Anger Is Not Lack Of Love

Don't mistake anger for lack of love...

Modern pop, even metaphysical psy will tell you that any adverse emotion is the result of fear and its something inside of YOU.
You get angry at others because you see something in them that you hate about yourself type-o-bullshit.
This is true a lot!
But not always.

Now maybe we/I have a ton to learn about anger.... But right here, right now the end is not visible. Right here right now there's a lot to be angry about.

Rather I perceive, from my current perspective, that the anger is BECAUSE of love.
There is so much love that this incessant pain and suffering from pure stupidity is just over the top... It's more than some of us can take.

And this makes us angry.

Why History?!!

WHY did we ever start writing things down, keeping records....???
How did we know that "one day" it would be important!?!? How did we "know" that long ago that we would someday be "here" and feel the need to look back and know what happened... who we are... how we got here.... what made us do this or that... what caused this or that...???

How did they KNOW!!!?
It seems almost instinctive....! And yet, how could EVERYBODY possibly have known to write everything down!?

The answer is - THEY DIDN'T!!!
And so the conclusion is that.... A LOTTA SHIT DIN'T GIT RIT DOWN!!!!! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! !

And soooooo...........
How much do we NOT KNOW, that is really just plain fuckin obvious... to anyone who knows to look for it. Like oh say, MORE PYRAMIDS in the desert that have been covered by TONS literally of sand for thousands of years....
Or CITIES (with pyramids..... ) hundreds of feet under the seas that have only recently been uncovered by changing climates and storms...??

Or our own history of alien interaction....?

The curse of humanity is fear and a limited, narrow, or downright closed mind. Break free of that, and EVERYTHING CHANGES!

THIS is the Revolution! EVolution!!

Pain In My Throat

Pain in my throat... That has risen up from my heart.
Why is this shitty "world" on this beautiful majestikal planet?
How does pain and joy coexist when pain is all around, pain is free and joy is so very very hard to find?
How can we work as slaves and be enlightened at the same time!?
And yet there are those who are... "successful"... who have no idea what I'm talking about.


This is wrong!
It is fundamentally wrong.
A planet of prisoners.... waiting to be free...
Just waiting........ and waiting and waiting and waiting....



Proverbs 13:12
Hope deferred makes the heart sick,
But desire fulfilled is a tree of life.


Is it any wonder we give up and crave death....
Is it any wonder that we go blind trying to see....
Is there any doubt that we go mad trying to understand...


For some hope never dies.
For others hope dies over and over again yet their life will not let them go.


I feel the inherent evils of Capitalism.
Its premise is freedom but its tools are weapons of pain and suffering, lies and dishonesty. In the Capitalist's head he believes he is free to gather as much wealth as he possibly can. Why? I ask why.... why does a man feel the need to amass as much wealth as he can?
Security.
Security!!!!
Never to worry again.
No worry for food, shelter, safety, clean water.... Never to fret over labors and efforts and ability... Never to be judged again. Never to suffer.... Never to fear...


But fear, the Capitalist does. Constant fear! Fear that someone will take what is his! Fear that someone will steal all that he has gathered, and that he will once again have to struggle for basic needs. Fear that he will once again have to perform, and achieve, and outshine in order to gain wealth.... So that he will never have to worry again....
Such is his fear that he too will steal, cheat and lie.... Because he is a Capitalist and he is FREE to get as much wealth as he can.
No longer the tyranny of rulers!!! No longer can any man tell him that he can only have this much and no more! He can have as much as he wants.... Because he is free.
And in his mind, we are all free. We are all as free as he is to do what he does and have what he has.


And if we are all free.... Then why worry or fear that another man will take what is ours?


Because in the heart of man lies the evil of darkness and demons.... of hell and of Satan.... In the heart of man is fear and distrust.... Because some man will indeed come to steal what is yours! Some man will stop at nothing to take all you have! Some man will lie and cheat and kill you, because he is afraid..... Afraid someone will do the same to him. And on and on this cycle goes. And good men turn corrupt, because of fear.


If I have more power, then I can defend myself from all these lying, cheating, murdering men. If I control everything.... then they cannot control me and take what I have so that I have to struggle for food and water and shelter..... and joy.
Yes. He is free. He is FREE!


He is free.....
He is free to know that he is better than those who have less because he knows that he obviously worked harder and deserves more than they.
He is a Capitalist. And he cannot understand why, in a Capitalist society, everyone doesn't joyfully gather as much as he does. If they don't, it's their own fault! If they want what he has they should work as hard as he does.


But in a Capitalist society, there is no guarantee that some bigger fish will not come and swallow you up. After all, that fish also is free to swallow up all that he can. So you should be afraid.... and defend your wealth, hold onto your wealth, at all costs.... because there is no nice guy in this game. It is cut-throat.


This is financial freedom.
This is the model for the whole world to follow.
This gives all men equality! No king will have more than me! I can gather a l l l l l l l l that I want! Whether I need it or not - no one can judge me, because they are also free to gather as much as they want! If they want what I have, GO GET IT! But don't touch mine... Or I'll kill you.


I am free to be greedy. I am free to be selfish. I am free to give. But if I give too much then I may run out! And why would I give my wealth away to freeloaders who have the same opportunity as me to go get their own?!


This is the American Capitalist. Many think it is un-American to be any other way.
But it is obvious that Capitalism does not work. Look around and see how many happy people you can find.....


Capitalism is not the answer. It is based on fear, not freedom.
If we got rid of all the rules in the world, and there really was freedom, what do you think would happen first?
Someone would try to take control of those who are weaker. Someone would inflict fear and threaten repercussions for not doing what the strongest man said to do. And the strongest man would sit on a throne and demand that allllllll the others work their asses off to support his needs.... so that he would never want and they would struggle to survive. And if one man stood up to this strongest of men and said NO! I am not a slave, I too am free and you need to get off your ass and work like everyone else!
Then that man would be killed and strike fear into the minions... Or that man would be strong as well and some of the people would be brave enough to follow him, and others would stay with the man on the throne.... And there would be two "groups" who had differing ideas..... And in order to protect themselves, they would fight and war....... and ... oh. This is just how it is today....
So what the hell is "freedom"?
???
Can anybody tell me what freedom is...?!
It is not that thing that our troops fight and die for...!!!
Do you see?


Can you see...???


NOTHING will change the hearts of men...!
Nothing.
Because we are
FREE.


We ARE free to have all that we want and this is what we've chosen. This fucked up world that we live in right now. Because of FEAR.


I am a freak.
I can see what's coming.
And it will indeed take something Biblical to stop this mad mad cycle. Something supernatural. Something that has never been seen before....
This time is different.
I see it coming.
I don't always understand it. But I see it. And I know.


Security.
Never to worry again.
No worry for food, shelter, safety, clean water.... Never to fret over labors and efforts and ability... Never to be judged again. Never to suffer.... Never to fear...
Has this ever worked?
No.
Something's gotta give.

Just So Tired . . . .

Oh my god.... I am DRUNK with the desire for freedom from these limitations and LIES.....
I see and feel such a different world.... And I do not see any end to this current madness.... This violence, this butchery of life...
I hurt so deeply and I cannot reason it away.
I have no desire to be medicated.
I have no desire to die.

I want beauty and peace and love.
I want respectfulness.
I want honor and joy and happiness.

And the idea that this is what we ALL want... It's what all of us have always wanted.... Well that's just bullshit. If we all wanted this for so long, we would surely have it by now.

Why don't we?
Why don't we have peace?
Why do people lie and justify murder and torture and hunger and ignorance?
Why!?
Tell me what will make this cycle stop once and for all???
Death is NOT an acceptable answer!
"One day" is NOT an acceptable answer either....! "One day" I won't be here..... and people that I love are already not here!
There's got to be another answer.

And I want it now.
I'm so tired..........

That One Man

I cannot believe that I am destined or doomed to spend a precious life, filled with evolution and ground breaking changes, with a bunch of evil people who, whenever given an opportunity, choose to live in fear, control and violence.
Some may think it "un-zen", "un-christian", "immoral" arrogant... to "judge" people as evil.

Some are not so foolish....

At what point will the fear and selfishness of one man cease to rule the entire world?
Some believe that it will just "change".... fade away, like racism and gender bias and slavery.
Really?
Yes... Some people honestly believe that stuff is in the past.  Why then do so many of us still feel surrounded by it?
Who am I to spend an entire life trying to make a better world that I will never get to live in...?
What are we headed for!?
And who is "we"!?

The pain and suffering of the world continues because of one man.  One man who chooses to live in fear.  One man who chooses to live in the delusion that he must conquer in order to be fulfilled.  One man who will violently take what is yours even tho he does not need it.
Why.......?

When will THIS  stop??  And why do we who are so over this barbaric way of living remain among, and tolerate such rape?

What is this Earth?  Why....  When has there ever been Camelot and why did it go away?

When will people stop "being people" ?  So that we may live in peace....
The answers are right in front of our faces... they always have been... but that one man will not let that happen for fear he will lose control of our misery.
When Will This Stop ? ? ?

This I want to know.

The Revolution of Standing...

The Revolution of Standing.
The Revolution of Peace.
The Revolution of Responsibility.

A recent conversation I was engaged in involved a young man who is very awake to many things.  He has a genuine desire to act upon the knowledge that he has.  Such as eating better for himself, eating real food and not frankenfood. This young man simply wanted a pineapple. Now the options he is aware of are: 1) Compromise and get an affordable one at any grocery store not knowing the truth about where this pineapple came from but assuming it probably came from a typical source using all manner of nastiness to produce it;  2) Go to the local farmers market where the pineapple is really affordable and it is assumed to be wholesome because it comes from a farmers market. But the truth is it is imported like all the rest. Or 3) Go to the local natural foods store where they have a genuine reputation for having good clean products and pay 10 times what one should pay for a pineapple.  

This very aware, very intelligent young man will most likely opt for the farmers market pineapple because by doing so he feels better about not giving his money to a big company who has no real concern for anything but making money... But mostly because its cheaper!  The reason he cannot shop at the reputable natural food store is that it costs too much.  And he'd rather not be homeless for buying good, real food.

THIS is where we must take a stand Americans.

We do not have to "overthrow" the government... We have to take our stand, in our own lives, in our own neighborhoods, in our reality!  This situation I've described is wrong.  This is capitalism.  This is not what the majority want.  But the majority are afraid to stand up and say so.  Because they don't want to be homeless.... or jobless.... or ruin their credit score..... or feel the shame of non-conformity.... They don't want to sacrifice for the truth, for what's right.  

Look at the people of Egypt, Turkey, Brazil... so many common people are rising up, walking off their jobs, abandoning what is normal and taking to the streets to tell those who are controlling their lives ENOUGH! Not one more day of this shit!  

They stand.

They stand in Peace.

They've taken responsibility for their own lives and their own communities.

In America we have some very real remnants of the Occupy movement.... But still so many more who are complacent and afraid.  Afraid to lose the job.... the position in the company.... the scraps that they live on.... Afraid to lose the house like so many have in the past five years....  Afraid their electricity will be turned off, their cable and internet, their water.....

THIS IS CONTROL ! ! ! ! ! !

America is an embarrassment to itself... to its ancestry.... to its flag... to its MILITARY.... to its heritage.

This Independence Day is a mockery of freedom and all who have begun to stand for it around the world.

You don't need guns to start a revolution.

All you need to do is tell the truth.  Stop turning a blind eye to things you KNOW aren't right.... 

STAND.

And if you feel the need to STAND in the streets with others who are tired of being afraid, tired of being a slave and living a lie.... then do it with the same pride and conviction you SAY OUR FOREFATHERS HAD at the time of the FIRST AMERICAN REVOLUTION.... which culminated in the signing of THE DECLARATION OF INDEPENDENCE.... Part of a series of documents that ensure our freedom to life, liberty and the pursuit of happiness.... A freedom we NO LONGER HAVE.

Your employer steals from you, your government steals from you, all the corporations you patronize steal from you, lie to you, and laugh all the way to the bank with your money... SLAVE.

Take America Back.

I wish no one a happy 4th of July...... till everyone's free to truly be happy.

Wake up....... 

Times up.

There's no second chance this time.

Celebrate Revolution Day - July 4th - New Independence Day

Here's a politically charged "no-no" statement for ya this holiday week... :
Americans worship "the troops" who "fight to protect our freedom" in foreign lands because they are spoiled and terrified of having to fight for their freedom themselves!
They're terrified of taking responsibility.
Therefore... Do they really deserve this said freedom?
Because "the troops" are being blasphemed and dishonored daily here in the homeland... by the citizens who continue to allow the formation of a police state government while they're away.

What is beginning to take place in the American homeland is EXACTLY what you believe those kids are being destroyed for as soldiers over there in other countries!

This 4th of July, AKA Independence Day.... should be the start of a new revolution.
The Revolution of Standing.
The Revolution of Peace.
The Revolution of Responsibility.

This era is over.
This is no longer the Land of the Free nor the Home of the Brave.
Everyone is scared to take a stand.
Do you think the pain and the cries and the suffering of the innocent will go unheard by the universe?
Do you honestly think you can continue to live this lie and get away with it.
Do you really believe you'll escape your fears and never have to face them?

Yet you call "terrorists" cowards.
You call them cowards having never discovered the truth of what makes them do such radical things for what they believe.  You only believe what the TV tells you.
You don't know what really goes on, you just go to work, give your money away, suffer from poor health and exhaustion and thank God and the military for your freedom.

What freedom?
Knowledge makes a man unfit to be a slave.  Fredrick Douglas
You don't listen because you don't wanna know.  You love the comfort of your slavery.

Celebrate the Revolution of the Awakened!!!