The Bad Road of #Ascension

I could be very wrong all my.... Ascension(?) people... But it just does not jibe with me at all that - even a "cosmic event" may occur and - everybody suddenly (a relative term) wakes up and is on the same vibration of love and peace!

That totally violates free will and contradicts the choosing of a path and a journey..... I don't think the ancient prophecies of destruction were an option, but a description (from an individual perspective) of what has already happened.

"You can do anything you want! But I can see ahead and I know what you're going to choose, and this is what I saw."

Not everyone will CHOOSE to wake up and be a part of the Light in this moment!

Some also feel that this "transition" to the Light (that has already won the battle) will be very slow, and "normal".
Again, this does not resonate at all with the frequencies that we are now living in!
Darkness is upon us like you, (most of you obviously), would not or CAN not believe!

Yes there will be escalating events! Cosmic events!
But the choice will forever remain sovereign as to how one reacts!

Everything is for a reason, even our own demise.

Pick a horrible person in this world today that you feel is the absolute worst person alive!
Now BE that person.
People who search for and study awareness, consciousness, ascension have all run across the teaching that everyone is a reflection of some part of YOU!
EVERYONE!!!
Even the ones you encounter and think to yourself, "I would NEVER do what they do, or be like them!!!"
Really??

Who is the worst person you can think of?
Now..... Be that person.
Why do they do what they do and how do you know?

How do you think that person would react to: _____________ .
Not - How would YOU as this person react! 

But how do you honestly believe this person would react to.... say..... being incredibly wealthy and coming across poor person on the sidewalk?
What would this horrible person do and why would they do that?
Now imagine what happens to this HORRIBLE, ASSHOLE person.... that causes them to "WAKE UP"!
Where did all that horribleness go? What did this horrible person's horrible life ever mean? How does such a horrible person get to skip their work and go straight to enlightenment....!?

YOU DON'T KNOW THE ANSWERS TO THESE THINGS!!!! Because there's too much to know!
Not everyone is ready to join the light.....

Everything in our multiverse is a spiral.
Spirals are eternal.
They have no beginning, and no end.

Cycles.
Big cycles.
Bigger cycles.
Bigger still cycles.
GRAND cycles!
MASTER CYCLES!!!
Cycles WITHIN cycles!!! Within larger cycles! Within Grander cycles........!
And on and on and on.....
Look up the word "fractal" and be mind-blown.

Bernie Sanders is NOT even PART OF the solution!!!!!!!!!!
He is NOT Team Light!
What none of you "ENLIGHTENED MOTHERFUCKERS" seem to be receiving is that THE ENTIRE SYSTEM is GONE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
The WHOLE SYSTEM must go!!!!!
There IS NO candidate for the Light!
Because the Light has no political system AT ALL.
Why aren't any of you seeing this!?

We're not all gonna get raises!!! We're not all gonna get rid of the IRS!!! We're not gonna fix ANYTHING!!!!!
We are here TO START OVER.
Build something entirely new! On a new frequency!

There will be mass destruction!!! Like their has been many many.... countless  times before.
The Dark Matrix will NOT shut down quietly!
It will not surrender!
It must be played out to the end.
The LIGHT is not the LIGHT unless it encounters ALL DARKNESS, and overcomes it - not avoids it.

Avoidance without an authentic, personal, individual change of heart....

THAT is not peace!!!
THAT is not love!!!
THAT is not light!!!

You all have so much programmed shit in your heads.....!

I await to be proven wrong..........

The Band Aid Era and The #Almighty #Dollar

The core foundation...
Of what all principles of this entire era are based on...
Is - in a nutshell...
"the cart is before the horse".

This Horse is looking at you like you're stupid.... Because you are.

Appease the symptoms without ever addressing the root cause.
Hell... no one even knows the concept of "root cause".

The legal system
The education system
The medical system
The political system
All of everything is based SOLELY on treating symptoms, not solving actual problems.

The remedy for everything is to slap a band aid over it! I mean..... That's just what you do. You're crazy if you don't ! Something horrible might happen if you don't dowse it with antibiotics and cover it immediately!

What a master plan for "someone"..... !
It all goes back to power, control, and its greatest tool - Money.
If "problems" are never solved, then there's always a "need" created for dependency....
If humans Never figure this out, then the whole concept becomes a CASH COW!
The cart before the horse.... Is an intentional set up.
Who started it and who they are now is another message altogether, and actually a bit irrelevant.

Part of the foundational "cement" in this "master plan" is a program that causes all humans to believe that all humans are innately bad...
That given the opportunity, all humans will lie, cheat, steal, and even kill if they think it will serve their purpose and they can get away with it!
Given the opportunity, NO ONE is honest all the time, NO ONE has an air-tight, water-proof sense of integrity...
It is concretely believed that humans are NOT CAPABLE of being good of their own free will.
And because of this, there are kings and queens, judges, militia, priests and pastors.... principals, supervisors, CEOs.... SOMEONE has to be in charge. Otherwise, no one will do what they're supposed to!!!
And this is a running program in the human psyche, right now.
It is the core of your current human existence.
Actually, this is what the human experience has been based on since current recorded history, going back thousands and thousands of years.
It's all we know!

And so we assume that this is the only way there is to be.
[Herein lies the story of the REAL Shift... The REAL Ascension.... The REAL Apocalypse...]

Why?

Where did this belief come from???
Why can't  you be good all the time?
Well the first reason YOU BELIEVE you cannot be good all the time, is your definition of  "GOOD".
Whether you like it, believe it, accept it or not - your definition of "good" has been programmed into you thru RELIGION. Again, you don't have to believe in god for this social influence to have affected you! You can actively hate god and still fall under the influence of religious definitions.

So... Here it is:
What  those who hold illegitimate power fear most - is someone who does not NEED rules.
Not someone who BREAKS rules!
Someone who does not need them!!!
Someone who is independently "good"... Aware..... Awake..... Independently conscious and does not NEED to be told anything.
Someone who doesn't need god.
Someone who doesn't need money.
Some who NOTICES that the horse should be in front of the cart, and that any other way is insanity!
THAT scares the shit out of your masters!!!
The greatest, mightiest tool/weapon that those who hold illegitimate authority over you have ever held is MONEY.
Its what they use to control you.
And control you, they do!

It has slowly taken over every aspect of every little every thing on the entire planet! You can no longer do anything or go anywhere without MONEY.
And the scary part is - There is at least one generation - at this writing - maybe two, that don't see what's wrong with that!!!
They have never seen, felt, tasted, experienced natural freedom and independence from government "nanny-care" and life without the ALMIGHTY DOLLAR. I'm actually not talking about poor people here.... I'm referring to wealthy, successful people.......!
That's the scary part. The SAD part is, this new generation has all but swallowed up the still-living generations before them so that now even the ones who REMEMBER INDEPENDENCE.... no longer consider it a viable means of life......

That is the evidence that this is a pivotal moment in the story of humans. We have reached a point of no return on so many levels...... And you've all been so successfully programmed, distracted, and scared that you think you need to be worried about climate change and destroying the Earth.
Wrong!

In this writing, I do not care to take the time to spell it all out.
There is truth out there, if you really want truth.
I'm not holding any secrets for ransom, waiting for you to pay me to release them, that will prevent you from being free and knowing the truth!
I'm simply here to annoy the fuck out of you with scary messages like this about DOOM!!!!

LMFAO!
Yeah..... That's what this message is about.
Right?
YOU'RE ALL GONNA DIE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

LMFAO!!!

Oh be sure to get more band aids while you're out..... You're gonna need a shit-ton of''em!

#Prophecy and #Prophets

Prophecy does not mean "It is written in stone!!!" and cannot be changed.
Prophecy is not a WARNING of what could happen.

Prophecy is..... "Yall all got free will and you can do ANYTHING you want to! You are not locked into ANY fate ordained by any GODS!!! (But I see things..... And I know EXACTLY what yall all gone do... And he'it is...!) You don't believe me!?!? Watch what happens..... Just like I said.......!!!"

A Prophet is merely someone who is "tuned in" to a higher frequency of vibration, allowing them to see into timelessness, or the Akash, or "the future"....
Just like a wise mother who tells her child not to touch the hot burner on the stove.... She's not sealing the child's fate! by "prophesying" that it will hurt really bad. She just has a much grander perspective as a grown, experienced adult, than a 2 year old child does. The child has free will to choose. But the mother knows what's gonna happen before it happens..... Prophecy!

#Energy Report: April 9 #2016

Holding space for the Fringe.....

Anywhere the wind blows..... Nothing really matters..... to meeeeeeeeeeeeee.........

(Maybe its all just for me now.... Everytime I receive a message and open a page to write it down.... It vanishes!)

The Other Side. I feel an almost total disconnect. I am a wild animal perched high and safe in a tree watching them all... Scattering like ants around a bed that's just been stepped in...

Perspective is King! And SKEWED drastically and dramatically from one person to the next!!!
Have you noticed??

I feel the Warrior.
Lone.
Outcast.
Not what you think.

Bat-Shit crazy but still sane... (wow)

The WAVES!!! They indeed keep coming. Extreme highs, extreme lows, noticeable calms.... But count on their soon return!!!
It's all about.... All in how you interpret them, ride them, respond to them....
Take it easy..... Don't let them overwhelm you, even if you have to just surrender and melt into them. "Overwhelm" is a state of mind. And nothing more.

9 The coming of the lawless one is according to the working of Satan, with all power, signs, and lying wonders, 10 and with all unrighteous deception among those who perish, because they did not receive the love of the truth, that they might be saved. 11 And for this reason God will send them strong delusion, that they should believe the lie, 12 that they all may be condemned who did not believe the truth but had pleasure in unrighteousness. You may think you know what this means...... But you're more likely to be the ones its talking about.

Money, Politics, Vaccines, Panama Papers,
Bernie, Donnie, Hillie......
Truth

Which word does not fit with all the others in the group above?

Amazingly I bet you all answered correctly.
And you still play the game without flinching.

"Well what'r we supposed t'do!!!?"

The answer to that question decides your fate in this game you've created.

Is this the real life?
Is this just fantasy?
Caught in a landslide
No escape from reality
Open your eyes
Look up to the skies and see
I'm just a poor boy, I need no sympathy
Because I'm easy come, easy go
A little high, little low
Anyway the wind blows, doesn't really matter to me, to me
Goodbye everybody I've got to go
Gotta leave you all behind and face the truth

The #FourHorsemen of the #Apocalypse - #Revelation Chapter 6

The White Horse - Deception/False Peace
The Red Horse - Anger/Rage
The Black Horse - Greed
The Pale Horse - Hopelessness/Death

It is FIRST & FOREMOST a battle of the Human Soul!
The war is of the Heart, and THEN manifests in the world.
It is ALL a war of the HEART of HUMANITY.

Your consciousness.
That's all.
It's not about money, oil, transhumanism, singularity, life on Mars, poverty, gays, blacks, browns, whites, christians, hell, sin, muslims, bhuddists, Mother Earth, global warming, extinction of species, GOD, judgment, Jesus, aliens, reptilians, or aliens..........
NONE OF THIS!!!!!
Only your conscience!
You.
Individually.
Specifically.

Deception. Only your conscience can discern and embrace a true peace, or a false peace.

Anger. You have no where else to go, and the evidence is that you can no longer contain, bottle up, suppress the things you have not worked out within your... CONSCIENCE. Rage.

Greed. You have nothing left that makes any sense, nothing that is true, nothing with meaning. All that's left in you is primal brutal survival... Because fear is all you can feel.

Hopelessness. Insanity, depression.... It has all culminated into its inevitability. Hope has died completely and no longer resides on your Earth anywhere. You will believe anything and follow anyone. You are Dead.

Apocalypse - Old English, via Old French and ecclesiastical Latin from Greek apokalupsis, from apokaluptein ‘uncover, reveal,’ from apo- ‘un-’ + kaluptein ‘to cover.’

This is the revealing of the Sons of God

None of this happens in the outside world without it happening INside YOUR CONSCIENCE first!!!
The Apocalypse is the revealing of the sons of god.

Not to prove to you who we are.... But to prove to us.......

#Energy Report: March 24 #2016 #Lunar #Eclipse

I do not feel sick.
I have had no symptoms of sickness.
And yet my BODY is sick!
I cannot speak well, my throat is scratchy and on the verge of explosive coughing, and my chest rattles when I breathe. Funny, my throat isn't really sore.

Still with the stiff left knee. Other joints seem to be starting to level out - FINALLY. For the most part....

Bewilderment.
Just.... mindboggled.... at the bizarre "common" behavior of people when I have to go out into their world. It's scary. Tho I am not scared, or afraid. It really is just turning into an adventure into a movie.... Into Zombieland! I don't know about other places in the world... Maybe it is a local thing here in Central Florida. But the insanity is just rampant!!! I'm not talking about the headlines you see on TMZ about "another incident in Florida...", no, I'm talking about "normal" people doing "normal" things. All of humanities ills seem to be MAGNIFIED! Stupidity. Selfishness. Carelessness. Oblivion.
[One theory I have is that - what is happening to the planet as a whole, is indeed magnified in certain places - like Florida. Why Florida, because of the quartz crystal beaches.... Because of the vortexes... Because of whatever yet undiscovered/undisclosed energy is in the Gulf of Mexico....]

This is manifested in my world in many ways but one of the most profound is lots and lots of car wrecks.... lots of sirens - cops, firetrucks, ambos..... I've actually seen the aftermath of two pretty gnarly wrecks within the same week - this past week - the most recent one being yesterday. It was amazing how "put out" all the other drivers were.
I know this area hosts a shit-ton of international guests.... but this is not fucking Jeddah! This is America and we have traffic protocol for a reason you rude bastards!!!! I'm not name-calling. They are ALL doing it! Americans mostly!!! But I can only compare it to the stories my Dad and Uncle used to tell of "traffic" in Jeddah. That's the only reason for this reference.
Anyway, these two wrecks were exactly one block apart. They were not fender-benders. But what made me almost lose my cool and get people killed was the complete lack of awareness.... the complete lack of concern and respect for the situation.
No!!! I must get SOMEWHERE and waiting at this light.... Waiting for them to move the body out of the burning car..... THAT JUST WON'T FUCKING DO! Let me see how I can SHOVE  my way thru this before everybody else!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I CANNOT miss this light!!! (I wonder how the crashes are happening????!!!!)
People actually blowing their horns AT ME!
I almost sent very intense, very destructive energy at two people. They WOULD HAVE gotten hurt!!! I felt it! I had to reel that back in, QUICK! I know better! I seriously turned to open my door and jump out at one of them!

Happy Lunar Eclipse!

It is getting more and more difficult for me to bare.... endure... the way this world works and the way that people are not aware... of anything!
I am making my choices in each moment to NOT go to the dark side! I do however feel such anger and resentment toward the human race. And it bubbled up big time yesterday!

Everything is delayed.
It is a theme now.
Everything happens, and then doesn't appear till much later....
There is a wisdom to this. It is happening from a higher source of orchestration. It is a form of help and assistance for the awakened.

Breathing.
Lungs.
A sense of being smothered.
Blocked breathing passages that need to be cleared.
I know you think I'm crazy but just DO IT!
This is affecting machinery, not just humans.

Overheating.... That's been ongoing for a year or so. I just never think to mention it since I only started doing these "Energy Reports" this year.

That is all for now.
Signing off

#Raw #Spirituality - You Can't Handle The Truth!!!

I am where I am.
I am not pretty. I am a mess.
I cannot organize a small table with three objects on it!
This is TOTALLY against my nature! I organize, file, arrange, feng shui everything all day every day since I was born! But lately..... That innate ability is just majikally GONE.
I will NOT be fake!
I cuss and bitch and rant and rave... Humans irritate me and I make no apology for that. I HATE them.... But only because I care so so so much that they hurt like hell  to watch and live with!
DO NOT define me.
You do not know me or understand me.
I'm really easy to judge!!! I mean I practically do it for you! I give you lots of ammo and targets!

And STILL, I will not apologize for being where I am.... who I am.... in this moment.

I am where I am.
And I will get to where I go.
I am raw. Improper. People love to see me but hate to see me coming. How can this be "spiritual"!?!?!
Doesn't matter. In ALL THINGS I must be me. Only I can be me!!!! I can't leave it for someone else! I have to process - not suppress - all that I have.
Process - not suppress.
I have to live it out. I have to be this until I can no longer bear it. And then, and only then, I will be something new. No one can start or stop this process.

I will cuss.
I will drink beer and cocktails.
Don't be surprised if you see a cigarette in my hand.
When it's time, and ONLY when it's time.... I will be something else.
But right now, I'm being this.
And if this energy is more than you can be happy and comfortable with, then by all means fuck off. You have my blessing. I understand. I really do. Just like I understand why I can't stand being around people sometimes. I'm not trying to make anyone feel bad.... It's just better if I stay away so that I don't really start to hate you... Or myself for being so ill!

I will watch TV and movies... I will watch stupid things and boring things... for my own damn reasons.

And if all these things that I "do" or say causes you to think or believe something bad about me.... Then you're nothing more than a child. Or a fucking idiot. A child in the sense that you are not an evolved adult human being with an alive a functioning sense of intuition. You're a child in that you still judge a book by its cover, or more accurately by your own sense of "right and wrong", "good and bad", "spiritual and fake"...

I will not play your games the way you want me to. I partake of and admire a handful of  "spiritual" people. They help me.... Feed me.... Encourage me..... Confirm that I'm not crazy for seeing what I see and feeling what I feel, in spite of being so unspiritual!!!

I am the renegade. The rogue. The rebel. (why do all those words start with R???!?)
I do right the wrong way. (OMG AND HOLY SHIT! I've just come up with a hit country song!!!!!!)
And I also do wrong the right way. I'm on the wrong side of heaven, and the righteous side of hell... (FFDP)

I am respectful. Tactful. Polite.
I am non-confrontational.
But then again I've been know to embarrass my kids by opening my mouth when everyone else was afraid to. There've also been times that I made them stand a little taller for having the balls to open my mouth when everyone else was afraid to!

Go ahead.
Judge me.
You really can't say anything true that I don't already very well know about myself.
I AM integrity!!!!
I live for Truth.
I will die for Honesty.

I'm a mess.
I don't have a "job".
I have holes in most of my clothes and shoes. I look like a homeless person. Or a lesbian. Or both.
I have not given up.
I have just let go.
I have not lost my vision. I know exactly where I stand. I make NO excuses. I blame no one. And I also make NO apologies! Where I am is my choice. I chose to be here. I choose to experience this. It serves my purpose for now in spite of the fact that it totally fucks with everyone..... All of you!!!
The REAL point is that it no longer fucks with ME!

HA HA HA HA HA HA HA.

I'm not the only one "practicing" this kind of "spirituality".
You don't know our struggle.
We will not behave. We will not fall in line. We will not knock it off or cut it out.
Being "True to ourselves" is just fucking obnoxious to you.

And I'm learning to love me for it.
I'm getting it.

We are your test.
LMFAO!!!!!!!
And we don't give a fuck that you fail.
You're making us stronger and stronger - more and more aware.
And awareness only leads to love.... god.... truth.....
A Love and a God and a Truth that you just cannot! Wrap your...... head? . . . heart? . . . around...???

We love you...!!!
We are here for you.
We may defy your definition of love and spirit and god....
And that's exactly why we're here!

Every time you think you've got it figured out, we're here to say "Fuck you, try again!" LOL!!!

Peace.