#Underground

I work the Underground.
I'm on when you're off.

When your life is chaos, mine's flowin like a dream.

I drive in reverse. All the time.
When the gods go retrograde, It's my time to fly.

When you hear bad news, I hear good news.
When you celebrate your small minded stupidity, I hang my head and cry.

I work the Underground.

#Ghost

Everything in my life has been a setup...
Every beautiful thing carefully placed...
Only to die...
My life is a Tim Burton movie...
And I am not allowed to cry!

So sad .... So dark.....
Nobody cares who you are.
If your're not in this world
And you're dying to get home
But you can't get home cuz you're in this world
In between and all alone
You're a ghost!

Unspeakable joy
Wearing the worn out ragged clothes of pain.
A growing hope that just won't die
Leads strate to hell why is it in vain

Strugglin strugglin struggle with the material world
Reality insanity nothin is gonna get to me
Anguish and demons and voices are everywhere
I'm reaching my heart to you but nobody sees me there

So sick so sad so dark
Nobody cares who you are
You're in this world and you're dying to get home
But you're not in this world
It's all an illusion you're alone
You're a ghost!

They die so painfully
They cry in agony...
Your love bleeds out and covers the floor...
Breath burns your lungs and you don't know who you are.
Insanity, the last frontier. Why are we so afraid to go there?

Hold on hold on hold on tight!
This is all we have all we get get it right!
Now let go to find out who you are.
I let go and all I can find is an infected scar!

A scar that hides who I really am
I'll never know what's underneath
Where I came from Why I'm here
My whole existence erased from the memory.

Sad and dark
Nobody cares who you are!
Shut up shut up shut up
Nobody can hear your words.

Why doesn't god live among us
Why did Jesus leave so soon
Because he can't stand the pain of being around us
Watching us flail in the cess-pool

We have to drown to learn how to swim
We have to kill to know how to live
God can't tell us what to do
We have to find our own fuck to give.

Suffocating spinning like a dying shark
twirling thru the sea of the universe
No will left swim, no fuck found to give
No faith no hope and yet I can't not live.

Its sad and its dark
Nobody cares who you are.
Can't see you in the mirror
I know who you are
You're a ghost!

youre a ghost

youre a ghost

youre a ghost

#Money So They Say

Money is worthless.
It is the shackle on a slaves wrists.
Your relationship with money says everything about you.
Yall wear those chains in ignorant bliss.

"Earn" it???!
"Work" for it???!
"Deserve" it???!
Nah.
That shit's a lie.

Gather it,
And use it...
Cause it don't mean shit when you die.

A lotta spiritual gurus wanna tell you how money is energy....
But what they don't tell you is what that energy is and where it is
When the money's gone
And your bank accounts empty...

What happens when THEIR bank accounts empty
What happens when the system breaks
How are they gonna measure up and be better than us
When they find out all money does is takes

Oh its energy all right!
The energy of slavery.
Its the very thing they say we need to be free from
But to be that real is beyond their evolved ascended motherfuckin level of bravery!

What #Magical #Powers You Need For the Encroaching #Darkness

Supernatural or more highly evolved beings coming out of the sky, or out of the inner parts of the Earth, to SAVE humanity - any part of humanity -

Totally defeats the purpose of all our intentions, our efforts, our struggles, and our sufferings!!!

And it even spits in the face of the "savior" concept for those who believe the Jesus story as told by children, (and by children I mean adults who refuse to grow up and see the expanded full true meaning of the Jesus story!)!

Regardless of the story baseline you use for your interpretation of existence, there is but one core purpose for this era and that is to EVOLVE beyond our current limits of this consciousness!
Evolution happens as a living being becomes more and more conscious.
More and more aware. Of themselves, and everything in existence.
It is not about technologies.
It is not even about peace on Earth.
Even Jesus said 'I did not come to bring peace, but a sword!'

We evolve by becoming more and more conscious.
"Life" causes us to become more and more conscious.
Obstacles. Tragedies. Challenges.
Lies. Illusions. Power. Truth.
Choice.
All designed to bring you into a higher state of consciousness.

The "magical powers" that we attribute to our superheros and saviors are simply the result of having LIVED THRU all the shit we want to be saved from!
Get it?
These saviors WERE US once upon a time.

Help us, yes.
Save us from growing up.....????  NO.

Growing up into complete self sufficiency and total self responsibility is our natural trajectory.

So in the obviously darkening world....
Escape - Not an option.
Helpless child syndrome - Won't fly.
Humble, inadequate, undeserving servant - Absolute bullshit!
We are all made in the image of god. However you want to interpret that.....!
We are all made equal. Not the same! But equal.
We are not all the same but we all have the same birthright.
No one deserves anything!
We all deserve everything!

The spiritual concept of seasonal harvest.
If you will evolve out of this time, this era, then you will develop your own super powers, your own magic. Not everyone is at that stage of their journey, and that's ok.

YES we're all connected!
YES we are ONE!

But our greatest, most important connections to one another are the ones that are the LEAST obvious!
Superficial "oneness" has become cliche and is therefore basically not a thing anymore.

Your greatest Superpower in this time of transformation is Endurance. The power to keep getting up. The power to know what you know, no matter what trails come at you to destroy your resolve. The power to hold that truth, that energy of KNOWING the light, the good, the right, the abundance.... To KNOW beyond doubt that there is a reality where there is no judgement, complete health, an un-extinguishable flame of security and joy and life! THAT is your greatest Superpower!

We are on the edge of that reality.
NO it will not take lifetimes and generations for we who are alive now to get there!!!
We are already on the fast train to this existence!
We are practically there!
JUST
HOLD
ON
And do NOT doubt, and do NOT fear!
Be brave enough to leave all this bullshit behind.

Don't worry about fixing things or making your way in this mess anymore!
Hold that energy of the next level of frequency that we are rising into RIGHT NOW.

Embrace your insanity!
Be crazy enough to believe in the impossible!
At this point, what else do you have...??

The Profound #Forgiveness & #Grace of This Moment

A lot of us grew up hearing this twisted text from a corrupt pulpit surrounded by a distorted family.

Our lives were marinated in implication, innuendo, presumption.

The air that we breathed was guilt, fear and unworthiness.

We were indoctrinated.

We were stricken.

We were paralyzed.

They call it Christianity or Catholicism or Protestantism.

And because of it, most of the world is not capable of hearing the truths and wisdoms of the ancient texts, or grasping any real concept of what "GOD" is or what that could truly mean beyond those indoctrinations.
This is the lie.

It is hidden in plain sight.

You are locked in your own chamber of darkness.

Guilt and Fear are your masters.

You have betrayed yourselves.

The abundance that you sought was love and forgiveness, but you exchanged it for blood and money. 

You sold yourselves into slavery while singing dirges of redemption and salvation.

You never allowed yourselves to be free. 

You never let go the things you ACTUALLY WERE saved from.

You were deceived into believing that being human was the sin. But it never was, and never will be.

You remain the children of darkness.

Only you can set yourselves free from the deception.

There are those who hurt so deeply with sorrow....

These would gladly die to spare themselves the pain of guilt...

They are tethered by the strap of unworthiness....

For these the gifts of Forgiveness and Grace now flood the Earth!!!

PROFOUND forgiveness!!!

Unimaginable forgiveness.....

If you'll just let the past go and allow yourself to be born into a new life..... A life that no longer carries the tethers of guilt, and shame, and unworthiness.

This Forgiveness and Grace does not and will not ever forgive the unforgivable.

If you don't know what the unforgivable is, then don't worry trying to figure it out.

If you can let go and free yourself from the deceitful power of guilt and unworthiness, then your sorrows will be washed away in these floods.

You ARE forgiven!

Just let go!

Just do it!

Stop expecting it to look FAMILIAR!
Stop assuming it will be what you thought it would be!
Stop trying to do it the way you were taught!
And TRULY BELIEVE that you are forgiven and that there are no expectations on you beyond that!!!
You Are Forgiven! The End!

You see, if guilt and fear and shame and unworthiness are no longer are part of your life....
Then YOU'RE FREE!
INDEED.

In Forgiveness, there is no such word as unworthy.....

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