Acceptable

Being a bitch is most often necessary.

Being an asshole is no longer acceptable.

Spread the word losers....

If I'm Right...

If I'm right......
Everyone knows.... Infowars, David Icke, hell Michael Moore.... Occupy, uprisings all over the world.....

Natural living movements, awakening, disgust with and willingness to move beyond capitalism....
and yet, the grid of darkness is all encompassing.

If I'm right in what I feel...... What I see... "prophetically"... What I see with my god-given gift that has always been completely accurate...
The darkness cannot be stopped.
It will not be stopped.
It's too late.
We the human race will endure yet another cycle of absolute destruction.
It must happen this way.

Evil cannot be "washed" away, it cannot be "rehabilitated", it cannot be prayed or otherwise energetically swayed away!
CANNOT.

Even in bible stories, god tried to flood evil away, kill evil away, ethnically cleanse evil away, scare evil away..... Obviously none of that worked. He even offered to forgive evil away. Just love everybody!!!! Will ya!?
No.

So now that god's point is proven - that evil is in the hearts of men and that NOTHING can change that except personal evolution, personal choice - On with the plan!
The plan to let these evil motherfuckers have at it. Let'em go! Let'em run it as wild as they can.... All the lies, greed, cruelty and fear-mongering they can whip up!
Let them weeds grow as taaaaaaaaalll as they can, boys. Just let'em grow.
Give it your best shot evil........

Reference the movie "The Lion King" . . . . Make it all a desolate wasteland. Because once the Prince wakes the fuck up.... And realizes who he is.... And MAKES THAT CHOICE....
F I N A L L Y . . . . It will be over.

Don't believe me.
Just watch it happen.

The awakened will survive, because by definition, by being awake, we have evolved beyond the darkness.
We have become immune.
We have become bullet proof.
The darkness must reach its peak.... play itself out.... give us its best shot, in order to collapse in upon itself.
The strength of the awakened is in knowing. Believing what we know. Fearing nothing because of what we know. And what we know is the way....
We know the way to what we all want, the way to peace, freedom, health, abundance for all.
We know the truth.
We know the secret to life.
STAND.

The Most Wonderful Time of the Year

Most Wonderful Time of the Year

(Ok click this link to start the music in a separate Youtube window.... Then sing along! Disregard the incorrect background lyrics.  You may need to play it more than once.... Enjoy!!!  Cuz...    )

It’s the most wonderful time of the year

with the games all compelling

the tickets are selling its now time to cheer

it’s the most wonderful time of the year



it’s the hap-happiest season of all

with those great beer commercials and gay happy meetings

on sundays this fall

it’s the hap-happiest season of all



there'll be parties for hosting

football snacks for toasting

and terry bradshaws football show

there'll be shady call stories

and tales of the glories of

superbowls long long ago



it’s the most wonderful time of the year

there'll be much whistle blowing

and quarterbacks glowing

from DeMarcus Ware

it’s the most wonderful time of the year



there'll be brilliant young mannings

and new superbowl rings

impossible plays in the snow

there'll be blind referees and

some coaches get heated

when its 4th and just goal to go



it’s the most wonderful time of the year

there'll be lots of beer flowing

cussing and flag throwing

as half time draws near

it’s the most wonderful time

it’s the most wonderful time

it’s the most wonderful time

it’s the most wonderful time of the year

Happy Birthday to My Mom....

My Mom's birthday is coming up this Friday.

She was born in Hattiesburg Mississippi (I think) on Saturday, September 13, 1941.  She would be 72.

I didn't get to know her very well but I worshiped her while she was here.

On the one hand I'm glad she didn't have to suffer anymore and on the other hand I'm pissed as hell that she left me here alone.

I still study everything I can think of, everything I find, to help me know more about her.  For instance...  

How Much things cost in 1941: 

Average Cost of new house $4,075.00 

Average wages per year $1,750.00 

Cost of a gallon of Gas 12 cents 

Average Cost for house rent $32.00 per month 

Beautyrest mattress $39.50 

Average Price for a new car $850.00

WWII started in 1939.  Only 3 months after my mother's birth in 1941, Japan bombed Pearl Harbor.  

The decade before saw The Great Depression and the infamous stock market crash.

Popular Films:
Citizen Kane Written and Directed By Orson Wells ( He also acted in the movie )
Dumbo
The Maltese Falcon

Popular Musicians:
"Chattanooga Choo Choo " by Glenn Miller
"Daddy " by Sammy Kaye
"Green Eyes " by Jimmy Dorsey
"I'll Be with You in Apple Blossom Time " Andrews Sisters

It was the time of Hitler, Mussolini, Tojo, Stalin, Churchill, and 
FD Roosevelt (who started his THIRD TERM as prez) - The majority of which, in current times, are considered monsters.

Bugs Bunny is taking shape.

Puerto Ricans are now Americans.

Hitler. Nazis. Germany taking over the world.

The first FM radio station begins broadcasting.

The first box of Cheerios (Cheeri-Oats).

Joe DiMaggio played for the Yankees, and the Dodgers were still in Brooklyn. 

The first television commercial is aired, for Bulova watches.

The Holocaust.

Did I mention Germany was taking over the world?

It was literally a hell of a year!

Everything centered around "The War".  The whole world was fighting with someone....

And in Mississippi, the war of racism raged just as painfully.

My Mom had some really ruff spots in her childhood.
I'm not sure at what age, but while she was still very young her mother "disappeared".
There were all kinds of stories, but to this day, I know of no one who knows the truth.  My mother wanted so, so badly to find her mother!  
I took up that search with the advent of the internet.  All my searches always came up empty. Until this year.  
I found her!!!  
And the funny part is, she was always assumed to be dead, but she outlived most. She didn't pass until 2007.  She was "back home" in Sweetwater, Texas. 

My mother was molested as a young girl, left to live with a stepmother who didn't want her, called a bunch of names because of her black, kinky hair, big brown eyes and thick lips. Her big brother used to tell her she was adopted from Africa.... and she almost believed it.  The only other explanation is that the stories of her grandmother being a full-blooded Native American are true, although when I found her Moms (Cliopal), I also found several others in that lineage and could find no authentication of Native ancestry.
Now all that means is that the blood heritage was not recorded, as often happened with Native Americans.  Natives were treated just as bad if not worse than Africans and Chinese in this country!  The difference is they didn't really resist for very long and just gave in to the white man. In order to live, they became "Americans", or just stayed on reservations to die.
God bless the ones who held on to their history and heritage!
I have no idea about mine other than what I know intuitively... And from my mother's pictures.

Opal Jean Howard Eure

She was troubled.  She was confused.  She was judged and misunderstood.  She was accused of being a hypochondriac until the day she died.  At the age of 40.  And 25 days.  
You showed'em Mom!
She was beautiful!
She was a champion for the underdog.
She got things done.
She had balls!
She was very sick.
And I was her princess.

Thank you Mom. 
I miss you.
Happy Remembrance...