!!??

What the hell are we all doing?  All of us - black white red yellow beige brown..... What the holy fuck are we doing.....?

One question motherfucker.... Where is YOUR heart? Not what color is it!?
That's the only question we need to ask.
And YOU are the only one with the answer.
Only YOU can change the world.... And the only way to do that is wake up!
Be the change.
We are ALL slaves!!!
We are ALL being played!

White people get mad at black people because they don't have a job and live on welfare.
Black people get mad at white people because they won't give black people jobs.
White people give black people jobs but they don't want the job. Its not as good a job as the white man has. So the black people feel persecuted AGAIN!
Did the white man work his way up to that job? Yes. Worked his ass off to the get there. So the white man wonders why the black man won't do the same if he wants the same money...?
Maybe black people don't want jobs. Maybe they just want to be left alone.... to smoke weed. Only problem with that is who pays for their lives?  Welfare? Thievery? Selling harmful substances? Or worse? Why do white people see black people this way!??
Why...?
This is a stereotype.
Gays coined the phrase "in the closet". Black people don't have that luxury. For the most part, neither do women. All have been treated badly because of the body they were born into. Treated badly. Discriminated against for no legitimate reason. Judged unfairly. Paid unfairly. Opportunities stolen.
Even violently assaulted or killed for not being.... a white male.
If you don't like the way things are, change them.
Why do cops shoot and kill black males? Because they hate them? Or because they're afraid of them?
Why do people shoot and kill pit bulls? Because they hate them? Or because they're afraid of them?
They're not all the same. But you never know. The ones that are truly dangerous are that way because of human ignorance. Human ignorance..... human ignorance....
Do you kill what you fear and don't understand? Or do you evolve and learn how to do things differently?
With proper wisdom and nurturing, pit bulls are sweet, loyal, loving, trustworthy members of a family. Even ones that have been abused. But if you don't know what you're doing with a pit bull, they will hurt you. Even kill you.
How far from this truth is the plight of the human black male...?


Bill Cosby. Black male. Net worth $350-$400 million dollars. Successful, legitimate career.
Good person???
Jose Mujica. Male. Neither black nor white. President of Uruguay. Donated over 90% of presidential salary to the poor.
Ummm.........


(long silence)



Former Slave
It's not about race...

Pay The Guru

Do not allow your truth to be intimidated by the truth of a more financially successful guru than yourself. People pay for what they want. And it's rare to find anyone who will pay for painfully deep truths. 

The "Other" Depression

I became interested in Tiny Houses on wheels several years ago when I discovered some youtube videos on the subject, in my quest to study and prepare for a mobile lifestyle - namely an RV. At the time, only a few short years ago, there was a limited amount of info, but thru the subsequent years I discovered more and more... Videos, websites, communities, and eventually facebook groups.
The first group I joined was the Florida Tiny House Enthusiasts.
It was awesome to be amongst so many like-minded people, even tho virtually. And what was even more awesome was that many in the group were very local!  I was excited.
One of the moderators of the group, who was very present and involved in its daily vibrancy was a guy named Robert Stewart.  He really kept things thoughtful and pertinent to the idea of the Tiny House ideals of community and practical movement toward making these dreams come true for people. He inspired so many in-depth discussions that helped people sort out the realities, the necessities, and the possibilities.  He created an environment that inspired and allowed connections to be made in order to actualize the TH community here in this area.
He arranged events on occasion where members of the group could meet up and enjoy, not only networking with information, but the company and conversation of like-minded people.
I went to one such meeting... There were only five of us who met at the Chatterbox inside Dunedin Lanes bowling alley for breakfast.
That was the one and only time I met Rob in person.
What an amazing guy!  His energy was so genuine and kind and intelligent.  Truly a like-minded person.
I was so thrilled to have met with this group, even tho it was only 3 other people besides my daughter and myself.  I looked forward to the next one, in hopes that more would be able to attend. With Rob as "leader" or at least initiator of this local group of enthusiasts, I was very excited about the possibilities.  This guy was for real.  This meeting was back in August (2014).
Over the months after the meeting I noticed that Rob seemed less and less present in the fb group. I considered that maybe he was busy and/or a little frustrated with trying to allow people their own space to "get on the same page".... I know he was dissappointed that so few had come to that meeting. I thought maybe he just needed to back away for a while and breathe.
I also thought several times of friending his personal page because... Wow! He really was such a cool guy!  But I have my own issues in my own head.... And I allowed my own discomforts and mental programming to prevent me from ever having personal conversations with Rob outside of the group.

And then this Saturday evening I read a post on the FTHE group page, that changed everything.
I simply could not believe it when I read that Robert Stewart had passed away this Halloween weekend...  From the context of the rest of the post it felt as tho Rob had taken his own life, and indeed that was the case. I instantly thought of all the times I had thought about contacting him.... Just to talk tiny houses and other weird shit going on in the world around us that I know he too was concerned about...  I was stunned.  Most had no idea of the personal pain he was carrying and battling with.  From all the posts that began to pour in about the news, everyone knew him as that same great guy that I saw.  I only met him once and yet I feel the hole left by his absense in my heart.
I believe that is because he was a very deep, sensative and genuinely good soul.

This is not a blog about how dangerous depression is and how you should always seek help...
People think they understand depression because they've been depressed before.  But I'm here to tell you that there is a different "depression" that only the gifted, the ultra-sensative, the deeply creative experience... And it is like comparing ..... Toy Story to The Exorcist.
You don't  understand it and there is no  simple fix!  Certainly not from people on the other end of a hotline or from a prescription. [This is not to say that those things aren't very useful and important to others!!!]

There is an intensity in our world today that has not been experienced by any generation in our history as a race of beings on this planet.  It is not your imagination, it is very real!  It is very different!  It is very intense!  And for many, maybe even for most, it is scary!
We are questioning and calling out all the crap we've been told, all the lies, all the misconceptions... We're restless and irritable with newness on the inside but met with resistance from the old gaurd on the outside.  This can play out in any number of different scenarios.... Rob had his own version.

If you feel like you may need to reach out to someone - whether you understand why or not - reach out.  Have a conversation.  Look into this person's eyes.  Feel this person's heart beat.  And listen with your gut.  Sometimes these people that are so deep and sensative just need a thread... A connection... Just one reason to stay.

The pain can overwhelm so that we cannot see how POSITIVELY we have impacted people's lives and how important it is for us to stay.  Yes!  We are warriors of a sort!  The energy we radiate into this world just by "being" is so important to everyone's growth as a race of beings!  And this is why the battle in our hearts and our minds gets so very, very intense.

Our civilization is evolving quickly and right before our very eyes, as opposed to "in history books"! I believe Rob Stewart was one who was on the leading edge of blazing the new trails. He had a deeper vision of how humanity could be and he felt it all so deeply. The pain of disappointments and set-backs and life events are so amplified in the ultra sensative. Amplified! Because without the depth of passion and vision, that many say is insanity, this world would never change, because change is scary.
And it was on this level that I felt a connection to him....

I am here to say:  Help us to see and remember that no matter our internal battles, something greater than ourselves is going on and we are helping people for the good whether we see it or not!!!
THIS is the message that I need to hear sometimes, because yes, I am one of those sensatives... And yes, I know that darkness that is below even the pit of depression... And I know that ultimately if we feel no reason to be here anymore, we cannot hold on.

We do not see things like others do. We do not feel things like others do. We don't buy the bullshit and we have no faith in anything that can't move our hearts. Let us be who we are, but when we get swept under the rip current remember that there is no reasoning or arguement.  You cannot convince us.... You can only help us remember, and help us find our reason to stay.

My "anchors" are my two daughters.
If  Rob could read all the posts about how much he helped and about how special he was to so many... About how important his presence was to so many....
He needed a mighty powerful reason to stay and continue his personal battle within. He obviously felt we would be fine if he just ended that battle. 

October 8 2014

Sitting under the blood moon eclipse on the beach I had 3 people on my heart and only a few more on my mind.
Clarity.
Beauty.
Come what may.
I went with the five shells I found yesterday at Honeymoon Beach.
I came home with four.  One was removed without my interference.

Lots of energy!!!!
ADHD type of energy.
I experienced some frustrated energy.  I allowed without judgment.  I could feel the Aries energy!

Excitement.  Intensity.  Child-like.  Wreckless.  Fearless.
Feel it all.  Let it be.
I felt the work.  I felt things leave my being.
A totally new existance!

Clarity beyond 3D.

I Don't Wanna Be Here Anymore

Everything and everybody around me is sick. Nothings getting better. There is no healing only dying. There is no abundance, there is no plenty.... Only suffering and despair and getting by... Surrounded by sickness my whole life and never any healing..... What fucking "law of attraction" is that assholes????? I don't wanna be here anymore. No hope. No hope. Only dispair and disappointment. 50 years I've waited.... Believed... Held on... And nothing. Nothing has gotten better. Let go to make room for the blessings! Only to be refilled with more pain, more empty, more impossibilities. There is no joy. Only a perpetual mill of heart break. Spiritual capitalism. Forever chasing the carrot.... Hope deferred makes the heart grow sick but desire fulfilled is a tree of life. Proverbs 13:12

I feel like acid....

#Peace

I don't know what people expect when they pray for peace!
It's not a big fluffy magic blanket spread over us by angels!!!
To ask for peace is to ask for a resolution... for the things that cause the anxiety to be resolved!
You can't truly RESOLVE things without facing them, dealing with them, sorting them out.
The way to peace is to work thru the conflict.  It cannot magically "go away"!!!
That's not what peace is.
So when you ask for peace... Wake up and realize what you're asking for and stop whining when it comes!

Down the Rabbit Hole

So far down the Rabbit Hole.
So past fear...
An acid trip without the drugs. Watch & be amazed...
Watch it all go by...
No time. No space.
Nothing is real. Ah yes. Strawberry fields.
Wait... No drugs!?!
How is this happening!!!?
Mind trip. Mind fuck. Mind blown.
It's broken.
Childhood is here, and new, and now.
Old.
Rich.
Real, pure cream...
No place.
No reality in this world.
Ghost.
Haunting what I thought was a life...
But no life ever materialized.

Set me free to live a real life...

I Want My DisInforMation!

Disinformation is everywhere....
Even in the most unlikely of places.
As a matter of fact, it is almost all-consuming at this point!
In a quest to offer information that may inspire awakening, I have offered lots of alternative possible truths behind many "lies" that have programmed our current society.
I do this with the Facebook, the Twitter and the Blogs...
I, personally, feel that with a nudge or yes sometimes a jolt, many many people will awaken and realize their environment and their self and begin to participate rather than just follow-the-ass-in-front-of-them because that's what they've all been told and conditioned to believe is the right thing to do.

But - turns out - you don't want all that.  It's too scary... Depressing.... NEGATIVE....  And I get the blame for it.  As if I made all this shit up...  Like I started it, just to bring you all down.

So I post as much innovative, intriguing, FUNNY crap as I come across, hoping that you recognize BALANCE, and learn something cool, or be inspired by new perspectives.... Or just crack the fuck up!

But no....  That's still not good enough to get you to swallow the medicine...

And so in the last month I've been "cocooned".
Wrapped up, isolated, incubated....  And I've grown.  Yet another stage of transformation, maturation, expanded consciousness!
And I realize that no matter how pure my efforts, they were indeed "efforts".
And this... will not do for me.

True Unity, as I've come to perceive it,  is not something we can strive for and work to achieve.
Unity is a state of being, a stage of evolution.
Period.
Unity is the antithesis of work!

And to testify to the STILL PREVALENT immaturity of the species, all most people will hear out of that statement is "SOCIALISM!!!"

Keep bleating you pathetic, stupid sheeple....

Global Warming & Destroying the Earth

Ok, here we go....
DISCLAIMER: The statements in THIS blog post are ADULT ONLY content!!!  For those who are GROWN! For BIG KIDS! Immature, childish bitches will only get their shitty diapers twisted and throw a fit. That is NOT my problem, and I will NOT clean up the mess.

Ready??
Here it is...
We are NOT destroying the Earth.

You heard.
We - dumbass, dipshit, greedy-ass motherfucker human beings are NOT  destroying the Earth.
The Earth is not being destroyed...!
Global warming is a lie. We, (yes the same dumbass, dipshit, greedy-ass motherfucker human beings - "we"),  are NOT, not causing global warming.

Oh damn....... Yall think I'm being my classic  sarcastic self, don't yall...?
Eeeeesh... ummmmm Nope.
Dead serious.

People are not destroying the Earth because the Earth is not being destroyed and people are not causing global warming.  I've also heard rumors about a "round" Earth! "Negros" who have learned to read! And WOMEN voting!!!  But please don't go spreading that cray cray shit around!!!

We're not destroying the Earth and we are not causing global warming.
We are destroying our environment...  We are destroying ourselves.

Learn To Use Your Dark Side

Use your personality!
No matter how bad it is!

Use that quirk, that flaw, that obsession, that weakness, that obnoxious part of you that makes you impossible to deal with, incorrigible, ANNOYING!!  Even to yourself...!
Did you ever stop to think that it's there for a reason??
We always hear we should use the "gifts" that we have been given.... but what about the annoying shit that we always struggle with and spend our whole lives trying to change (to no avail!), trying to get rid of and get away from!?? What about the things that cause us to not have any friends??
There is a reason you are the way you are.

What can you possibly DO with the worst part of you (in your opinion) that you just cannot get control of???
How can that be used  for  you instead of used to beat yourself up all your life???
How can you learn to USE  your dark side!?!?!?

It is a MASTER LEVEL course to take the worst parts of yourself, and USE THEM consciously and intelligently rather than letting them use you.

Are you MEAN???
Rather than trying so damn hard to "be nice" and "pleasant" and change who you currently are,
Explore that meanness!!!!
What happens if you stop fighting it?
(Please understand I am talking about being a CLASS "A" BITCH!  I am NOT talking about being violent or abusive!!!!!!!)
What can you do to "release" it so it harms NO ONE, but instead becomes empowering...?
Maybe you really are a freakin UFC champion..... ???

The KEY: Do it CONSCIOUSLY!!!!!!!
Its ALL about consiousness!

Maybe if you allowed yourself to explore those bitchy episodes you'd find a part of you that is dressed out in fear and insecurity, and that "bitch" is actually a leader who's afraid to act like one.

Do you know that you're an asshole?

Do you realize for yourself that you are way too fat?

Are you actually very aware of the fact that you lie so that you don't have to really deal with things?
Do you not dress yourself well?

Can you see yourself treating people like shit - as you do it?

If the answer is YES to any of those questions, that means that you're AWARE!  And that is the first step.

If you are conscious of those little things as they're happening then you have the POWER to slow time!!!
Observe...
And then CHOOSE!!!

Explore that "flaw" in real time!  See who you really are.  See what you're made of and what you're capable of.  Watch it as it happens!  Feel it!  Change it, direct it, add to it, stop it altogether...!  It's your choice.

Once you "get in there" and really experience these bad habits or destructive behaviors, then there's no more fear, no more guessing, no more feeling powerless....  You were THERE!  That's called experience, or as some like to call it - life!  You were the all powerful being who got to choose how that scenario played out.  You owned it!!!  

And now you've actually earned the right to say, I am who I am, and NO ONE controls my life but ME.

Embrace your dark side.  Stop running from it.

NOTE that if you think or feel an overwhelming urge to HARM yourself or others  S T O P ! ! ! 
This is NOT OK and is a sign that you need to reach out for some help.  It is never ok to harm others while experimenting with life.  

The point is to discover better things within yourself and realize that you CAN be the master of your own life. Stop being a helpless victim.  Stop hating your inner bitch and listen to her!

Love yourself.
"Yes, I am a bitch.  I am fully aware of that, and how I rub people the wrong way. But I am no longer afraid to ask myself 'Why?', and to become the BEST bitch I can be! "

Why don't public places have more Fruit Trees?

We are so fucking pissed off and resentful that we allow ourselves to be enslaved by greedy assholes...... That we become greedy assholes!!!!!

That's why...!

"If I have to slave away just to survive (!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!), then I'll be god-damned if that lazy fucker's gonna eat for free!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!"

Such monstrosity.... Such hatred..... Such loathing of life and freedom and all that's good... Because YOU allow  yourself to be enslaved.
It's YOU that you hate!
It's YOU that you're pissed off at!
YOU feel guilty.
YOU feel like a worthless, powerless piece of shit....

And so you bully others to try to un-do this list of truths about YOU.

YOU're the reason people are going hungry . . .   It's all there to show you what's inside of YOU.

Ode To The Father

Soo..... This month of June 2014 started off with my Mom letting me know that my Dad went to the hospital because it was difficult for him to breathe. Turns out he had pneumonia and they put him on a ventilator. Each report had him getting worse, not better. He could not breathe on his own. He was not responding to treatment. He ended up in "critical" condition. Everyone was scared.  Really scared! This wasn't like him. He's 76 but only on paper. To meet him you'd never know he was that old! He's perpetually young, super intelligent, funny as hell, always well dressed and well groomed. He has had several major heart surgeries and sailed thru them all. So THIS was not expected. And just as suddenly as it came on, he took yet another unexpected turn after over a week of only getting worse. He started getting BETTER!!! He is off the ventilator and raising hell again... ;) .  He is not a good patient.  He is not the sickly type. Talk about a drama king.... all this for a Father's Day build-up....?  Really Dad...? This guy.....!  He is indeed one of the most loved Father's on the planet!!! It hurt like hell that I could not get to him and be at his side thru this. My Mom and my step sisters held him up night and day, relentlessly, never leaving his side. I knew from the beginning that he was ok. But life, death, and fear are funny, powerful energies.....
I spoke to him in spirit during the days that he was unconscious. I told him not to leave. I told him we were not done. I know he heard me. Just like he heard my little sister say to him on her birthday in the middle of all this.... "All I want for my birthday is to see those beautiful blue eyes of yours," .... And he opened his eyes, looked right at her, and then closed them again. Needless to say she silently flipped her shit!!! LMAO
No Larry Eure, we are not done, you and I.
You OLD FART!!!!!!!!
I LOVE YOU.

Yes Virginia, There Really Is A Santa Clause.....

Dark sinister energies took over our "civilization" a long long time ago thru the weak and submissive wills of men who were looking for love in all the wrong places.
Insecure men who were looking for approval and acceptance.  Men who were actually gifted and brilliant, but when given the freedom to choose... Well, in moved the dark sinister energies thru their weakness. Energies that are ancient and malevolent.... Energies that have great power, because they have great experiences collected and weaved together into a network, a conglomerate.... A corporation of greed and insatiability.....
As above, so below......
So close you can't see it, So simple you wouldn't believe it.
While most of you debate the details, a strange green vapor fills the room.
The answer to all the questions about your worst nightmares is - YES.
And all the conspiracy theories...?  YES.
It's that simple.  And actually, that obvious.
Step outta the green fog, take a big deep breath of clarity and just fucking look around...!
Evil men, evil cartel, all of humanity controlled, except of course for "the rebellion".  Those fuckers who just wouldn't stay down...!
THIS IS ALL SO MUCH BIGGER THAN YOU!!!
You are in a bubble....
Pop it!
Fall!!
Hit the damn ground!!!
WAKE UP.
All the lies are truths and all the truth is a lie!
There IS a Satan!  Because there is a "Satan" in the consciousness of humanity!
As above so below.
As below, so above!!!

Look the fuck around.  Stop wondering!
IT'S REAL!
It's too late!
And its OVER!

Now..... That's outta the way.... What will you do next dear?

Freedom Propaganda

REPORT:
I just spent two entire days in a crowd of 20,000 people.
People from all walks of life, of all races, and some even from other countries.
LOTS of rednecks!

20,000 people baking in incredible heat, drinking lots of alcohol, listening to deafeningly loud, testosterone driven metal music with one huge underlying message - ONE, TWO, FUCK YOU!!!

Yes, there was a bag check and security.
Yes there was strictly controlled access.

20,000 drunk people....

And the only incident of anyone being put in handcuffs I heard of was a very peaceful yet DUMB bastard who was arrested OUTSIDE the venue for smoking a bowl while still in his car in the parking lot.... while 2 officers were standing right in front of his car.....  That's not violence or even criminal in my opinion.  Just really dumb.

Maybe a few disagreements.... Some words exchanged.... But no violence.

20,000 people, in Jacksonville Florida (Redneck capital of the world), sweating, drinking, moshing.....
Oh yes there were some wheeled out on stretchers due to drinking too much and a couple of mosh injuries.... But no regrets!  They'd do it all over again, everyone of them.  Because they were having fun, living life.

TWENTY THOUSAND HUMAN BEINGS!!!!
All in a fenced park for two 12-hour days....!
No violence.
No major issues.
One big family of humans enjoying common interests RESPONSIBLY.

Responsibly.

Responsibly . . . . . . .

Don't believe the propaganda bullshit that if we were all free to do as we pleased that we'd all kill each other. Not all of us are like that.
And most of us are the people who would defend our neighbors against such bullies.
I saw it with my own eyes.

TRUE freedom.... Is worth dying for.
Other countries and other religions and other nationalities are NOT our enemy!!!!!!!
CONTROL is our enemy.
Be free.  You can do it.  You CAN do it!

Crash Landed

If I had a million dollars I'd still be miserable.  I'd still be me.
Everything is draining... bleeding out....
They're blocking out the sun.
Money is meaningless and almost literally worthless. But goddamn it'd be good to have a million right now.
I came into this world to help change it. I didn't get proper guidance for my mission, my purpose. I came in raw, ready to go to work, but I needed assistance to integrate into this dimension. I didn't get it. I've spent the past fifty years lost. I never got my integration training and now it's too late for that.
Where do I start from now?

Now that the whole thing is almost over...!

There was supposed to have been a process that would have placed me in position to find my peers, my group, my team. But instead, I ended up with parents who were totally unequiped to do this for me. Why?
It is as if I crash landed... And now, after fifty years on this planet, I'm left, alone, to make sense of what's left of my time here. Left to sort out this burning passion that I brought into this world, separated from my peers, not knowing where to turn now that I finally realize what was supposed to happen.
It's all a mess it seems.
A great big mess.......

His Last Window

This here parTICular blog is personal and simply for recording purposes.

This is his last window.  He takes it, or this will be his last year.
That is not a threat or a warning.  It is an observance of the future.
This is a "mark my words, I know what will happen".
I feel it.  I see it.  Watch and see it happen.

This is the year.  This is the one that makes or breaks.

On this day............ let it be recorded.

The Fallacy of "Jobs"

The biggest reason advancing technology is "held back" and kept secret by the government is that it will change the economy, and the government will lose control of it.  If life changing, planet saving discoveries and inventions become available to the public and actually begin to solve the world's most desperate problems, the money stops.
If people begin to go "off grid", what happens to the utility companies!?  They suddenly have no income. Because people no longer need them. The next logical concern in MOST minds is - What about all those people losing JOBS!!! If the company they work for no longer has a cash flow, then paychecks cannot be given.  So what happens to all those unemployed people, many of whom have families to support?

The Illusion
Why does anybody need to a job?
"To take care of themselves and their families" is a very broad answer.  Let's break it down.
To pay rent/mortgage, to buy food, clothes, toiletries, to pay utilities, insurances, loans.....
Well.... the American Dream is to be so financially secure that you..... DON'T HAVE TO WORK.  Yet few find a way to do that honestly.  Many others sell their souls to become financially secure.
So, what's the average Jane & Joe supposed to do???

For starters, wake the fuck up.  There are so many alternatives that can provide the things we need! Hence so much new technology that allows good people to go off grid!
Change.
That's what the Janes and Joes have to do.  They have to realize that they are capable of so much more than slave labor.  A good start would be to just google off grid living.  This is an EXPLODING trend!  People are doing it more often and learning better ways to do it every second!  Most of this information is FREE! Sure there are books you can buy... but that's a really small investment if it means giving you a genuine life of freedom.
Free energy means you don't have an energy bill to pay!  Liberated!
Therefore you no longer need a job for that reason.
 Growing your own food is also a major trend.  How much money do you spend on shit that is killing you that you call food just because its convenient and requires little effort?  Take that money and grow your own food.  Google it.  With your food supply coming into alignment, your costs are cut WAY down.  But beware of pervasive side affect!  HEALTH!
If you begin to learn about how to simply be healthy, you will no longer need insurance.  Or doctors.  Or dentists.
WOW!  We've just liberated the majority of a typical household budget!

Why else might you need a job?

Purpose
Now you have LOTS of free time!  Now you have the capacity for much greater health.  Now you can "BE" a family, instead of just whining about how hard you work to take care of that family.  Hell you may discover that you're not really a family at all!  Adjust accordingly.
But also you now have time to truly live your dream...!  Now you have time and space to be you.  Again you may be in for a great discovery in finding that because of being a programmed slave all your life, you don't know who the hell you are!  Are you a chef? A painter? A healer? A boat builder? A seamstress? And once you find out.... What do you do with yourself!?
You give back.  You help others.
No job! Or degree or certificate or license or legal documents... no paychecks, no excessive payouts... no stressing over promotions or retirement funds... Life.  Just pure enjoyment of life.  NOW, not when your 65.

Why is it so bad to lose your job?  Our human goal is to be free anyway!  It scares you because you are unprepared.  Get prepared!  If we become willingly responsible for ourselves, our brothers and sisters, our neighbors... then all the big bad monsters that control us and make life on Earth a living HELL.... go away.
Face them and the fears they represent for you.  By walking away, and knowing that you can thrive without them.

The technology is here.  NOW.  But it will never be in our grasp, it will be hidden or controlled by the government to profit off of, all while they proclaim victories for the people for "creating" jobs.  Doesn't that sound like "busy work"??  Why should a job have to be "created"!?

Nikolai Tesla.... Google him.  He was the greatest inventor and innovator in modern history.  He wanted to make the world a better place.  He wanted to share all his inventions and discoveries with the world, for free. Because that's our goal, remember!  But everything he ever did was stolen from him... And his inventions are now our contemporary MONSTER CORPORATIONS that are bleeding us to death for profits..... And destroying the Earth as they go, with no regard whatsoever.

The technology is here, and most of it is NOT yet in the hands of the government.  No, it's not easy.  But opening your heart and mind to the possibilities can be very exciting!  Making small changes here and there, lessening your dependency on Big Brother and allowing yourself to grow into a better lifestyle eventually turns into big changes.  Get creative!  USE YOUR IMAGINATION!!! Use your gifts!  And share it all.

All I wanna say is that, they don't really care about us.

No, we don't need more jobs!
We need to stop feeding the monsters......
They only create jobs "for us" so that we can continue to make shit for them to profit off of.


Going Off Grid Nears Tipping Point, Morgan Stanley Reports

Because I'm HAPPY!

It's been a while....
I've been so . . . discouraged?  Nobody's listening. So why bother....
But here's some stuff that I feel needs some random attention, whether any of you dumbfucks read it or not.

Jimmy Buffet is a god.  I love him/his music/his vibe.  Tickets to see one of his shows:  ARE YOU FUCKING KIDDING ME?!?!?!?!? JESUS would have to get a payday advance to buy those shits!

Cesar Millan is a god.  I love him/his message/his methods/ his vibe. And he's cute as hell! Price of one of his training camps: ARE YOU FUCKING KIDDING ME?!?!?!?!?!?  Jesus would say, "Aw HELL NAW! I'll buy a damn muzzle!"

People are not sheep!  Sheep are sheep and they do "sheep" very well.  To call dumbfuck people "sheep" is an insult to perfectly fine sheep.  People are AMOEBAS!!!!

Vaccines.  Really...?  Nobody knows what that shit is and AMOEBAS are too stupid to question the "authoritarians", they just trust them blindly.  Look around.  Vaccines are killing us all!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!  Our childrens and our pets!!!!  Stop vaccinating and start using your fucking brain capacity HUMANS.  RESEARCH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Malaysian Airlines Flight MH 370.  Again.  Really??? It's a false flag!  It's a set up.  It was planned!  It's not missing....!  No one will know the real truth for a very long long time... till all the AMOEBAS have forgotten about it and no longer CARE.  AMOEBAS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

EVERYTING ELSE IN THE HEADLINES.... LIES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!  It's all lies and many of you know it and yet....... you keep playing the damn game like you just might win.
OH
MY
GOD.

It's too late.
It's over.  OVER!
You lose.

But not me.  Because I'm HAPPYYYYYYYYYYYYYY. Because I'm HAPPYYYYYYYYYYY. Because I'm HAPPYYYYYYYYYY. Because I'm HAPPYYYYYYYYY.
Here come bad news talkin this & that.  Well gimme all ya got n don't hold back.  I should prolly warn ya I'll be just fine.  No offense to you but don't waste ya time... Here's why... Because I'm HAPPYYYYYYYYYYYYYY. Because I'm HAPPYYYYYYYYYYY. Because I'm HAPPYYYYYYYYYY. Because I'm HAPPYYYYYYYYY!
         

My Mushroom & Onion Meatball Enchiladas

Not the actual recipe.

Lots of mushrooms, chopped                                    
Plenty of onion, chopped
Smidge of bell pepper, chopped
Butter
Salt
Pepper
Garlic powder
Tumeric
Vegetarian meatballs (I use pre-made frozen)
Tomatoes, chopped
Sour Cream
Half & Half cream
Cumin
Chili powder
Franks buffalo sauce
Grated cheese
Medium soft flour tortillas

Saute mushrooms and onions and bell pepper in plenty of butter.  Add some garlic powder, tumeric, salt & pepper.  While that's sauteing, warm meatballs in the oven (or how ever you choose to have meatballs). Also, mix sour cream, enough half & half to make it saucey, tomatoes, chili powder, cumin & Franks.
Once the saute is done, chop meatballs into smaller pieces and add to it.  Toss it around a bit then get the tortillas out.  Put 2 to 3 spoons of saute mixture in each tortilla, roll it up neatly and place in a buttered baking pan. Once you've filled the pan, or finished off the saute mix (which ever comes first), put them in the oven at 375° for about 10 mins.  Take out, cover with sour cream mixture then cover with cheese, any kind or kinds you like.  Replace in oven for about 5 to 10 mins.
Take it out, serve it up, enjoy!

My Stuffed Zucchini

Zucchinis
Onion
Mushrooms
Tomato
Butter
Salt
Pepper
Taco Seasoning
Feta Cheese
Swiss Cheese

Saute onion & mushrooms in butter.  Slice the tops off of each zucchini length-wise with one side a bit smaller than the other then carve middles out of zucchinis, chop the carved out parts and add to saute mixture.  Add salt & pepper to taste.  Add a dash of taco seasoning. Chop tomato into small bits, add to saute.  Flip it around for a minute or so.
Fill zucchinis with saute mixture.  Crumble feta carefully down the center of each stuffed zucchini. Put the top back on each one.  Bake in foiled pan at 350° for about.... 20 minutes...?  Take it out and cover pan with foil, return to oven for about 10 minutes.  Take it out, place slices of swiss cheese under each lid, give it a minute to melt, enjoy.

My White Bean & Mushroom Soup

White beans (not Navy!)
Celery
Onion
Garlic
Bell Pepper
Cabbage
Twin yellow Squash + One
Tumeric
Mushrooms
Rosemary
Thyme
Salt
Black Pepper
Butter
Water (Not Tap!)

Soak beans.  A long time.... overnight +...?
Chop celery, onion, garlic, bell pepper and saute in butter - plenty.
Chop cabbage enough so it cooks fast.
Chop twin squashes but do not severe their bond. Chop + one.
Add tumeric.... plenty but not too much. Salt & pepper, rosemary & thyme.... enough.
Add cabbage once the sauting mixture is turning transparent.  Cook hard but not rough.  Get it done, soft, cut it with a spoon but not overcooked and mush!
Add squash.
Let simmer.
In butter - plenty - saute chopped mushrooms, as many as you like, and more chopped onion.  Whole recipe only uses about 3/4 of a nice size yellow onion. Salt & pepper.
Remove done cabbage mixture to cool.  Replace with beans.  Salt and pepper, plenty of water - over cover, it will absorb it. Boil to get them done but not dead! This should take about as long as it takes the cabbage mixture to cool. Stow the mushroom mixture for later.
Once cabbage is cooled, put it all in a blender or whatever you use, and turn it to soup!  No chunks remaining.  Add this to the beans.  Turn them down to a simmer.  Add salt to taste.  Add water for volume. Cook slowly for an hour... two.... three..... Just don't let the beans get mushy.
Add mushroom onion mixture.  Make sure to get all that butter!
Slow cook for another hour.... two... three... Just don't let the beans get mushy.
Cook some rice and some cornbread.
Enjoy!

It's Not Gettin' Paid

None of the shit is gettin paid off till I win a HUGE lottery.
You rob and steal, nickel and dime me to death and expect me to maintain my sense of "responsibility" to pay YOU what "I owe you".
That fucking computer has been paid for 3 times over and still I owe $600?!?!?!?!?!?
What's right about that!!!?  Yet I've never missed a fucking payment, all to keep my credit score good, so that I can get thru certain "basic needs" doors in this fucking world!  Like getting transportation!  Like getting car insurance!  (YES your credit affects your ability to acquire and the rate of your insurance!!!!!!!!!!!!!!) A descent place to live!
Fuck credit cards!!!  I'm talking about the necessities of life bitches.
You assume that I will continue to care about this shit........  Why?
Why would you assume that I will not figure this out and question you?
Why would you assume that this will EVER be ok?
Why do you continue to play the devils game as if you were innocent and will not have to pay the piper in due time . . . ?

None of this shit's gettin paid off!!!
What about MY life???
Walmart does not make life better!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
You dumb assholes.......
Credit does not help you out in life!!!!
Banks DO NOT GIVE A FUCK  about you, yet they continue to spend MILLIONS on commercials to convince you otherwise..... Who falls for that shit man!?!?!?!?
Car dealerships DO NOT GIVE A FUCK about you!  They only exist to..... provide transportation to their community???? NO!!!  To MAKE MONEY!
They do not care how they do it!

Raise the minimum wage??????????????

How fucking stupid are you people!?!?!?
If they raise the wage...... where does that money come from???? HMM!??  Tell me minimum wage GENIUSES, where would that money come from?
What's gonna happen if min wage is raised, hmmm???
Your fucking RENT is gonna double!
Your fucking BREAD is gonna cost the price of a STEAK!
That's whats gonna happen GENIUSES!
Guess why they treat you like dumb sheep?

Cuz you act like dumb sheep!
McDonalds does NOT need to raise your wage.
People need to STOP eating at McDonalds!!!!!

You're all looking to McDonalds to reflect your worth......
What does that tell you dear sheep...?
What does that tell you . . .?

What does it say about you when you believe you HAVE to eat "cheap food"???
It means you don't really know yourself, much less VALUE yourself....

If you didn't have to work to survive... What would you do all day?
What do you love, what do you enjoy, WHO ARE YOU?

You only work because you have to.
So maybe rethink what you're actually fighting for.
Doesn't change anything overnight, but when you start that conversation inside your own head.... things DO start to change.

NONE of this shit is getting paid off!  None of it!  What about MY LIFE??
I'm not in debt because I lived above my means.....  I'm in debt because I wanted to LIVE!  And I believed! I believed in the lies I see on TV.
Nobody lives like that....
And if they do, they have money that most likely comes from slave labor somewhere along the chain.  Like Walmart (the Walton family).

Just thinking the thoughts, just crying the prayers, just the intention of waking up and wanting a better reality.... THIS can cause a shift!!!  A change for a better world.

Face it.  None of this shit will be paid off.  It is NOT a reality.  There will never be an event in my employment that will afford me to EVER catch up much less get ahead and live my dreams.....  Nothing.  In my current life.  Will change this.  Except winning a huge lottery......

And after all this.... There are STILL those out there who judge me because they've never walked in my shoes.  They think all shoes are the same.  They think all feet are the same... and all eyes are the same.... and all perspectives are the same.
Arrogant assholes.

I feel like acid...... I destroy everything I touch.

Who wants to pay me for being me.........  

MY Tomato & Cucumber Salad

1 & 1/2 Tom
1 Cuke
1 large Avo
Slivers of Onion
Dill
Thyme
Salt
Black Pepper
Juice of one slice of Lemon
Black Beans
Parmasan Cheese

That is all.

#2014 Extremes. Master Level.

Ok.... Here it is.... HARDCORE.
Welcome to 2014.

The day of the pussy is over & gone!

What once was a pussy, is now a betrayer.  Do you recognize them?

Its all going faster than you can keep up with.... So hopefully you've learned how to "let go".
You should be COSMIC by now........

2014 will NOT be better than 2013 - IF you thought 2013 was bad.
I repeat - 2014 will NOT be better than 2013!!!!
It WILL BE worse!!!

2014 is the year of the Rough Riders.
The Year of The Horse.

It will be INTENSE!
And INTENSE is just what many of us are craving!  Whether we realize it or not.  We've wanted it, we've asked for it.  Here it is!
(Speak to the ADD, ADHD BiPolar Enegry!)

Perspective.
Everything Energy.
Let go, settle back into yourself, close off the 5... and FEEL inwardly.

Extremes.
The words "trend", "pattern" and "normal" will erode before your eyes.

Master level games will abound.
Your reality will TOTALLY be based on the perspective you choose.

Broken patterns, broken records, broken..... ?  ?  ?  


The United States will see a mass exodus.............

Currently. Its Now Too Late.

TheApocalypseTees

All these things....
Intention
Dark Forces
Agendas
Life After Death
Quantum Physics
Meditation
New World
Apocalypse
Star Children
Indigos,Crystals, Rainbows
Autism
Disease
Big Brother
Gay Rights
Legalized Marijuana
GMOs
Militarized Police Force
Constitutional Rights Obliterated
Destruction
Awakening
Lies Revealed
Accelerated Time
UFOs
Ancient Cities . . .

the underlying truth in all the "issues" that we're waking up to and trying to set strate.... It all boils down to a constant, consistent sense of awakenness, responsibility, AWARENESS!!!

Its TOO LATE for a simple fix.
One day its gonna be too late...!!!
That day has PASSED.... Its way too late now.

You cannot run.
Now what do you do....?
Your greatest enemy is indifference....
Here is your test.
"Oh well! Its too late anyway so why bother?!"

There WILL be a zombie apocalypse!!! I've said it for years now - zombies are all around us right now...! Soulless people, the living dead.

There's so much you DON'T KNOW. And there are without a doubt the means to produce soulless armies who execute the will of their masters.... Right now.

"So much" no longer means anything.
It has not taken the crisis of a disaster to... "make me realize what's really important"! It is happening quite naturally. Things are quickly losing their luster....
Things have yet again shifted, turned.... or at least done so further .
It is scary to see "so much" change.... no, rather to FEEL so much change going on around oneself!! The scariness comes from being so bloody aware!
Aware.
Aware of passing thru the birth canal... into a scary new world...
And now, it is time to stand.
Stand. And do not relent.
Stand with steadfast knowing. Without blinking. Without a doubt. Without a doubt...
With assertive confidence.
I know exactly who I am and you have no power over me.

"So much" chaos in information... So many fragments and broken pieces thrown and served! You must know who you are...! And that simply means you know that you are one who only has to touch home base to be safe, to be in compliance with your purpose, to be on the right track.

Home base... is within.
Have you found it??

Let-Chaos-Ensue