It's Not Gettin' Paid

None of the shit is gettin paid off till I win a HUGE lottery.
You rob and steal, nickel and dime me to death and expect me to maintain my sense of "responsibility" to pay YOU what "I owe you".
That fucking computer has been paid for 3 times over and still I owe $600?!?!?!?!?!?
What's right about that!!!?  Yet I've never missed a fucking payment, all to keep my credit score good, so that I can get thru certain "basic needs" doors in this fucking world!  Like getting transportation!  Like getting car insurance!  (YES your credit affects your ability to acquire and the rate of your insurance!!!!!!!!!!!!!!) A descent place to live!
Fuck credit cards!!!  I'm talking about the necessities of life bitches.
You assume that I will continue to care about this shit........  Why?
Why would you assume that I will not figure this out and question you?
Why would you assume that this will EVER be ok?
Why do you continue to play the devils game as if you were innocent and will not have to pay the piper in due time . . . ?

None of this shit's gettin paid off!!!
What about MY life???
Walmart does not make life better!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
You dumb assholes.......
Credit does not help you out in life!!!!
Banks DO NOT GIVE A FUCK  about you, yet they continue to spend MILLIONS on commercials to convince you otherwise..... Who falls for that shit man!?!?!?!?
Car dealerships DO NOT GIVE A FUCK about you!  They only exist to..... provide transportation to their community???? NO!!!  To MAKE MONEY!
They do not care how they do it!

Raise the minimum wage??????????????

How fucking stupid are you people!?!?!?
If they raise the wage...... where does that money come from???? HMM!??  Tell me minimum wage GENIUSES, where would that money come from?
What's gonna happen if min wage is raised, hmmm???
Your fucking RENT is gonna double!
Your fucking BREAD is gonna cost the price of a STEAK!
That's whats gonna happen GENIUSES!
Guess why they treat you like dumb sheep?

Cuz you act like dumb sheep!
McDonalds does NOT need to raise your wage.
People need to STOP eating at McDonalds!!!!!

You're all looking to McDonalds to reflect your worth......
What does that tell you dear sheep...?
What does that tell you . . .?

What does it say about you when you believe you HAVE to eat "cheap food"???
It means you don't really know yourself, much less VALUE yourself....

If you didn't have to work to survive... What would you do all day?
What do you love, what do you enjoy, WHO ARE YOU?

You only work because you have to.
So maybe rethink what you're actually fighting for.
Doesn't change anything overnight, but when you start that conversation inside your own head.... things DO start to change.

NONE of this shit is getting paid off!  None of it!  What about MY LIFE??
I'm not in debt because I lived above my means.....  I'm in debt because I wanted to LIVE!  And I believed! I believed in the lies I see on TV.
Nobody lives like that....
And if they do, they have money that most likely comes from slave labor somewhere along the chain.  Like Walmart (the Walton family).

Just thinking the thoughts, just crying the prayers, just the intention of waking up and wanting a better reality.... THIS can cause a shift!!!  A change for a better world.

Face it.  None of this shit will be paid off.  It is NOT a reality.  There will never be an event in my employment that will afford me to EVER catch up much less get ahead and live my dreams.....  Nothing.  In my current life.  Will change this.  Except winning a huge lottery......

And after all this.... There are STILL those out there who judge me because they've never walked in my shoes.  They think all shoes are the same.  They think all feet are the same... and all eyes are the same.... and all perspectives are the same.
Arrogant assholes.

I feel like acid...... I destroy everything I touch.

Who wants to pay me for being me.........  

MY Tomato & Cucumber Salad

1 & 1/2 Tom
1 Cuke
1 large Avo
Slivers of Onion
Dill
Thyme
Salt
Black Pepper
Juice of one slice of Lemon
Black Beans
Parmasan Cheese

That is all.

#2014 Extremes. Master Level.

Ok.... Here it is.... HARDCORE.
Welcome to 2014.

The day of the pussy is over & gone!

What once was a pussy, is now a betrayer.  Do you recognize them?

Its all going faster than you can keep up with.... So hopefully you've learned how to "let go".
You should be COSMIC by now........

2014 will NOT be better than 2013 - IF you thought 2013 was bad.
I repeat - 2014 will NOT be better than 2013!!!!
It WILL BE worse!!!

2014 is the year of the Rough Riders.
The Year of The Horse.

It will be INTENSE!
And INTENSE is just what many of us are craving!  Whether we realize it or not.  We've wanted it, we've asked for it.  Here it is!
(Speak to the ADD, ADHD BiPolar Enegry!)

Perspective.
Everything Energy.
Let go, settle back into yourself, close off the 5... and FEEL inwardly.

Extremes.
The words "trend", "pattern" and "normal" will erode before your eyes.

Master level games will abound.
Your reality will TOTALLY be based on the perspective you choose.

Broken patterns, broken records, broken..... ?  ?  ?  


The United States will see a mass exodus.............

Currently. Its Now Too Late.

TheApocalypseTees

All these things....
Intention
Dark Forces
Agendas
Life After Death
Quantum Physics
Meditation
New World
Apocalypse
Star Children
Indigos,Crystals, Rainbows
Autism
Disease
Big Brother
Gay Rights
Legalized Marijuana
GMOs
Militarized Police Force
Constitutional Rights Obliterated
Destruction
Awakening
Lies Revealed
Accelerated Time
UFOs
Ancient Cities . . .

the underlying truth in all the "issues" that we're waking up to and trying to set strate.... It all boils down to a constant, consistent sense of awakenness, responsibility, AWARENESS!!!

Its TOO LATE for a simple fix.
One day its gonna be too late...!!!
That day has PASSED.... Its way too late now.

You cannot run.
Now what do you do....?
Your greatest enemy is indifference....
Here is your test.
"Oh well! Its too late anyway so why bother?!"

There WILL be a zombie apocalypse!!! I've said it for years now - zombies are all around us right now...! Soulless people, the living dead.

There's so much you DON'T KNOW. And there are without a doubt the means to produce soulless armies who execute the will of their masters.... Right now.

"So much" no longer means anything.
It has not taken the crisis of a disaster to... "make me realize what's really important"! It is happening quite naturally. Things are quickly losing their luster....
Things have yet again shifted, turned.... or at least done so further .
It is scary to see "so much" change.... no, rather to FEEL so much change going on around oneself!! The scariness comes from being so bloody aware!
Aware.
Aware of passing thru the birth canal... into a scary new world...
And now, it is time to stand.
Stand. And do not relent.
Stand with steadfast knowing. Without blinking. Without a doubt. Without a doubt...
With assertive confidence.
I know exactly who I am and you have no power over me.

"So much" chaos in information... So many fragments and broken pieces thrown and served! You must know who you are...! And that simply means you know that you are one who only has to touch home base to be safe, to be in compliance with your purpose, to be on the right track.

Home base... is within.
Have you found it??

Let-Chaos-Ensue

Oh How God Screams.....

Oh how god screams and we just don't fucking get it!
So god gave us Autistics to force us to learn to listen differently.
(Do you know how many Autistics are abused because people refuse to listen differently!?)
We hate our jobs so god sends technology.  We cry for freedom so god sends economic instability to the system that enslaves us.  What do we do?
Enjoy our new-found freedom by being creative, and participating in our community, and growing some food, and devoting ourselves to our families (learning our children's birthdays...?).... By appreciating what we have and being grateful for a better way of life!
Right??

NO!!!

We cry that technology is taking all our jobs (that we hate).
We medicate our children because we have (forced) health care, because honestly nobody wants to deal with their ADHD little asses!
We (STUPIDLY) protest in the street for higher minimum wage....... (Hey DUMBSHITS, what happens when they raise minimum wage.....?  The cost of living goes up to compensate what they ("they") had to sacrifice to pay you a living wage!!!  Since the beginning of time!!!
Do you idiots realize that bread used to be like a nickel a loaf?  And gasoline ¢25 a gallon?  And cars $3,000?  And houses $10,000?
GEE WALLY, WHAT HAPPENED???

If you cannot figure this out, you deserve your slavery.

Oh how god screams to us.......
But what do we do?  Cry that god doesn't answer, that god doesn't care.... Then FIGHT over god's existence....  And still you dumbshits don't get it......

"RATTLE RATTLE"

God is answering.
You are getting what you wanted.
But you're too un-evolved to freely receive the gift that's freely given.

Put that in your manger and smoke it.
Merry Christmas Losers...... 

Next Big Thing...

Next Big Thing - virtual reality camps for criminals!!!!!! "Practice" their way to rehabilitation / a better life!!!

If they fuck up, doesn't matter, it wasn't real anyway.....

They get to "suffer the consequences" of their actions and live to change their ways.

Will be interesting to see the percentages on this one.

Letting Go of the Rope

It's like.....
Grabbing hold of the rope in plenty of time as it speeds past you, being hauled on the front end by a mighty, massive bull.... In PLENTY of time, to help the speeding bull stop...
You see the fear in his eyes.... you see that he does not want to smash into the wall, to lose control, to crash & burn... You yell out to him, you've got the rope, you've got leverage... all he has to do is stop running! But he panics. He tries to stop and then loses focus, gets distracted, gets spooked... and just keeps barreling toward the wall. His girth, his mass, his momentum.... is carrying him way farther than his efforts.... way farther than his efforts will be able to stop him if he doesn't cooperate NOW.
It's like that.
The moment when you feel.... It's too late. He couldn't stop now if he tried, and he's just gonna pull you into the collision if you don't let go....
It's too late.
Let go. Let the bull go.
It's sad..... ! No doubt ! But there are too many mechanisms involved in "stopping" that take too much time to engage and cycle thru.... There's no way to stop him.
This is when you must let go and save yourself.... Allow yourself to be saved.... saved by the fact that you've been paying attention and you know where the wind blows. Don't punish yourself for that.

Let go of the rope and watch him and all the misguided speed past you, like an animated movie.... 

Just let'm go. Let the dust fly......