2 In Que

There are a couple of things.... some “big shit” things... in my que....

Things that could be either devastaing, OR could be far far far less worse than they appear to be!

I'm SO TIRED of expecting the worst case scenario!!! I mean its really difficult for me to remember a time when it was anything else. And that's not good.

I was “somewhere else” last night...... Vague images of rememberance keep appearing..

Hm...... ?

{Later that day......}

I had a fucking breakdown this morning... An Energetic “breakdown” where I was consumed with Love, for myself.... and then others.... Specific people. One that has need of healing, and then.... Others. People that.... I'm trying to say I don't like, are horrible, are disgusting.... People that make me nauseated........
But I held them. So tightly. And Loved them with a Love I don't understand.....

It only lasted a moment..... But it was real shit.

Couple things in my que. Time stamped. Potentially devastating. Or not.

I rarely ask for anything because a) No one pays any attention and b) People are shit, and I don't need that abuse. When I do ask, lately, its online on social media, and its for Energy. 

I'm asking for Energetic Help. I'm goddamn sure not asking anybody to reach into their wallets for their precious almighty fucking MONEY. No what I want is your Energy.

You are SO fucking powerful you don't know...! Your focused intent on my behalf is worth more to me than the PIN to your fucking debit card! Money is not the answer, Energy is!

Our Sunday Meditations with Sandra Walter have collectively turned into a very real support base in that.... Without being told or coached, we are instinctively beginning to “feel” the needs and missions of others and PARTICIPATE Energetically to get these things powered up and moving! It is Beautiful! It is a very real-life Sense8!!!

No whining or graveling, just truly beginning to live as one. #Sense8

So.... My Beloved Asshole Humans...... Power up. I have things in my que.

#TeachableMoment (because I shouldn't have to ask, you should already know.... but for those who aren't there yet.... this is written out loud to become - a teachable moment)

And if anyone thinks I'm being mean then first of all #FuckinSnowflake and secondly, You don't know me.... I'm fucking hilarious. And quite a delight.

Stop struggling.

Relax and just go... Observe... Pay attention... Cooperate!

Remember...? It's ME. TRUST.

You can trust ME because I am YOU.